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Monday, August 30, 2010 @ 1:59 PM Boredom kills Boredom is sucking the life right outta me. Not like I've been having insomnia for a week already. Not able to sleep when you are tired and even have weird and blurrish dreams while you are supposed to sleep, is sucha chore. In PL whenever ppl call me "Aunty" I damn buey song.. Budden now, every kid calls me "Aunty".. TMD. To make things worst, someone told me she thought I was 25 (and up).. FML man. It seems like masking doesnt help. Because, even if you mask, when you don't have enough rest, nth helps. Sucks, I tell you. It's Monday. For once I remember what "day" is it.. I've been losing tracks of days as well as dates. They seem the same to me everyday coz I've been working like a dog all along. No one understands. That's that. DD is coming back in 2 days time.. Really wana lend his shoulder to lie when in work and he can help me keep a lookout for customers (if there's any, that is). Also, I wana go out. Even if its just window shopping (duh! I've been on no-pay since June, what do you expect? I don't own a bank, you know? And my bank acc digits are running rather low) or heading to the beach, or cycling at ECP or sth lidat. As long as I can absorb some Vit D or like, eased of stress (which I doubt so since (without fail) all my off days have work-related things going on).. Yeah. Cant wait. Rawr. There might be a slight change in the itinerary to Melb. Instead of only focusing on Melb, we'll probly be heading to Syd as well. WOoooohooooo~!! xD I seriously cant wait for Dec I tell you. So darn excited. The tix will be finalised and booked by today; as mentioned by Shell. :) How I wish I can skip Nov and head straight to Dec. P.S: I din mention Sept & Oct coz both months have besties bday (Shell's then BFF's).. So far I haven got the rebound letter yet. I wonder if it was able to get to there safely.. =/ For 6 days (including today), I didn't spend a single cent. Of course this exclude transportation coz there's value in the EZlink already. That's about it I think? All I had everyday is: - Morning: Self-made iced coffee & bread I bought last Tues - Lunch: "Kop!" different fruits from home - Dinner: Platter of seaweed chicken, nuggets & maybe some fries Yup. :) Ok~ I know this is darn unhealthy.. And its fattening.. And TRUST ME! I'm already feeling sick eating the same thing everyday.. So I'm thinking of my rations in the cupboard.. - Diff flavours of Maggie Mee - Assorted biscuits - Corn soup - Tuna chunks - Post Cereals Hmm.. Probly I will take alternate corn soup, cereals & bread with milk. And then for lunch, Maggie or biscuits.. Hmm.. Yeah. Probly? Will see how it goes.. P.S: I know these are still unhealthy.. But dang! I TOLD YOU I DON'T OWN A BANK! P.P.S: The 7 range is getting the shit outta me. Buey song TTM. Time is 2.30pm.. So far sales is like.. $5? LMAO! Pathetic shit. Issit like, Sept school holidays already? Why no students de? Or issit Prelims or sth? Hhmmmm.. Not that I'm being pessimistic.. But I don't think sales can reach $50 today.. Random: How I wish KOI has delivery.. =p Good bye! I like 7-11's logo now. Coz the no. "7" (my fav. no) is made up of your fav colour and my fav colour :) linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Sunday, August 29, 2010 @ 4:32 PM FML If after what we've gone through and it still can't work out.. At least we know we've tried our best. Or rather, at least I know I've tried my best. Despite so many objections and those nasty comments about you, I still trust and put my faith in you. Of course, I'm not in love until I'm blind (like every other said). I do know and think about my future. So, to those whom loves to jump into conclusion and whatso, STFU. Its when different obstacles comes at you all at once, you fall easily. And thats what happening to me now. I really wish I could be optimistic and say "tomorrow will be a better day!" or "look at the brighter side of life!" or "the rainbow's just after the storm!" But no.. Not now. Not anymore. Really. I don't know how did I managed to live till August. It was torturing I tell you. Not like I was having a great time (as I'm a lady boss or that I'm attached) because no one knows what's like behind the scene. When I don't show or don't say doesn't mean I'm ok. Bear that in mind, people. It's sucha draggy day. FML. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 1:13 PM Live like we're dying - Kris Allen Sometimes we fall down, can't get back up We're hiding behind skin that's too tough How come we don't say I love you enugh? 'Til it's too late, it's not too late Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come And we could make a feast from these crumbs And we're all staring down the barrel of a gun So if your life flashed before you, what would you wish you would've done? Yeah, we gotta start lookin' at the hands of the time we've been given If this is all we got, then we gotta start thinkin' If every second counts on a clock that's tickin' Gotta live like we're dying We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to Turn it all around or to throw it all away We gotta tell them that we love them while we got the chance to say Gotta live like we're dying And if your plane fell out of the skies Who would you call with your last goodbye? Should be so careful who we left out of our lives And when we long for absolution, there will be no one on the line Yeah, we gotta start lookin' at the hands of the time we've been given If this is all we got, then we gota start thinkin' If every second counts on a clock that's tickin' Gotta live like we're dying We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to Turn it all around or to throw it all away We gotta tell them that we love them while we got the chance to say Gotta live like we're dying, oh, like we're dying, oh, like we're dying Like we're dying, oh, like we're dying We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to Turn it all around or to throw it all away We gotta tell them that we love them while we got the chance to say Gotta live like we're dying You never know a good thing 'til it's gone You never see a crash 'til it's head on Why do we think we're right when we're dead wrong? You never know a good thing 'til it's gone Yeah, gotta start lookin' at the hands of the time we've been iven If this is all we got, then we gotta start thinkin' If every second counts on a clock that's tickin' Gotta live like we're dying We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to Turn it all aroun or to throw it all awy We gotta tell them that we love them while we got the chance to say Gotta live like we're dying, oh, like we're dying, oh, like we're dying Like we're dying, oh, like we're dying We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to Turn it all around or to throw it all away We gotta tell tem that we love them while we got the chance to say Gotta live like we're dying This song makes me feel that no matter what - live life without regrets linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Saturday, August 28, 2010 @ 7:32 PM Crap shit Feeling like crap. Kudos to PMS. Thinking alot lately. Feeling down (for nothing) and restless (for nothing, as well) and not mentioning, FAT. Seriously, it was so tough to get into the 6 range and now I'm back to the 7 range. All thanks to busy testing out this and that and everything (I really mean everything, 1 sauce can try like more than 10x?, same goes for FOOD of coz!) zzz. Hais. I really miss diving into the cooling pool and (even if) just slack there.. Miss my bball times with BFF, Ong, Sebas and my bro.. :( Sometimes I wonder if all thes hardworks will become fruitful.. Dad is hinting me of giving it up since the sales is bad. And also, (mainly) things at home. He aske me to chase MDIS of my cert and yada. And then finding a job will be easier, pay better also. What? Means I'm supposed to give up D' Potato once I grad? Whatever shit. Having rocky times with DD (who in a r/s doesnt?) this 1mth while he was almost-everyday with me.. Because you spend more time with someone, you will not only see his/her good or bad, but also his/her thinkings, POVs, eating style, preferences, habits, and the list goes on... Even though we quarrel (and mostly is cause I short-tempered & bu(4) shuang(3) his style of POVs and thinking), we still managed to talk it out and think how to improve. BUT. It seems that even if we are trying to make things work, it aint that easy... Esp about the future and ppl accepting him. Mr.R has been giving me a hard time saying he is not good and yada. Kept saying loads of things. "Love is blind".. "You can find someone better".. "Is he able to provide for you next time?" and the list goes on.. Everytime I hear this; I never fail to roll my eyes, (and) discouraged and disheartened.. And then I will start thinking if this is the right thing and blah blah blah... *hais* Today is the day Linn feels restless and moody and sian and bored and crappy and and and... Bye! UPDATE! Shell bought tix for Melb trip already! Love her loads! Without her I don't think I will kick start into looking places to go for Melb. And of coz, the tix! (Duh! Without tix how you wana go Melb? =,=") Yeahhh!!! Really excited man! Its a little (little only lah!) pity its not winter then it will be soooo shiok! Budden as Shell mentioned, she will be in her dresses and sunny wears (pheewwweet!) so I have to jiayou too! (Must not eat so much la! Else wear sunny wears like bat-wings and white chicken thighs..) Eeeewwwww~ Anyway! See you soon Joce! Muahahahahahaaaa~!! Thanks once again Shell! Muackkk!
I need to start getting my gears back into being appreciative & kind towards ppl... linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Monday, August 23, 2010 @ 2:55 PM Yet again - Thoughts Im like finally back to blogging? Haha! Probly coz nowadays its really bored and yada! So, yup. Im back again! Doubt anyone is really following me.. Owell.. Who cares. Just some updates: - D'Potato is opened for 1 month 12days to date. Business isnt good this month coz of Malays having their puasa (fasting), 7th month and (mf) YOG. Supposedly Pri & Sec sch arent involved but I have no idea why they were suddenly involved. No students turned up at all last week. A couples today. Those reg student customers say that they Mid Aug till Sept holidays not much lessons except for those major exams. Damn. Does it occur to ALL Pri & Sec sch? o.o" - Damn excited about Dec Melb trip with Shell to visit Joce. I've been looking and browsing. Seeing where my friends & friends of friends went and yada. Aiyoh.. I'm like sooooo thrilled! Will be the first time I'm gg (FAR) overseas trip with friend instead of parents.. RAWR~! Cant wait cant wait cant wait!!! :D P.S: Hopefully our Jap trip (with BFF & buddies) during April/May works out too! :D - Everytime I wana console someone.. I don't know how. I don't know what to say. All I can do is lend a listening ear and a shoulder. Probly a hug too? (If needed) Some times it don't really hit me, but 80% of the time I feel useless & helpless. Its as though I can't do much for a loved one. And that really make me emo. Thus, in times like this, I thank God for DD. - A couple of weddings coming up.. 16th Sept, 10th Oct and 17th Dec.. Not sure if I will be able to make it for all.. Will see how when the time comes - Worried about Dad despite us not really talking or updating each other. Hmm.. Wonder how am I supposed to communicate with others when I'm like that (being silent) =/ - A couple is sitting in front of me eating. And they are like buay paiseh =,=" Take my paper towel already then ask if can take. At first insist on taking away and yada, then after that change mind and say that eating here will be better. The girl use the toilet as if its a natural thing. Actually its only for personal use de. Zzz. RAWR. - DD went for (yet another) interview. Sigh. Really damn sian tt time he kena conned by that Cheena guy. TMD. Very buay song that person sia. Caused DD to find job till so jialat. Now alot of FJ ppl gg to quit sia. All coz of FJ de management problem. Sounds so sad lor. Hais. Wonder how is the interview. Budden from what I heard from DD... 5mins interview doesnt really sounds good, eh? Update: DD came back le, tell me they only wana hire SGreans.. Sadded. - I'm already planning for CNY. I know this sonds so darn kiasu.. Budden bo bian.. Nowadays so darn bored I surf online stuffs like clothes, bags, shoes, accessories, etc.. Budden only bags appealing to me. Coz all those nice clothes, shoes and accessories I cant wear to work what. Only bag can. Anyway, I'm a sucker for bags anyway. HAHA! Actually come to think of it, I didn't really PLAN~ lah.. Just roughly know what I want lor. Like, lashes extension, maximise eyes de contacts, pumps, probly leggings or skirt (AHEM! I hope I dun land ppl in hospital - they see liao vomit blood), get a new spects (frame only), see if I can do my nails (even for a few days only).. Yup. Thats all for now lor. For now I really wish got more customers. Already cracking my brains for more promotion items and more stuffs lor. Sigh. Miss going out for movies, slacking session with BFF & buddies, babes, etc.. Super miss. :( Sigh. FYI: 25th & 26th I off. I will poof! So, those whom wana look for me, don't bother. :) Thats all for now. An coming to D'Potato then gg for steamboat :) I miss my cousin. :( Nowadays too bored so kept snacking.. Now back to 7 range again. TMD! linnLOVEyou♥ |