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Sunday, September 30, 2007 @ 1:03 AM went of mingyan's bday summariseddddddd.... morning met sebas for late breakfast earli lunch - brunch. it was his treat. delifrance. kinda ex. =/ aniwae.. thanks kor! =P next time my turn to treat... yup. (or u sure say i always ask u to treat) =P after that met hana n michelle at simei platform.. den went to school for lab lesson tgt. lab is SIAN. totally waste of time. video AGAIN. zzz. and tt lecturer super attitude prob. wad sia. poor mee yoke. -sayang sayang- aniwae.. lab ended at 3.30pm lidat. aft tt.. went to bugis with alvin n sam (since i meeting shuu there).. budden hana din tag along coz she fasting and alvin n sam wanted to eat.. and aso she meeting her parents n etc. budden i think we like "pangseh" her lidat..... coz the way / tone she speaks like a lil sad n disappointed.. however!!! nvm.. later on... after service i will be accompanying her to get hotdogs n crabstick for bbq. hehee! aft tt met shuu n evangeline n den jieying.. got some misunderstadings abt the bus no. 33 to joo chiat area budden finally sorted it out.. it happen to be at another side of bugis st. aniwae.. the bus driver no liscence one. zzz. 5 metres brake 4x.. = +" shuu say its worst den roller coaster. jy say if she puke, we should noe the reason. hurrr... reach mingyan's birthday party venue.. Aspire Cafe at Joo Chiat Road. kinda difficult to find budden thanks to an old+kind uncle.. we found our way there.. had a GREAT time chit chatting with cgm n etc.. esp my beloved ner ner (NEIGHBOUR LAR! oh. ex cgm aso) he super DOTE on me lorrr...... LOL. no lar jus ask me how am i and such.... even doh we stay so near each other... in 6 mths.... i think i onli saw him twice? LOL.... owell.. did some catching up with alan n rufus too.. din reali talk to joseph n ray doh... and either did they talk to me. =( oh yah! thanks rufus for complimenting on my..... ermm.. looks. HAHA! tt was nice of u.. haa~ and.. ermm.. alan too... haha~ (even doh i said u become shuai-er (which is true), u dun hafta say im .... u noe... haa~ ) budden owell.. thanks aniwae!! =P okie~ jus nice alan came online.. haha! going to suan him for his internet liaos.. =X (kept complaining abt his *hub internet connection. LOL!) oh yah.. have been wanting to go for service but din get the chance and sumtimes is no time. however, i've decided to go tml. even if i were to get scolded coz tml aftnn onwards will be busy for the presentation preparation n bbq. zz. when i came home todae.. dad 123456 me liaos.. =/ owellllll.... mingyan birthday is FABULOUS!! games... had a few rounds of Taboo and tai di.. kept lossing tai di so i din play.. ended up using eye power and mouth power nia.. LOL. food... buffet.. got lotsa nice n yummy food. esp the dessert!!!! longan almond jelly.. which is made by mingyan's mum.. the delicious and beautiful birthday cake bought by mingyan's dad.. presents... i saw LOTSA gifts and presents at a corner.. a happy birthday balloon and decorative (at the glass panel).. everything was super fun and wheeee~ the place is cozy.. the ppl are fun.. the food is good.. the games are catchy.. wow wow wow!!! ENJOYED MYSELFFFF!!!!! -grins- buddennnn.. so sad.. zach n jason cant come.. zach have wedding dinner and jason have an injuried leg.. so... yea~ >.< wanted to do some catching up with them aso.. so long nv see them le... >.< kinda great journey back to sengkang from eunos MRT with ner, alan n rufus.. chat n talk n suan each other.. ner beat me trice. ggrrrr.. budden nvm la.. haha~ im kinda ok one.. however, thanks rufus for standing up for me and saying "oi.. dun hit sisters lar." loll.. i appreciate that. really. =) took last bus of 88 with the 3 guys and den alighted aft expressway (as usual).. the walk home with ner is like........ AWKWARD! loll. mayb coz last time when i first went to church n was still in cellgroup tt time.. he never fails to bully me. and i still rmb he always find / give excuses for not sending me (as a brother) home. always kana "forced".. den ever since cg multiple and den after a while.... i was having serious persecution..... den din go church...... den.. ya. =/ hurr. budden.... still wana thank him for sending me home. (duno issit willing or coz late liao so must go home den sun bian send) budden owelll... even doh its like almost a yr nv keep in contact or wadso.. he nv say / grumble abt sending me home when jy ask.. already v good le. haha~ and thanks ner.. hmmm.. for..... 1) thinking wad to talk abt during our 10mins walk home.. 2) tried saying lame jokes abt mercedez thingy.. 3) offered the seat beside u for me to sit (even doh i din) =X 4) opening the door for me and holding it for me 5) and even say goodnight and say "see ya tml. haha!" hmm... coz u nv reali did tt since i noe u till now.. which is.. 3 yrs? HAHA!! sumone grow up le. more manhood le. -winks- gambateh neh! =)) thanks for everything. =) will turn in soon... meeting alan tml at my 27 busstop (while he take bus from hougang).. around 7am lidat ba... den go expo Q up liaoss.. wonder if i can wake up.. tatami will be waking me up at 8.. gee im not too sure. i told her to wake me up as soon as she wakes up.. i set my alarm at 7am-7.30am with 10 mins interval.. HOPE I CAN WAKE UPPPP!! and PRAY THAT DAD TML WILL NOT SCOLDDDD!!!!!! ok. shall end here le. looking forward to tml actuali. hehe.. coz v long nv go service le. and aso coz......... bbq is tml. (even doh i noe he might not be gg. base on wad michelle said) so.. yah. hahah! budden still got hunks there ok!! like... wilson, nelz, alvin, rongzan....... yea~ =P chaossss.. stupid internet. cant lemmi dl Skype.. cant talk to hunn shan n jiao. =( IM SO SAD. =( linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Saturday, September 29, 2007 @ 3:33 AM sob. i wana slp but cant. sob. wana slp. but cant. jus dun seem to be able to fall aslp. suppose to slp at 1am. its 3.35am now.. and yes... im still awake... =/ currently talking to liang.. previously talking to shuu.. went into maple a while to see see.. miss jia0 jia0 and wanted to give my acc to her.. so login to tell her and etc.. downloading Audition currently.. wana pei bro play when i've got the time.. yada yada yada (copyrighted from tatami's blog).. tml's schedule: 8am wake up den give sebas morning call (8-9am bath prepare etc) 9.30am meet sebas kor in tampines (mayb eat breakfast or sth) 10am-12pm walk n shop around for the top i want.. sebas kor getting it for me.. WHEEEEEeeeEeee~ 12pm onwards meeting hana to go school.. 2pm lab. (hope lab ends by 4pm) 5pm meet shuu at bugis 6.30pm mingyan's birthday party (by 5pm, sebas will be at my house le. my bro n him playing tennis) 9pm mingyan cut cake 10-10pm gg home ba.. (dun intend to go home too late coz tt area a lil.... complex.) yea. wana watch The Nanny Diary.. seems nice lorrr.. esp when it comes to touching.. funny and romance.. aawwww.. GREAT COMBI!! =P hope sumone will bring me go watch... or mayb i shall watch it on sunday before gg to clementi for presentation "meeting" and den BBQ. hurr~ budden sunday ex. =X monday lar monday lar... =XX AIYAHHH... see how LARR!!! =XXX -craps- aniwae.. looking forward to next week.. should have more time go swimming n tanning with tatami le.. den aso to go eat homemade ice cream with tatami n lin lin... hehee..!! everytime say wana go till now i haven go once. = =" RARWRRR!! owell.. nvm.. shall wait for the day to come. no hurry aniwae.. ^^ saw vesire blog. saw shell's post. awww... how i wish i can go for a holiday too. >< miss vesire babes.. =( 118 days more.. ARRGHHHH!! jia youuuu.. >< the day i see the no. 99.. i will count down even more triumphantly. I MISS ALL OF YOUU!!! guess i shall try to lie down on my bed (as suggested by liang).. and try to slp.. 4 more hours 15 mins before i hafta wake up again... oh boyyy... yet another day of not-enough-slp.. =/ NITES PPL.. and MORNINGGGG... p.s: tatami~ yst's webcam was fun. hehee!! at least got u to pei me do report n the graph tgt more fun and awake.. so sad todae we all all v tired so u all went to slp earli.. sian 1/2.. i still CANT SLP as usuall... zzz. nvm nvm. we webcam again sometime.. tml buay sai. coz u hafta slp earli for next day sevice.. and i'll be back late after the birthday party (so as u).. so... ya lor.. sunday we bbq tgt.. WHEEEEEeeeEEE! budden sad sad. lin lin cant go. =( *pouts* MISS MISS!! ^^ p.s.s: lin lin.. I MISS YOU TOOO!!! enjoy ur dark choc soon... and sumone wear sexy sexy todae worrr.. -slurp- =X jk jk GB.. (in case u read my blog) =P hurr.. TILL THEN!! =D Miss J Chio said : "... I tried counting sheeps but then it doesnt works for me. Instead, I felt much awake because I have to remember how many sheeps I've counted so far." (woots. nice one! =P) linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Thursday, September 27, 2007 @ 11:55 PM nth seems right nth jus seems right. NOTHING. i din getta swim todae, again. due to weather. din even do till half of my report. and tml is the due date. jus noe how to do the graph in class todae and came home realising i ran outta graph paper. couldnt find my freaking curve ruler / french curve. (not because my house is messy but i jus FORGET where it is) din have time to do things that i wana do. recently was told tt i cant wear contacts everyday coz of bla bla bla.. feel frustrated with myself and gets moody easily.. etc. etc.. etc... reali. nothing seems right. i shall stay up late tonight to finish off the QnA section n plt the log graph. den slack a while before i slp. tml wake up earli to get the normal graph paper and finish off the 2 other graphs. still hafta ask hana / tamm / go school earli to print cover sheet. SHIT man. zzz. totally hevocness. shagged. duno wad to say le. no mood to say ani other things. no matter issit fun or sad or wadso.. currently am jus too tired for anything. reali. chaos. bye! who doesnt long for, someone to hold who knows how to love you, without being told somebody tell me, why i'm on my own if there's a soulmate, for everyone linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 12:52 PM things hvn been ok.. recently.... (esp since hunn n shan left) nth in my life have been ok.. reali. and seriously. no kidding. im blogging coz im currently not in the mood to continue the 2nd question of my HPP lab report.. =X im blogging bcoz it rained and swimming + tanning with tatami is cancelled.. im blogging bcoz i feel like talking to sumone / anyone now budden its jus so not here not there so i jus typed it out.. im blogging bcoz i dun even noe wad i reali wana type or post about so im jus typing wad i feel like typing or wad im feeling right now. its either pms or the 26-syndrome.. it always make me look so cmi and tt im a depressed person. (im not actuali.. IF you noe me well enough.) aniwae.. this sat and sunday will be busy.. yet another weekend tt will be busy le.. =( sad sad. budden i jus hope that everything will go on well.. esp up-coming poster presentation on monday.. >< have been blog-viewing for lotsa days le.. mayb due to restlessness and boredness.. read every single word from left to right.. up and down.. (p.s: unless that person's blog / post is like tisis (duno how to spell) / the post is so boring that it boreds me even further.. den will i not read on.) have been thinking of lotsa things.. mainly abt vesire.. school work.. results.. and future.. nth much.. budden these few are enough to kill my brain cells le. current mood : lertargic + restless current worry : should i work n study at the same time? current feeling : im HUNGRY!!! current song playing : Aphrodite - S.E.N.S currently doing : blogging and transfering Audition songs to bro's hp. currently wearing : brown tee and 3/4 pants. currently in : bro's room currently thinking : when will i finish my report + tml can swim not. -end- nth much le. hungry. reali. guess its reali the pms thingy. everytime i hungry when i usually dun. zzz. fine! off i go. bye! sports bra + fbt shorts = wooohoooo~ (LOL!) linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 1:15 AM FCUK BLOGGER. one word. FCUK. why? coz i typed SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO long a post and blogger jus died on me. impt n emotional things.. all gone. wth? say save drafts automatically. PUI!! forget it. 26th is BAD means BAD. not for me onli but for quite a few ppl. (hana. tamm. sebas n me. so far~) BTW. i WANTED to blog for 26th budden coz after midnight thus become 27th. and i dunwan EXPLAIN further coz IN CASE this BLOGGER die on me again. if this post is a success.. it mus be by God's grace. coz my bro got DC from his game too. 26th. BAD DAY. BAD MEMORIES. BAD LIFE. FCUK! zzz. nth to say animore. jus........ ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... (think think think) ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... FCUK BLOGGER! FCUK YOUUUU~!!! liew. dammit. DAMN ANGRY. zzz. waste my 45mins. FCUK!!!!!!!! RAWRRRR. (pardon me for my language. budden my day is damn BAD enough!!!!!! and blogger jus dun wana let me off!!!! RAWRRR!!!!! 45 mins lehhh.. KNN!!) im an shole. i noe it. argh! (edit for the last part i WANTED to say jus now but i'll jus summarise) issit you or issit the him i see in you? even doh you and him are different in character.. and that i prefer some parts of him and some parts of you.. but still.. i noe that its not the right thing i should do.. and neither am i ready for a commitment.. esp when im not healed.. as for you.. im not sure. you said ur first, (and currently tt you're not yet attached), was a 4yrs relationship (if i did not rmb wrongly).. i duno if you are the one or am i jus having the "feel of him" in you.. even doh you are much more gentlemen and 3 yrs older den he was, even doh you are also in NS budden a higher rank n position den he is.. still, i duno why... i can feel the shadow of him in you. weird huh?? i duno.. so far.. onli 3 ppl know abt me having a crush on you.. (i noe its jus a crush and that there are other girls who like you more than i do.. i aso duno why am i lidat. pardon me. >< and of coz.. i dun wana ruin our friendship) btw, i dun think you noe i like you BUT you MIGHT have realised tt i dun dare to look at you in ur eyes so often because the way you look at me.. i feel so confused and rojakish. i noe im sucha shole to be "MIXING" you two up. i duno if i like you is partly because i see him in you. or whether YOU are THE ONE. but im not ready now.. and im sure that no matter wad.... IF you are THE ONE.. you will always be. and that time will tell when its ready. 5 yrs gap... i duno if its good or bad.. you're a soccer fan. im a basketball fan. both are christians so its ok. budden not same church even doh our church are near each other.. 1 and a half yr more before we go our seperate ways.............. still, time will tell. and sorry for liking you bcoz it MIGHT be bcoz i see the other sumone in you, thus, liking you. im a rojak shole. p.s: this was cut short btw. hurr~ its time for me to settle and juggle things properly. God, help me with it. so that i will be able to go into Your house and be in Your presence, to be with Your children praising and worshipping You and serving You fervently like i did before. by Your grace and mercy, i will be able to do things right. by Your wisdom, i can shine for you in my studies. by Your strength, i can do all things. bcoz You are the LORD almighty. and i thank You for letting me know You. i leave my trash n corrupted life into Your mighty hands and i pray that You will guide and lead me to the way You wan me to be in.. thank You Father. In Jesus name i pray, Amen. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 12:54 AM the 26th~ zzz. blogged late todae thus the date written is 27th. budden i wana blog is about the 26th.. aniwae.. i dun think i will blog alot coz........ it aint a good day for me too. the 26th..... bad day for quite a no. of ppl. hana. tamm. sebas n me. (so far) dun wana elaborate much. hana - angry over 15 pax ppl thingy. main culprit - N. tamm - sis fly off to melb le.. she misses her LOTS. sebas - stomach ache till v jialat. cant even walk properly. me - brings back memories... bad ones... felt gloomy yet acted happy. im jus on n off. different mood-waves are clashing down on me. weird. wadever. im trying to handle them. and tml will be a better day. im sure. =) some updates. yst ate sakae buffet with kl n gee. todae ate cereal for breakfast, cha kway tiao for lunch, titbits + 2 slices of honeydew + 1 slice of watermelon for dinner and mac for supper+heart chat with sebas. geez. thank God tml swimming with tatamiii.. if not i will jus bloat and pump up and increase in width. wth are u doing YAP YAN LIN?! 12th is COMING IN 2 WEEKS!!!! geezzz... u're so hopeless. grr. when i look at you.. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Monday, September 24, 2007 @ 11:55 PM vex! sigh. wad am i to do? to go lab? or to go party? to pon lab? or to pon party? to go lab den waste freaking cab fare? or both dun go? no matter wad decision i make. i sure disappoint ppl. friends or classmate or both. i can please no one. no matter wad decision i make. freaking shole school. duno why the timetable lidat. not the first time le. clash aso clash slightly after the meeting time or wad ma. its totally CLASH lor. headache now. duno wad to do. its like not here not there. not tt i duno how to think or decide or weigh which is more impt. budden its jus tt sumtimes.. f things happen at f timing.. i reali duno wad to do or expect k? to go or lab and realise its video means black face to party / mayb curse all my way in the cab or wadso. to not go for lab and know nuts abt the lab and making tamm / selin to tell me how issit makes me feel like pure shit. to go for none makes me an shole budden i reali wish i could do so. to rush like mad here n there makes me like an idiot budden at least i can please half of the ppl and be "responsible" when i dun feel like it. call me an shole. call me a freaking useless idiot. i've enough to handle at the meantime. so unless u are me / noes everything abt me.. jus shut ur damn mouth n mind ur own business. ESP THOSE THAT DUN EVEN BOTHER TO CARE / ASK ABT ME (in my daily life). dun try to talk me round and ask me to be mature n face life. i am me. you are you. mind ur own business. to those that care n share ur thots abt this prob.. thanks for ur opinion n suggestions.. i'll take it into serious consideration de. esp tatami (coz u gave me the most comments abt it. LOL!) 4 cut down to 3 (temporary).. and i hope 3 will cut to 0 asap.. dunwan all these stupid things to haunt me. as for the 1 (temp) tt is cut out.. sry... i guess i gave u cold shoulder todae.. din mean it. hurr~ OKIE! back to reality. no more time to think of stupid stuffs and other nonsense.. 2 presentations. 15 pax n 5 pax. due in 1 week for 15 pax. 5 pax one no idea. HPP pract report to hand in + graph. DPS2 assignments. driving lessons. impt bday thingys to handle. wedding dinner coming up. get ready to fight the war, yanlin. no time for sweet moments n slacky-ness. WAKE UP!! jia you lohh... will jus hafta pray for strength.. not by my own strength but by Yours. shoutout : "JIA YOU!" will end here le. hafta wake up earli tml to go to ubi driving centre.. sigh. bye ppl. p.s : R, dun worry.. im sure u can work well with ur mates.. and of coz, with mark. hmm.. and aso hope u will be able to stay out soon.. rather den onli able to book out on weekends. JIA YOU!! p.s.s: (dunwan say name) hmm.. hope u understand me well enough to noe why am i doing things like TRYING to avoid eye contact n etc.. and tt some of my previous post, talks abt u... but i wun mention which part n when. takkare dude. p.s.s.s: tatami.. i a lil still dun wish to go lab. i wana cry liaos. i duno wad to do. i dunwan to miss anything. and even doh i noe i cant please everyone.. i jus wish i can do my best. and... i HOPE i wasnt being childish in not able to work things out by myself. esp abt this kinda decision planning n prioritise.. =/ thanks for being there doh. reali appreciate it. =) p.s.s.s.s: selin.. hope u'll like the Old Gold DARK choco i got for you. NOT cheap hor.. =X lol. no larr.. i told u i'll get for you de ma.. =)) aniwae.. if u scared fat den dun eat all by urself lor.. share with ur aiai.. =p hmm.. and also thanks for helping me put moisturizer.. very comfy and coolingg... hehehee!! (psst! i noe while u're helping me apply u were looking at my sexy FAT body right?? LOL!! KIDDDINGGGG~!!! =P thanks aniwae. hehhehe!!) okie. time to end le. slping soon i guess. (provided i can fall aslp coz have lotsa things in my mind). lets pray for a better day tml. geez. =/ tml's plan : 0630 - wake up 0830 - reach pasir ris inter to meet sebas 0930 - reach Ubi with sebas 1000 - should leave for pasir ris with sebas (work) by then (meantime - do research / HPP report) 1200 - leave for Cityhall 1300 - meet gee at Cityhall mrt station 1340 - watch Larry n Chuck (or sth lidat) at Marina Sq with gee (meantime - aft movie slack / shop around while waiting for kl) 1830 - meet kl and have dinner 2200 - should be on my way home 2300 - reach home 0000 - continue HPP report -end- CHA NEH! sumtimes. i reali wish to give up. seriously. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Sunday, September 23, 2007 @ 11:47 PM pick shell up.. etc.. will post a short post todae.. hmm.. went to meet jiao n liang to get shell's bday card at tamp.. and den head down to airport to have our lunch before picking shell up.. shell was so excited abt her trip.. talk to us abt this n that.. the most impt part was this guy she likes.. HAHA!! not bad lar his looks. hehe.. and den heard from shell that he is quite gentlemen.. so... yea~ shell treated us (candy, shell's mum, liang, jiao, sebas n me).. *tuo wo men de fu.. sebas got a treat too. LOL! aniwae. we were treated giant earthquake!!! WHEEEEE~ THANKS SHELL!! MUACKKK!!! ^^ when we've to part (at tanah merah). i was reali yi yi bu she.. coz every since hunn n shan left for chee-na.. we din met up le.. i din getta send her off.. and den nan de meet up le.. and chat so fervently and laugh and eat tgt.... yet again, we've to part. =( sigh.. even doh this time round i din tear... budden my heart was reali painful. =((( went to bedok (nic - jiao's bf, met us there).. den went to find pool place. ended up both places CLOSE DOWN.. zzz. so slack at mac while sebas eat.. and at the same time think of wad to do next.. ended up deciding on movie coz the lan gaming place is stuffy. watched Rogue Assassin. gross. violent. abrupt ending which my pea brain cant understand. *p.s: anione who watch le PLS tell me how u think n etc. thanks! *p.s.s: the movie disappoint me. =/ currently chatting with shell, hunn & shan, and tatami.. hmm.. feeling a lil.... vex + confused.. in short. d-i-l-e-m-m-a. jus hope i dun think abt it too much. now im half scared half awkward abt it. ARGHH!! duno larr!!! its like.. onli time can tell and let nature take its course.. who noes? im jus thinking too much.. or mayb im jus affected by wad others are saying / making-fun-of... who noes....... shall end here le. took a few pics budden guess i'll upload it some other time.. its abt todae's activity de.. so.. yea~ off i go ppl~ BUAISSS.. ^^ dao di ai qing shi zhe me yi hui shi? =(( linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 12:45 AM went suntanning n swimming with kl. sebas. santrina. kp. (bro slack) firstly.. YAY!!! i've a new blogskin le... WWwWwHHHhhEEEEeeeEEee.. (dots. isnt it obvious?) aniwae.. went swimming n suntanning todae.. at bedok swimming complex.. withh..... kl. sebas kor. kengpeng n santrina.. my bro went. budden he slack and play hp games.. basically.. my bro used up sebas hp batt n half of his own n a quarter of mine. zzz. we met up with kl at giant to get items like... swimming trunks & goggles (sebas), water & moisturizer (kl), suntan oil (me) and FOOD (bro).. at abt 11am.. *btw.. sebas stayed over for the night.. jus coz after swimming he will be playing tennis with us.. so.. yea. aniwae.. met up and den blah blah blah.. kengpeng reached slightly later den us.. and den santrina.. we (sebas. me. kp n kl, before santrina reached).. was swimming in the young teenage pool and playing a fool.. after a while.. kl went to sun bath.. and den kp, sebas n me went to the big pool.. ran across without taking the steps and etc.. 4 lifeguards were on duty budden thank God i din wear contacts.. so cant see if they were angry or wadso.. HAHA! aniwae.. did lotsa lame n silly things in the pool.. from.. teaching how to free style.. to dolphin style (which ended like worm style).. butterfly become half worm half gasping-for-air-FLY~ see who can hold their breath longer.. play with the standing platform for lane 1-10 thingy.. etc etc.. suntanned after tt coz kl waved to us saying she was bored. haha!! (this was before santrina came) aniwae.. sebas n kp din suntan.. they went to accompany my bro under the shade.. jus after a while.. santrina came.. gosh. bikini.. nice tan.. sunshine make up. hair clipped. juicy lips. perfect boobs. flat tummy. ... ... enough. (or some ppl might drool) LOL!! aniwae.. tt reali put me to shame.. haha! and den i couldnt reali concentrate on sun bathing.. so i ended up joining my bro, sebas n kp at the canteen. budden i merely had my own water parade and tts all. went back to dip for 1/2 hr before heading for the shower.. and den went home to get ready for tennis.. slpt on my way home in bus 27.. same did sebas.. onli my bro continued playing my hp game. zzz. owell.. tennis went on so so.. haha! im still as noob as ever.. =( mayb next time i shall try play more often. hehe!! oh oh! here are some pictures of my tan.. not very obvious.. budden owell....  near shoulder area....  red white red... =X (psst! tatamiii.. im still looking forward to monday tan + swim) =X budden mayb not so hiong.. coz i scared skin peel. den jialat liaoss... =/ tml welcoming shell back to singapore.. jiao is gg liaos.. budden duno liang n jac gg not.. hhmmmmmm... owell.. hope for the best.. =) guess i shall end soon.. tml hafta meet kl at tamp at 11am? (duno still on not) and den meet jiao at 1pm.. (at tamp also).. after tt mayb around 3.15-3.30pm den head to airport. hehee~ kkae larr.. shall end here le.. cha neh~ i miss you so much. but i noe u duno and dun even care.. so much so that... ... you thot the things i say was all excuses.. sigh. i'll jus wait for the "heart" to come and take over my heart.. 7 more days...... (sebas n hana.. give me ur blessings) =((( Dear God.. i wana rely on Your strength and not mine. please guide me and make me lend on Your power rather than my own weak capablity. for You can do much wonders and miracles which exceeds our imagination. Thank You LORD. Amen. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Friday, September 21, 2007 @ 12:33 AM weird. HOW MANY RONS ARE THERE?! RAWRR. omg. this is freaking me out. first.. when i was on my way home.. ron goh msg me. then.. when i went into friendster.. ron ong viewed me. THEN.. when i refresh my friendster home.. nickname ron (real name ronald) add me a comment. wad the.... h e l l . . . zzz. no comments. shutting my mind off. BATH BATH BATHHH!!! aniwae.. sebas kor coming to stay overnight tml.. LOL. kinda weird huh? budden.. owell.. my parents say ok.. and is asked thru my bro de. so... yea~ i'll hafta slp in grandma room tml... owellll.... si sebas.. =X KIDDINGG!!! haha.. looking forward to tennis the next dayy.. hurrr.. JIA YOUU~~ =) time to _ _ _ _ _ _ _ liaoss... =X say so many times budden still lidat.. =X lalalalaa... chaoss!! read r o n opposite-ly.. it becomes n o r.. i dun wan ron goh NOR ron ong NOR ron-ald.. THANKS!!! omgg. zzz. HEADACHE. sheesh. (p.s : suddenly thot of L.. loll. ehh.. dun worry lar.. one day we will both be free de.. HOR HOR?? hahaha~ dun depress or sad kkae? =)) takkaree!!) linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Thursday, September 20, 2007 @ 3:55 PM new song in blog. - forbidden love. yoz. LOL. duno wad to blog abt. current affairs... - did kinda well for our poster presentation. =) - webcam-ed with hunn n shan once. - last week was BAD for me.. this week is haywire.. =/ - fever on and off.. budden now better le. - blog song change to forbidden love le.. was I Believe previously.. - listening to forbidden love melody makes me wana touch the piano once again..... >.< but i dun have one at home le.. and i wun have the time... =/ - upcoming lab session on sat clash with mingyan's bday party.. now thinking whether to pon lab anot.. =X - cant wait to try the homemade ice creammm.. >,< - sumone thot i was attached.. YEA. attached to my lil "daughter".. RAWR! - wonder if we (the 7 girl team - PY poster presentation de team) can stay tgt and help each other in time to come.. - FOUR. is a scary no. to me now.... =((( - dreamt of weird dreams recently. - later gg out with sebas to chill. - jus ate a porridge buffet mum made. >.< - school has been rather so-so.. - hvn do DPS2 assignment n HPP lab1 report.. =X - got my Metro Card which looks OLD. =.= - had a water bottle which looks like battery water for cars. - kept forgetting stuffs (eg. due dates of books) - bu she de read my Harry Potter new books, thus, kept borrowing from library. =X - thinking of starting a UOB account. - counting down for hunn n shan's return (ALWAYS) - think of getting a new spects. - updating my wishlist here n there.. - thinking about church.. - painful ankle. think tts it for now... sigh. duno wad to blog asoo.. =/ ROTS! chaoss.. the song - forbidden love brings back memories.. but looking back at the memories... i luffed sillily to myself.. teenage memories.... LOLL.. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Saturday, September 15, 2007 @ 12:51 AM terrible week. total disaster. terrible week. total disaster. this sat so many "outings n invitations".. in the end.. all reject.. coz of group presentation.. SIGH. jus now met up with kl n sebas.. time flies when u are enjoying urself.. it was oredi 11.45pm when i thot it was onli 11pm.. i dun even feel like gg home.. thot of tonning / watch midnight movie or jus slack.. as long as its with them.. sighh.. cant wait for days when all of us are free.. den can go out again!!!!! and btw.. L.. im NOT bored. RAWR! hmm.. heard from jason tt hc say i fat liaos.. JENG JENGG!! tts it.. todae's kfc will be the last fastfood liaos.. geez.. im reali fat liaos. confirm guarentee chop chop. =/ my new name!!! FAT yannie!! =Z zz. okie. time to search for pictures on Goitre and info le.. mayb go for slow jog later or sth.. due to safety reasons.. i shall jog at my carpark basement.. haha! and aso to msg this caring guy name L.. LOL!! (psst! dun fly too high.. =P) tml hope can swim before meeting the girls for presentation.. sunday morning the morning suntan + swim with kl n kp at bedok sc.. aso hope its a success.. haha! suddenly so into swimming.. a lil... -.-" aniwae.. fat liao.. so.. yah~ shall get down to searching for info etc le.. both jason n L same time go offline.. zzz. okkiee~~ BUAIS!! hope next week will be a better week. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Friday, September 14, 2007 @ 2:05 PM nth much to blog? hmm.. nth much to blog.. jus that even before i woke up.. its already raining.. sian 1/2.. haiss. hafta wait till 3pm+ den can swim.. due to the rain.. i ate late.. and aso hafta wait for the rain to stop + digest food.. den can swim.. aarghh. mum wore pretty pretty todae.. LOL. even lend from me accessories to match her top.. nice nice.. ^^ den saw that i kept the bracelet and necklace sumone bought for me years ago.. lol. hmmm.. think liaos a lil nostalgic.. LOL. owell.. that aside. later lab thingy i haven prepare.. mayb shall prepare it after i post this.. even doh not sending shell le.. budden i still feel so... =/ cant blame me. i was looking forward to it. jus hope she'll enjoy herself.. =))) tml meeting at 12pm at tamp area for the preparation for presentation.. guess i'll hafta bring my markers and design eq liaos.. hana said my "main" job was to draw, other den find info.. =.=" RAWR!! how to draw thyroid gland?! oO" dots. owell.. tml den see how ba. =P shall get into the mood of finding info.. den later at night send to hana or sumone who can print.. den my job is some how done. other den discussing do wad write wad etc.. looking super forward to swim.. no idea why.. mayb coz v long nv swim le.. the last time i swim was with tatami.. so.. yea.. =/ will end here le.. go find info liaoss.. BUAISS.. its not time to think abt this kinda things, yanlin.. so stop thinking abt it and get down to work. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Thursday, September 13, 2007 @ 11:40 PM tired... new term jus started and im already feeling like giving up.. gosh.. that is so so bad.. =/ im feeling so super duper tired.. even doh i still have work at hand.. haven been slping well i guess.. mayb thats why the headache and tiredness is taking effect.. argh. these few days mood a lil up and down.. aso duno why.. mayb da yi ma ba... hurr.. i aso duno. =/ budden jus hope tt i'll be able to cope with school work asap!! sat thingy... so sad.. i cant go.. gotta meet up with group members to do presentation.. den no choice.. cant make it for the audition.. =/ sighh.. nowadays so many downs downs n downs.. =/ guess i dun wana mention them.. or i will feel largy down.. ekk. shall post a short post todae.. coz head still v painful.. =/ will get down to searching for info n etc later on.. stomach growling budden duno wad to eat.. bro say no more maggie.. -.-" JIAOOOOOoooOooo.. sponsor me maggieee~ =X wonder when my girl guides cookies will come.. so that can get them from jac jac.. kinda long nv see her liaos.. ever since tt time suki.. haiiss.. 5 mths..... ARGH. dun wana think abt it le lar~ think liao jiuuu....... =/ wonder if shell's luggage packed finish le.. wonder how is she feeling now.. sian.. tml no time to rush down.. even if i were to take cab.. aso no time.. =/ sorry shelll... =((( wonder how are hunn n shan le.. hope they are coping fine.. aso cant worry much.. coz i cant do much either.. =/ ARGH! wads wrong with me? nowadays so =/ mood. dots. will go slp soon i think.. head reali aching.. =/ nites nites all. ^^ p.s : thanks tamm n selin for the prompt reply.. you girls are so comforting.. LOVE LOVE LOVE!! muackkss.. =) p.s.s : L says tt my blog a lil immature coz the way i write it.. OMG! i dino. haha! budden owell.. blog so stern n strict n formal a lil.. =/ budden point taken and will take note. =) i hope tml can meet kor (if im not so tired).. jus to chill out or wad so.. might not ask kl along coz i might talk abt one of her "taboo" issue.. haiss... DUNO DUNO DUNO!! =/ linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Wednesday, September 12, 2007 @ 4:18 PM sad. stupid gym n weather. sad. woke up earlier todae so tt i can go to the gym.. in the end.. gym full. come at a later time or the next day.. obviously later time cannot coz i've got lessons.. next day... ARGHH!! =/ duno if tml swimming with tatami still on.. coz the weather larr.. nowadays not hot not cold one.. also duno when will rain when will shine.. zzz. hates the weather. aniwae.. i reali reali hope that i can slim down (LONG TERM GOAL) lol.. er.. lose weight (SHORT TERM GOAL).. << this better.. LOL. by CNY.. i can wear nicer clothings.. which is wad my mum n i wish.. which means..... from now till CNY... which is ABOUT 135 days ++.. when babes come back.. i must at least be 7kg lighter.. (7kg is not the amt i wana lose.. but jus as a realistic goal).. hope my blog viewers will zhi ci wo (support me) ok?? hurr.. im a lazy person.. gives TONNS of excuses.. esp during exercise.. so i must jia jing nu li (work harder).. and must be determined and look at bright side of life.. if not i will be very easily affected and i will fall~ so... yea. JIA YOUUUU!! =))) lemmi see... no matter whether tml meeting tatami anot.. i will go swim or exercise... means.. if meeting tatami.. den around 12pm meet.. swim till 3pm + den bath den go sch.. if not meeting tatami.. den go gym.. 45 mins workout.. 15 mins warm up n down.. go upstairs to do 30-50 (depends on strength) sit ups.. and den laze a while.. go home change to swimsuit.. and den 1/2 - 1 hour in the pool. slack or soak or jakuzee (duno how to spell).. yupp. i shall do that. hehe~ coz friday i will be BUSY BUSY BUSYY!!! >.< (actuali is everyday aso busy la.. sigh. this term is the start of a killer term and it will be tougher and tougher every other term.. GOD BLESS.) oh yah! yst Ubi colourblind test both me n sebas passed. haha. and oh.. i waited 1 hr for sebas.. -.-' my precious 1 hr.. RAWRR! nvm. i got a treat.. hehe. okkie. time to go. if night im free or sth.. mayb will blog or wad ba.. till then!! going to bath liaos. BUAIS.. =P i hope kor can get me the flip phone.. =X i must pray. hehehehee.. =P linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 1:12 AM miss my babes + why did he (wl) call? have been counting down (not days.. BUT!) in hours till 12am midnight since yst (and will do so for the next 135 days).. thus, it will be one day over and thus, i will be one day "earlier" to meet my babes.. i've been reali affected by the seperation.. when i woke up this morning to do my hair with mum.. my mum drove past hunn's house.. and i rmb gg to her house earli morning to get the cake i did (last time).. and den i rmbed before going to her house that day.. the previous day every single vesireans were at jiao's house.. everyone was teaching me how to do the cake.. and den we slacked.. took pictures.. played maple.. jiao n hunn wanted to top up Acash budden got some prob.. etc etc etc... and den i rmbed days at jiao's house.. like hunn's bday.. how we celebrate.. ate choco fondue.. i cut strawberries.. shan cut bananas.. shell took pic.. hunn, jiao n jac playing maple / using shan's acc to jio bf~ and there was candy's cake.. and the presents.. and individual pictures with the bday girl.. and shan cooking scramble egg with onions.. which all of us love.. esp hunn.. and etc etc etc.. jus one trip to tamp... by pass hunn's house.... made me think THAT muchh... -sigh- i reali miss my babes alot... SNIFFS. and den... after going Ubi to do colourblind test with sebas.. we were super famished.. ended up at Pastamania.. JENGG JENGGG!!! i thot of vesireans again! =/ its not a bad thing.. but it make my heart ache and miss them much~ wad i rmb was shell's bday.. and i rmb we got her accessories.. and we took pictures and etc.. and i even rmb the venue was at Funan IT mall.. AAAHHHHHHHHHH!!! no words can ever describe how much i miss all of you.. really. OH MAN.. NEWS cd + dvd is out.. at MJ (Music Junction).. tamp mall de.. zzz. i thot it was around $49.90 max.. how i NOEEEE~~~ $79.90.. OH MY...... my heart crashed lorr.. zzz.. summore left 2 nia. OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSSSHHHHH~ >.< budden no choice.. they from jap ship over n etc.. summore they so famous.. =x aaahhhhhhh!! should i get? or should i not? currently bank left 1.57 cents. woohoooo~ good job yanlin. =_=" dots. tts it for now. ----------------------------------------------------- this happened after midnight.. the call lasted for 13 mins 11 seconds. hmm.. how should i start? -thinks- okie. hhmmm.. firstly... this guy whom i quite long nv meet liaos, called. next... i was thinking why he called.. nevertheless... i answered.. then... we chat.. BUT... i did most of the answering and he did most of the questioning.. (haha!) errmmm.. he asked a few weird questions (i feel lar~).. and i din reali reply him the exact answers.. or rather.. i din even reply him.. =x DEN~ in my mind... i was thinking wad shell, hunn n shan said tt time in Travellers place thingy at Marina Square.. and i was a lil flustered and confused... overall mood : dilemma. errmmm.. din reali chat ALOT~ but did slight catching up~ (i guess) errhh... and i think im a lil bad.. hurr~ coz........ if i aint wrong.. he like jio me out a few times budden i got lessons or........ b u s y ... which i said in some previous post that busy is jus an excuse.. blah blah blah.. thus.. im feeling very mean and B A D. =/ argh! buddennn.. i DUNO... just.... errrmmmmm... DON'T KNOW. i duno how should i be feeling.. i duno if im thinking too much.. i duno if my dumbo 6th sense is working properly.. i duno if any of my future actions / words would make me regret.. i duno i duno i duno... OH MY GOSH. im so DEAD. so.. SO... SOOOOooo DEAD. =/ -sigh- guess i should stop here.. will be slping late coz staying up to do some impt stuffs. and will be praying for my babes.. esp hunn n shan. oh yah. hafta do research abt this coming wed presentation. p.s : yst was first lesson and the following week wednesday (9 days after), is our FIRST presentation liaos. oO" p.s.s : this friday is our FIRST lab liaos and our term will last till 21st dec 07.. which MEANS..... start of lab reports AND would LAST throughout the YEAR~ = MATI = no life = REALLY BUSY~ oh my gosh. =/ p.s.s.s : EVEN SATURDAYS GOT LAB LESSONS!!! RAWRRRR!!! AND ALOT OF WORKSHOPS AND LAB SESSION AND DOUBLE MODULE. OH MY........ GOODNESSSSSSSsS~ CRAPS. p.s.s.s.s : PAISEH!! haha! so many p.s (s).. lol. DR PALLAVI IS PREGNANT FOR 5 - 6 MTHS LIAOSS!! WOOOOHHHOOOOooo~ and hana was planning that we should go visit her aft our exams.. WWWWHhhhHEHHHEeeeee~ =P OKAY!! time to go. hahahhaa~~ so loh-li-loh-soh.. buais ppl. rmb to miss me.. coz i always miss those who view my blog.. (which are onli the same few ppl. =P) LOVES!! psst! when you see this.. it means that you are being missed by me! love love! *smack* =P i wish i may.. i wish i might.. let my babes.. slp tight tonight... =))) *off to enjoy my Baileys. SLURP!* linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Monday, September 10, 2007 @ 8:35 AM goodbye vesire.. my dear.. see u girls on 24th jan 08. [9.03am] todae is the day i will last see my babes.. rj n me went to the airport to send hunn n shan.. shell came as a surprise.. and i was reali glad she came.. =) calvin came as well.. wilson bumped into shell in airport and came along to wish both of the girls bon voyage.. onli felt sad when i saw them and etc.. but when they were checking in soon.. we cried. even now... i feel like crying... outside... its raining... heaven knows how we are feeling... its so sad and she bu de.. ppl might think "wads the big deal?".. but to us... its jus like sisters.. family members.. parting... even doh hunn n shan are the ones flying.. i wun getta see jac, rj and shell for 5 mths too... i reali REALI REALI wish that they'd takkare of themselves.. esp hunn n shan coz they are in other country.. shell is so silly.. always act strong.. todae cry till so xi li hua la.. i was kinda shock~ coz i thot i would be the one crying n crying.. ended up shell cry from they say bye bye + hug hug.. till i alighted at pasir ris.. still crying.. *sayang* actuali i reali feel like crying when she cried.. budden two girls cry n cry in the train a lil.... so i jus kept quiet.. ended up.. when got unto the bus.. go 2nd deck window, back seat... sit there cry.. =/ and den when the sky turned darker.. i cried harder.. zzz. now eyes super tired.. budden dun feel like slping.. wonder if both of them are ok in the plane. wonder if they will be adaptable there.. wonder if they will be cold there coz the season is turning cold.. wonder if they will be bullied.. im reali so worried.. =( =( =( previous post n my msn nick say that... because they are in my heart.. thus i will getta see them everyday right?? yea.. they ARE in MY HEART.. but knowing that im not able to see them for 5 mths... make me feel so........ teary. now looking at my hp wallpaper.. screensaver.. labbie wallpaper.. screensaver.. make me feel that my loved ones are bein pulled apart from me.. and im reali reali longing for 24th jan 08. call me stupid. call me dumb. call me mad. call me "wadever-u-wan". but even doh i jus parted with them less den 2 hrs ago.. i've already miss them.. and i reali feel so sad.. no more LOUD laughters.. no more "fake" neoprints.. no more complain here complain there.. no more "oii.. my shoulder is reserved de hor.." no more act chio.. no more act cute.. no more contagious laughters.. no more "should we ask VS boys out?" no more "wan to call VIP out anot?" no more "YAY! lets go arcade...." no more "huh? arcade again ar? ke yi bu yao ma?" no more gossips and giggles.. no more "anyhow-de-para para".. no more "lets go marina sq.." no more "lets go bugis cafe.." no more "lets go esplanade rooftop.." no more "yi mao ye shi qian.." (10cents aso $) no more "chio bu.. chio bu de turn.." no more "got eyebag not? got eyebag not?" no more the fun and laughter.. no more..... no more.......... how much will i miss all those moments? so.. sO.. SO.. SOOO MUCH.. so much that i think if i put them all tgt.... my whole heart would overflow and i cant help but to cry.. because times n moments with every single one of u.. is so memorable.. so precious.. even doh sumtimes hiccups happens.. even doh sumtimes we face black black.. budden those are precious times tgt.. reali reali precious. SNIFF. guess i will sign off here. hope i can concentrate in class later.. will try to take a nap or some beauty slp.. (my pimples n acne are popping out le.) =/ yea.. buai girls... I LOVE YOU ALL.. i reali do. <3 linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 12:18 AM shoes + i love my vesire babes my dear vesire babes.. every single one of you are implanted in my heart.. thus.. i will get to see all of you every single day.. my labbie wallpaper are all of you.. my hp wallpaper are all of you.. whenever i go tm or bugis or esplanade or places we went tgt.. i will always always think about all of you.. no matter where i am.. no matter wad i do.. no matter how busy i am.. i will still THINK OF ALL OF YOU. WO AI NI MEN!!!!!! nothing and NOONE.. can ever replace any of you... in my heart. HUGGS!! and KISSESS!!!  to my dearest hunnie.. =)) --------------------------------------------------------------------  to my dearest jac jac.. =)) --------------------------------------------------------------------  i've my own pair too.. im part of VESIRE!! =)) --------------------------------------------------------------------  to my dearest jiao jiao.. =)) --------------------------------------------------------------------  to my dearest shannie.. =)) --------------------------------------------------------------------  to my dearest shell.. =)) -------------------------------------------------------------------- 5 mths.. ARGHH!! zzz. nvm nvm. 5 mths very fast one. RAWRRRRR. yanlin...... lacccc laccccc... AAAHHHHHH~ >.< ok. chill. end. no more. wana cry.. cry tml. AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH~ >.< CHAOS! I LOVE MY VESIRE BABES..!!! I, Yap Yan Lin, love Ng Wei Hunn.. I, Yap Yan Lin, love Soo Zi Hui.. I, Yap Yan Lin, love Tang Ru Jiao.. I, Yap Yan Lin, love Lee Hui Shan.. I, Yap Yan Lin, love Michelle Tay.. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Saturday, September 08, 2007 @ 11:51 PM randommie things [edited] hmm.. duno wad to blog. mayb coz not in the mood? well.. supposed to be slightly happy and yi yi bu she.. budden ever since i got into the car with my parents.. my mood was yet again dampened. as usual. todae is jus so not my day. hais. why issit always the case... when im feeling slightly better and happier.. things started to change?? firstly, met up with babes n calvin. den everything was ok. till the baka fountain show.. "every weekend have. only TODAY dun have..." omgg. zzz. secondly, when im sitting and waiting for my parents n bro to fetch me from pasir ris.. and started missing my babes.. thinking how am i gg to survive 5 mths without them.. thinking about monday.. etc etc.. and when i was feeling slightly better and normal... my parents hafta pour me cold water and of coz.. their usual words.. "tml when see ur relatives they sure say u fatter oredi larr.. ("WHY BLOAT UNTIL LIDAT? WAD U EAT CAN EAT UNTIL SO FAT?" blah blah blah..)" as always.. ha. even doh it had became a norm to me.. budden still..... owell. wadever. sumtimes i jus wonder if im reali their child. how could they say this kinda things to hurt their own child? -unbelievable laugh- i jus couldn't imagine. i guess i wrote sth wrong in one of my previous posts.. hmmm.. sumtimes.. when u guys read my blog... dun treat it so seriously.. may it be my mood.. or my daydreams.. or when i say who n who are close.. or when i scold ppl n such.. coz.... i jus merely treat this blog as my diary.. and im a lil kuku~ i onli type with the feelings i have at tt point of time.. so.. yea~ guess i wrote sth wrong abt it.. coz.... well... seemed that i "hai" sumone.. =/ sorry.. i reali dino it would be tt bad~ hais.. budden yet again.. i reali wasn't faking or wadso.. owell... guess this kinda things i jus hafta keep to myself or mayb share with my jie meis n such jiu ok le.. hope u noe hu u are.. p.s : u are a guy. and u duno me well. and neither do i noe u well. hurr~ thanks jiao n shan for telling me about it.. even doh u both onli like... tell me casually? budden i reali feel rottened at tt point of time.. =/ wonder why my mood nowadays so wavy n corrupted. jus dun understand.. mayb coz this holiday was the worst holiday ever? mayb coz last mth onwards was the worst days of my life? mayb coz im so busy and packed during this year? mayb coz i realised im still a tom boyish me? haha. i duno. -craps- SIGH. tml is yet another scary day. to see him. this time round.. i can tell no one. mayb sebas? mayb.... mayb not.... its kinda scary see-ing him. even doh the last time i sms him is by scolding him. i reali hope he dun do anything funny tml. im reali scared. =( gonna stick with bro tml. and im so gonna act cool and not look at him. better still... he dun come for the family gathering. largy best. i can eat at ease.. AAHHHH!! cant wait to see lele tml... my beloved nephew.. hehe.. he's SOOO cute!!!! aaawwwww.. MISS MISS!! monday... is the day... the day i would last see my babes.. the day where we've to part... to part.... for 5 mths... even doh i kept telling myself there's email n msn.. but in my heart.. i noe that email n msn are nth.. nth.... compared to meeting up... having lunch.. slacking at marina square... walking around at esplanade... gossip and chat and kiddingly scold one another.. complain this complain that.... mths without all of u will be so quiet.. so weird.... so... dead. i will miss ALL of you.. realii. and i reali hope u all will like the gift i made. =)) VIP!! go safti nv come is your LOSS! =X haha!! no lar.. coz its the day i'll be free.. owell.. hope u enjoyed urself wor. =)) VIP no.2!! thanks for coming todae. haha! hmm.. din talk much to u coz dun reali noe u. so.... yea~ hurr.. owell.. see you on monday. and all the best for ur Amaths paper. GAMBATEH!! =)) i will countdown to 24th jan 08. LOVES!! will end here. tml hafta wake up earli.. AGAIN! =/ BUAISS.. [edited part] jus after i post this post... he msged me. i've yet to reply him. he jus merely asked abt a brain twister thingy. i duno wad to reply and i duno whether to reply. i dunwan him to ask how am i. neither do i wan him to care or wadso. i reali duno wad to do. should i delete his no. so tt i'll forget him one day? wad should i do? wad should i do.............. sigh. SIGH. SIGH. [end of edited part] forever's not enough for me to love.... you... so.. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Friday, September 07, 2007 @ 8:05 PM burn burn burn!! burn off the calories!!! todae is the second day i went gyming with bro. hmm.. yst was a bit slackish. budden todae i workout for 40mins straight. den 30 sit ups. and im POOF! cmi liaos. LOL. nvm lar.. good start for a fatty like me. haha. 96 + 357 = 453 ooo.. 453 calories burned todae. buddennnn..... wad i ate for lunch + last night supper... gosh. =.=" HATE suppers! zzz. nvm.. will workout and exercise more often.. jia you jia you!! =)) reali dun wish holidays to end so fast.. =(( last paper : 7 days ago new term : 2 more days zzz. HAIS. miss tatami n selin.. wonder how are both of them le.. hhhhmmmmmmm... aniwae. -slaps myself- hurr.. i watched finish a taiwan drama within 2 days. LOL. 16 VCDs.. not alot larr.. =X owell... budden not good for me. haha.. even doh last time i can watch from noon till dawn, continuous for days.. however.. this time round cannot le.. easily headache and aso will have pimple outburst. ARGH! yst (2am).. means wed after midnight.. i suddenly thot about him. hais. it was bad. =( hais. duno wad to say. and den.. sebas aso got prob.. -sayang- dun think too much kkae? u got me to hear ur woes n sorrows. den... this cancelled.. that cancelled.. this postponed... that postponed... haiss.. duno lar. wad a holiday. =/ from the drama i've jus watched.. "busy is jus an excuse. if you've the heart, you'll find TIME to do things and to be with your loved ones. there is no such thing as "no time".. its the heart and willingness that matter." -benson- i love ballet even doh i dun dance. graceful and elegant.. i watch in awe of how they dance.. dance with emotions and with character.. im amazed. =D thats it for now. hope tml is a successful one. hurr. owell. BUAIS! when i saw tph on tv.. i ALMOST started daydreaming. LOL. im not obsessed bout him. jus that he's a fun guy. ^^ lastly... ... JIA YOU JIA YOU YANLIN!!! CHIONG ARHH! p.s : more DVDs and VCDs to come. =X linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Wednesday, September 05, 2007 @ 4:46 PM went for felicia chin n tay ping hui's "wedding" on 4th sept. wheee.. yst was superb fun!! hehe.. cant wait for the show (Path of Gold) to start rolling.. its so much fun yst. we getta see how they work.. getta see the REAL them.. getta see wad kinda character etc.. getta take pic and autographs from them.. getta have mini chats with them.. getta smile at them face to face.. getta act in THEIR drama scene.. getta talk to other actoress.. getta be up and personal with them for a while.. etc. etc. etc. ok.. basically.. we (me n sebas) was suppose to be onli act as "relatives n friends" and clap when the bride (felicia chin) and dad (huang wen yong) comes in.. and aso after the bride n groom (felicia chin n tay ping hui) kiss.. and etc.. however.. things were MORE than wad we expected.. (coz in this movie.. ppl from Honour&Passion sit in were asked back to sit in and aso to be in more of the acting scene.. however.. me n sebas were really really LUCKYYY!!!!) we were asked to "walk and talk" (act as doh waiting for ppl).. before ah bee (lobang king) and lee nan xing's scene.. even doh our scenes are like minor and such.. but its reali fun and exciting.. how they ask us to act and when and such. timing is so impt.. expression is so impt.. the feelings n emotions are so impt! gosh. and den the next was acting as talk talk in groups (after the wedding scene).. den suddenly.. one girl (asst of director n tay ping hui) ask me to go to the front and talk with this actoress (her role in Path of Gold is a cop).. and den stand there talk talk (fake talk).. and guess wad? TAY PING HUI IS JUS BESIDE ME!!!!! omg!! i almost faint and get hyperventilation can... zzzzz. coz hor.. in these whole 6 hours of shooting... total eye contact with tay ping hui is like...... more than 10? coz got CUT! or AGAIN AGAIN!... and duno issit i heng or wad.. his view/angle is to face my direction... OMG!!! and den like.. bride n groom kiss liao... den we clap.... den they hafta smile n wave at us ma... den tt scene CUT! 2x... ended up he smile n wave to me THREE TIMES!!! goshhh... im having flushes.. >.< when the scene (talking to the in-movie-cop).. coz it wasnt suppose to be me.. supposed to be other ppl.. (ppl tt acted as sit in for Honour&Passion de..) ended up they were in a hurry and i was near the actoress at the previous scene.. so ended up to be me lorr.. supposedly i scared de... budden the girl (asst) say dunnid scared.. jus talk. den i "orh orh orh" lor... den due to the asst telling me wad to do n such.... tay ping hui (coz he was jus nearby - less den a metre).. he turned and see "wads the commotion abt".. den saw me.. den smile. OMG. flush! =X lalalaa.. coz was suppose to act as "talking scene" with the actoress.. so i jus pop a few general questions lor.. ended up talking abt how is mediacorp life.. get to know that she major in dance n singing.. etc.. and den when we talk talk talk... one of the guy (acted in Honour&Passion as bf who cheated huang wen yong's money) and aso talking with tay ping hui one... kept looking at us.. coz we like talk until so "ru shen" lol!!! OH YAH! before the shooting... when we reach chijmes.. i was taking video of chijmes hall when tay ping hui walked in.. and i almost banged into him. =X coz he was playing with his hp and i was walking backwards with my phone video-ing the hall.. HENG sebas say "xiao xin hou mian".. if not lang-gar liaos.. >.< phewwww.... at first he like bo chup bo chup and sian sian.. coz think morning larr... budden during the shooting and etc.. he super funny lorrr... (tell u more if i see u or sth. haha! difficult to explian) =P hmm.. he aso gave a young girl a pink rose (from the props).. super cute.... =))) took photo with other stars aso.. budden missed out a-yoyo-teacher (chen liping), joanne peh, lee nan xing, the couple from mediacorp (forget their names).. coz they were either in a hurry or came late.. haha.. owell.. budden i took pic with tay ping hui, felicia chin, huang wen yong, the guy who acted as youngest son in Honour&Passion, this lady from mediacorp but i forgot her name, and ah bee (lobang king).. haha.. the most friendly is huang wen yong.. so comedy.. the most popular and speakable is felicia.. the most humourous and MISCHEVIOUS in the whole shooting is tay ping hui.. the most talkative is..... (ssshhhh. secret lai de. =X) hahaha!! OH YAH!! one super MEMORABLE part is... when i went forward for the last time (photo taking - i onli took once before that).. felicia asked for my name in front of ALOT of other fans n ppl.. and den chat chat a lil like.. "Oh! I've got a friend name yanlin also! You look approachable. How was the shooting today? Did you enjoy?" den i was like.. "oh. hehe." ... "the shooting?!! its realli fun.. eye opener.." -smiles- and she smiles back.. den took picture with her (closer this time.. coz the previous one like so stranger.. -.-") and aso another pic with her and her signature.. WOOHOOOOOOO!!!! love love love love love love love love love!!!! gotta noe 3 TPJC girls from the shooting.. coz we were asked to "chat" tgt as a group of friends.. den getta noe each other and such.. they all study science one~ LOL. den even before the director say ACTION!, we already chatting and laughing like nobodies business.. den quite a no. of ppl look at us.. =X even tay ping hui and a few other acted in Honour&Passion ppl. coz we were suppose to dunno each other de ma.. den so fast HOOK on a lil..... owell... hahaha.. they were all fans of felicia and etc.. and den common in science and aso getta noe abt this event via felicia's blog.. so... ya lor. it was FUN!!! =DDD after the shooting and etc.. when we are leaving liaos.. they saw tay ping hui playing with his hp AGAIN!!! and wanted to take pic.. so i helped them take pic with tay ping hui.. den went hunting for the washroom.. (it was REALLY cold in the wedding hall.. wonder how felicia is le.. she was having coughs and jus recover from flu not long.. >.<) and after the shooting we went to eat tgt.. hehe.. tats about it lorrr.. =DDDDD dad n mum say im too fat. say in the show very easy to spot me. -.-" fine. wadever. im happy can le. YAY!!!! LOVES LOVES LOVES FELICIA AND TAY PING HUI!!! WOOO HOOOO!!! p.s: not gonna post pictures up in blog or friendster.. later ppl copy n paste. BLEAH!! p.s.s: if u reali want den..... contact me again. =P [[BACK TO MY DREAMLAND AND FANTASY]] awaiting for more sit ins. even if i've school on tt day.. i will go for it still. haa! even sebas say he will take leave (urgent or wad aso die die must take!). tts how fun and exciting it was. hehe!! LOVES LOVES LOVES!!! <3<3<3<3<3<3 linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Monday, September 03, 2007 @ 11:01 AM OMG!!! IM GOING TO CHIJMES FOR SIT IN FOR PATH OF GOLD!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! IM GOING TO CHIJMES TO SIT IN FOR PATH OF GOLD!!! OMGGG!!! IM GOING TO SEE FELICIA CHIN IN PERSON.. GOING TO SEE TAY PING HUI IN PERSON... HOPE I CAN GET THEIR PICTURE AND AUTOGRAPH.. GOSHHHH.. IM SO SO SO NERVOUSSSS!!!!! DUNO WAD TO WEAR.. DUNO WAD TIME TO WAKE UP... DUNO IF IM EVEN ABLE TO GET TO SLP!!! AAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!! >.< EXCITEDDDD.... EXCITEDDDDDDD.... OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!! ZZZ. IM HIGH NOW.. CANT THINK. ZZZZZ.... CHAOSS!!!! UPDATE AGAIN MAYB LATER?? GO SEEK PROFESSIONAL HELP FIRST. HAHAHAHAHA!! =P CHAOSS~ FELICIA!!! TAY PING HUI!!! I WAN YOUR AUTOGRAPH N PIC!!! =P WHEE WHEE WHEEEE... IM SO GONNA LAMINATE THEM IF YOU DO SIGN.. HOPE THERE ARE MORE MEDIACORP ACTORS/ACTORESSES THERE.. WOOOHHOOOOO~ yan yan is a happy girl! xD linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Sunday, September 02, 2007 @ 12:51 PM random things to blog feeling bored. so anyhow blog. went to friendster and edit profile etc. hang the clothes out to dry. ate 2 slice of pizza bought by dad's friend for brunch. currently heavy-headed and tired. =/ jus random things.. -nickname corner- (not according to age) unicorn yappy yap ah lin ah girl yan yan sotongg xiao mei pomato milk xiao hei (small black) siao char bo (crazy woman) ... (cant think of any at the mean time) YAN-SQUAREDD FAVOURITES!!! -items corner- <3 doraemon <3 pink panther <3 hello kitty <3 eeyore <3 bear bear <3 hamsters <3 dogs <3 anime <3 sunglasses <3 caps (hat) <3 stars <3 seaside <3 R&B and fast paced music <3 classical and meaningful lyrics-song ... -people corner- <3 yamapi =x <3 hana. tamm. selin. <3 alvin. ahseng. <3 vesire + VIP <3 sebas. kl. <3 my family esp my bro <3 my realtives esp my 3rd uncle and my cousin huiting <3 my nephew le le.. <3 ex-cellgroup members.. (coz currently not in cell) <3 those ppl i met / know before.. <3 almost everyone.. (learning to love all) ... p.s: some is love ALOT. some is love love a lil onli. as for *alvin and *ahseng.. is brother brother love.. and for *hana. *selin n *tamm is coz they are the closest to me in school. and that they reali care abt me lots even doh im like CHILDISH n gong~ and i LOVE THEM!!! muackk!! =P p.s.s: as for vesire + VIP.. dunnid to say. is FIRST PIRIORITY de!!! LOVE LOVE LOVE!!! MUACKKKKK. =3 p.s.s.s: sebas kor n kl is.. godbrother n bestfriend for years.. they are ppl who knows almost everything about me. haaa~ coz mayb they always ask me out. lol. u guys will never be forgotten too!! LOVE! =)) -food corner- mee hoon kuey (all time fav) yong tau fu laksa (occasionally) fishball noodle (tang hoon) <3 mac fries =X <3 pastas n bake rice =XXX chicken rice kueh duno wad (hana teach me how to eat de) ... (cant think of any other things now. =P) p.s: i noe those that i <3 are FATTENING. =X lalala... im CUTTING down. wish me all the best... =))) -things to do corner- <3 SLEEPING!!! (all time fav) <3 drawing!!! (3/4 time fav coz limited talent) =/ <3 slacking. (half time fav) <3 to read (janet evannovich n JK rowling books) <3 watching movie (all except (if possible) horror) <3 watching anime (basically all anime. =D) <3 watching korean drama / movie (ALL TIME FAV) <3 hanging out with friends (ALL friends) <3 chit chatting / catching up <3 taking neoprints (YOOHOOOO..) <3 singing <3 dancing (duno how but i wish i can learn) <3 decorating things for ppl's bday <3 learning new things (always amaze me!!) <3 guitar & piano (but duno how to play) <3 shopping (budden no money so mostly window shop) =* ... -colours corner- GREEN BROWN BLACK BLUE ORANGE RED GREY CHAMPANGE GOLD pink yellow white silver gold mustard ... (those in bold is all time fav but not too dark. eg. dark blue or dark green. mayb navy blue n navy green is ok. =D) -wishlist (outta boredom)- cybershot T-20 metallic pink - $599 flip phone (nokia 6260) - <$200 champange gold psp - $299 crumpler sling bag - <$149 half frame spects - <$150 pink panther cap - $22 coloured contacts - $19 more top & bottoms - price varies bracelet (yet to see one nice one but i wan one) necklace (yet to see one nice one but i wan one) ... (cant think of any at the mean time) p.s : both bracelet and necklace is to wear like.. forever? i wan those that it 'represents' me.. sth lidat.. i wan it to be with me.. always. ----- end for now ----- duno wad to type or wad liaos.. headache again.. ARGH!! =/ duno wad time meeting hana.. she haven call or msg. hhhmmmmmmmm... owell.. guess i will stop here liaos.. try to take a nap or jus rest my head n eyes. duno why but i feel like nua-ing at home todae.. mayb coz of my leg aching and the weather.. =/ nites ppl.. all of you are missed!!! coz onli certain ppl read my blog. =X so... yea~ xD BUAISSS.. p.s: no mood / energy to do DPS2 assignments. =S sad. i've ALOT of things to do........ not onli DPS2 assignments... =(((( really. i duno should i or should i not go out with you if you asked me to. linnLOVEyou♥ |