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Sunday, March 30, 2008 @ 1:33 AM foul mood. wad for? i duno. bad mood. moody. siann-ed. wad for? i duno. mayb coz i've been counting for my psp. and its like...... shit. still lagging by so much. damn. anw.. its suppose to be a happy day todae. celebrated my pre-bday with kl. sebas n ong. hmm.. and got my bday present. and it was fun walking around and eating icecream. still... i duno wads wrong with me. mayb coz i feel that... in life.. nth is always smooth sailing.. nth is always the same. Ahem. and yes. so does friendship or relationship. so does botherhood or sisterhood. yes. dun ask me why i suddenly state this kinda thing. budden.. it jus occur to me that the presence of a single person.. can change another person's character/thinking.. thus affects the rest of the ppl like family or friends around that person. weird thing is. we always have the feeling of.. "this is sth we cannot control and its not wad we can do to change anything." but always.. ALWAYS.. there will be another part of us saying.. " IF.... IF.... and more IFs..... " ironic huh? ha! (no link) my mum must be reali bored or sth.. or like.. no one chat with her for the whole bloody day or she's reali jus damn bored. came back. tired. haven even walk 5 steps.. !#$%#$^%*... replied yes yes yes. orh orh orh. went to room. 15 mins of peace.. and den.. !#$@%#$^%&^*$%@$%#^%&$%!#$@#%$&.. for God knows how long.. it might be minutes but it felt like hours to me... and my bro. (found out after mum left) totally like.. wtf?! she repeated the same thing 2x. and additional of other rubbish things. like.. "rmb to bath." "rmb to off the lights." "wash ur face den bath hor." and lots of other rubbish. totally wtf. i'd just treat it as doh im suay-ed k? that i've jus became not a punching bag but a being who will nod.. say yes.. and act as doh im in the wrong when im being yelled and nagged at.. damn bloodly suay. when one expect too much. the disappointment will be much more of an impact. yes. totally sincerely agree. sadded. dun feel like singing. haa. budden owell.. jus treat it as doh i spend it for the joy n fun ba. (no link) wonder why sometimes ppl ask others out for the sake of enjoying themselves? totally rubbish. totally inconsiderate. totally crap. waste of time. i've decided to put those ppl's name in my list of "self-centered beings". and taa-daa! first on the list is OF COZ..... initial H~ congrats. ^^ nowadays... BAD. reali bad. even my relationship with my bro isnt reali well.. he's like damn freaking lame this week and i cant stand it. especially when there's nth to say and he just squeeze sth out to say. totally ARGGHH!! still thinking to start work in april not. fark lar. how to cope sia. F A R K !! dun work = no money. work = studies 70% fail. wuahahahhaa. fark. p.s : not tt i dun scold bad word / humji to do so. just tat welll... just dun feel like.. i will. when i want to. moreover.. this is my blog. so... its my business. =D alright. i guess its time to go. shall wear spects tml. eyes damn tired. HOPE i can wake up tml. HA. HA! bye. [[ somehow i feel that even if i bought the psp. i wont be happy. ]] if she were to disturb me or touch my nerves tml... thats it. i make sure i will blast straight into her bloodly face. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Sunday, March 23, 2008 @ 11:01 PM thanks for everything. to the special someone.. Mr.L.. thanks for everything. reali reali appreciate it. =) i guess its the first time i went to such nice ambience place with a guy. and.. i guess its also the first time i feel like i've grown up. haha! aniwae.. thanks for the meal. it was great. except for urs i guess.. kena CONNED~ =x hehee.. the chat was alright.. there was laughters.. the ambience itself makes everything so nice & appealing.. totali nice. =) thanks for thinking of the place outta the sudden. because its an eye opener for me.. even doh the area there isnt that nice.. budden still.. i enjoyed myself. hope you did too!! =D hmm.. thanks for offering to send me home.. but i guess its kinda late.. u'd hafta detour out to take bus back.. and u've to wake up early the next day.. so.. yup. and.. regarding the "you'll feel appreciated if i dun keep it in my jewellery box".. well.. i will wear it the next time IF we are gg to meet.. coz i normally wear my daily one.. BUT.. i do wear it when there is occasion or such tt can match it.. so... yup. =) wana thank God for not letting it rain too.. coz the clouds look super threathening.. hehe. its a lovely evening. all thanks to Mr.L.. THANKS THANKS!! xD something that i took note on Good Friday; 21st March 2008. its a special day todae. the clouds are special. they seem nearer than usual. over the landscape.. they look so beautiful and full. even doh i din manage to catch any sleep before going out this morning.. after seeing such amazing and beautiful scene.. my mood is liften and i feel very happy. maybe because it's easter? but it din occur to me it'd be sucha pleasant day.. till i saw those fabulous clouds. thank God for creating such lovely wonders in this world. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Wednesday, March 19, 2008 @ 1:39 AM FCUK THE BLOODY MAXTOR PORTABLE HARDDISK. FCUK THE BLOODY MAXTOR PORTABLE HARDDISK. FFFFCCCCUUUUUKKKKKKKKKKKKK~!!!! ARRRGHH. my life is in a mess. FFFFFFOOOOOOOOOOOKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. rawr. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Friday, March 14, 2008 @ 12:41 AM 做人真难。做好人艮难。 做人真难。 做好人艮难。 想要帮忙但却越帮越忙。 这又不行。 那也不行。 烦死了啦！！ 看到kor这样。 我就知道我又做错事了。 嗨。。 不知道到底应该这么做。 真烦啊！ 喝了一点酒。 跟妈淡了点。 头还是有点痛。 但是还在想很多事。 *pouts* 头痛啊！ 真是的。。 福建有句话说： “人聪明就好。不要假聪明。" 嗨。。。 好像是在说我这种人。 心里很不好受。 对不起。 我不是故意要破坏你们之间的感情。 真的对不起。 嗨。。。 真的好烦哦！ =( 好啦。 不说了。 走了。 拜拜！ 我突然。。。。 好想你哦~ linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Thursday, March 06, 2008 @ 3:36 AM 我睡不着。 参了！！ 我睡不着。 参了啦！ 咳。 好累。 但真的我睡不着。。 HOW?! 已经快要四点了。 但我还是睡不着。 我该这么办？ =( =(( =((( 烦啊！！！！！！！ RAWRR!! duno to be happy abt the "QUIZ" or not to believe. SEEMS true.. AT LEAST 80% TRUE.. hais.. =/ linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Saturday, March 01, 2008 @ 12:55 AM 29th feb 2008 even doh this post is post under 1st march.. however.. i jus wana blog abt 29th feb 2008. hmm.. well.. it started off rather well & ended off rather well too. 1st.. i woke up on time to go out. got the things i wan to get for my friends.. and den..... ermm.. saw sumone unexpected but erm.. well.. made my day even more special.. den... was on time to meet kl and treat her dinner. and... was able to be on time for school.. and school was okkie.. gave the things i wana give.. and den ended school rather well.. haha. so.. the whole day was rather special & memorable for me.. even doh i noe tt some of my friends din past it well.. budden i thank God that i can have sucha great day. =D hope my friends like wad i got for them. esp lin lin. =D anw.. i din manage to get anything for my bro.. instead.. he got me dark choco.. HEHE!! =D whee whee wheee.. okie. shall end here le. p.s : ah liang. she viewed me leh. so i viewed back. not bad looking huh? =P on this special day.. i suddenly thot of u.. even doh u are no where near me.. & u duno that u are the u im talking abt. =) linnLOVEyou♥ |