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Saturday, April 26, 2008 @ 4:49 AM Maxims of life. feeling emo. yet again. weird. does pre-ovulation period have such syndromes? weird. even doh i noe that if i blog this post.. sure got ppl will copy copy the quotes and such.. budden.. hack lar~ im too tired + brain dead + zombie-like.. so here goes.. jus some quotes & maxims of life.. that i've felt before.. or done before.. (no matter willingly or unwillingly); in this 20 yrs. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance - and you find out you still care for that person. The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch, swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had. Always put yourself in other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably does hurt the person, too. Never blame the mirror for what you see in it. Failure doesn't mean you've waster your life. It means you have a reason to start afresh. Needing someone is like needing a parachute. If he isn't there the first time you need him; Chances are you won't be needing him again. No one is listening until you make a mistake. Age doesn't always bring wisdom. Sometimes age comes alone. Few women admit their age. Few men act theirs. My mind not only wanders, sometimes it leaves completely. -------------------------------------- END -------------------------------------- guess i shall stop here. its like... 5.05am? and im still awake. no idea why. tired but couldnt fall aslp. jus weird. i shouldnt be still awake. for one week plus. i've been slping less den 4hrs each day. sigh. pimples outbreak & 水肿.. disgusting me. =/ anw. JA NE!~ im glad i can be in the same class as you again.. ( if you really decided & allowed to switch your specialisation ) linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Thursday, April 24, 2008 @ 5:58 PM 咳。。。 咳。。。 不知道是不是我太多情了。 当我知道三年班上剩下的只有那些人之后。。 不知为设么。。 我好伤心哦。 好像是。。 还没好好认识彼此，就要分开了。 好惧裳。 昨天的 presentation 还让我多认识另一个 batch 的人。 感觉很好。 觉得比较亲切一点。。 可是现在。。 好像没设么时间了。 过不久。。 就要分开了。 但好像。。 虽然认识， 但不知道他喜欢设么。 不知道他的性格或爱号。 好像我们认识彼此就这样而已。 根本和 acquitance 没设么两样。 一年，两年。。 就这样。。。 过去了。 而我和他们之间。。。 只不过是表面上的朋友罢了。 好像。。 我。。。 没有好好的想要认识他们。 但知道将会和他们分开时。。 就觉得我应该好好去了解他们。 好好去认识他们。 真的。 真的。 好后悔哦！ 虽然说现在了解多一下也可以。 但好像有点设么耶。。 咳。。 不知道啦！ 先管好我考试再说吧！ 有缘再见咯！ =D 如果说。 时间能倒流。 我会。。 好好的认识你们， 了解你们的。 不会让一年或两年就这样过去。 我好像有点emo. -hurrr- linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 5:46 PM I AM BORED! I AM BORED! tmd. sucha good weather to slp. @!$#@%$#%&^%*%.. testing me sia. rawr. -back to force myself to study- JA~ anyone have xtra / dunwan portable harddisk.. wana sell? contact me via email/msn/sms.. pls include the size of the harddisk and the price. THANK YOU!! xD linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 12:38 PM decided! &.. it means its time to leave my "loves".. ok.. super short post. have decided to take Biochem. a few reasons. 1) Patho pallavi not teaching. no confidence i can cope w/o her. who noes the lecturer is those cmi one.. den i can hallelujah liaos. 2) the course notes are not in order. how to revise properly lidat? 3) patho have both genetics & immuno however biochem only have genetics. 4) im more interested in hypertension, diabetes and drugs. 5) i feel that i can cope better in Biochem. ok.. lemmi be VERY frank.. other pulling factors are.. 1) most of my close friends are taking Biochem. however, before i noe that, when i got the specialised modules.. i alr have a magnet towards Biochem. 2) no matter wad.. everything voices down to Biochem. so why not jus study it? 3) i like the lecturer teaching us (if i think its HER) Dr Bertha Woon. she's got the substance i tell you.. sweet! 4) lesser noise in class for most of them taking Patho. 5) better bonds in class. pushing factors (and of coz, cant be avoided) 1) saying bye bye to ALOT of my other good friends. 2) MRT gang will decrease to me & hana ONLY!! 3) cant getta see those more "good-looking" guys often le.. unless both have lessons on the same day. sigh sigh.. 4) class will be like so pathetic & motionless. (even doh hana is in Biochem too) 5) i scared i cant handle genetics. :S okie. actuali.. im jus bored lar. haha! okie! back to drawing males AHEM and females AHEM!! hhahahahahaa~ actuali i haven start drawing.. theory first ba. =D JA NE!~ when i look at ur super nervous & red face yst.. it was a tinkling feeling that i couldnt describe.. when siying and meeyoke suggested silly things for me to ask u.. i feel a mixture of happy & embarrasement.. but all in all.. i guess.. its yet another crush.. and not for longg.. i'll hafta say goodbye.. to you... for your gang is taking Patho.. and im rather sure u will.. too. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Tuesday, April 22, 2008 @ 4:40 PM Confession was bored after studying for 1hr half. on com. wait for it to warm up. check mails. surfed net. listen music.. slack a while.. blog hop.. and came upon this from tatami's blogg. copy and edit it.. (outta fun. & boredom.) hurr.. xXx Confessions XxX what color is your underwear?: not wearing. xD (pervert. zzz.) do you think you are attractive?: not at all. have you done something bad today?: i woke up 2 hrs ago.. ONLY. Will someone die today?: mayb? everyday someone dies right? are you jealous of someone right now?: yah lar yah lar.. you loh.. =.=" do you bite your nails?: UNLESS no choice. have you had an eating disorder?: yah. i LOVE to eat at night coz im an owl. =D do you want to see someone this very minute?: yea. =X Honestly, do you like someone?: DUH! Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: rarely. but did once or twice? or thrice? hurr.. duno lar.. budden less than five times ba.. Ever cried yourself to sleep?: tonns of time. Do certain songs make you cry?: yupp. What usually makes you cry?: depends la. sometimes i jus emo den lidat lor. Honestly whens the last time you really cried?: 26th mar 2008. Are you normally a happy person?: i guess so? sometimes a lil DL nia.. other den that i guess im normally happy.. crazy.. & sam-pat. xD What can make you happy?: friends & family bondage. sweet gifts. &... SURPRISES!! =X Do you believe in yourself?: low self-esteem. but i noe my stand. Do you believe in God?: of coz.. =D Does being with your friends make you happy?: VERY! When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do: happy ba.. normal rxn wad. who dun like ppl to say u good looking. =.=" The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?: myself lar. DUH! When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?: always do. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, do you survive?: no no. i straight away die. lame lar. of coz live on lar.. even doh v OMG! budden no choice wad. zzz. Do you like to ride horses?: nv try before. always wanted to try. =( Did you ever go to a camp as a kid?: secondary. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?: dun think i will. coz in the future will have conflicts or clashes abt diff beliefs? One word to describe yourself: rollercoaster Do you know how to shoot a gun?: those arcade ones. and i always MISS. What are your keys on your key chain for?: to open locks. =.=" Do you prefer to sleep or eat?: more towards to sleeping side. but i LOVE yummy food. hehee.. Do you look like your mom or dad?: ppl say i look like dad. budden character slightly like mum. (as wad tamm says.) WE ARE FROM BOTH MUM N DAD WAD?! of coz look like both lar. zzz. Diamonds or perals?: diamonds ring or necklace?: necklace. Was your mom a cheerleader?: in olden days got cheerleader meh? o.O" Do you own a camera phone?: yea. What do you buy at the movies?: movie ticket? if not how to watch? not to say enter? =.=" Is your nose pierced?: nope. disgusting leh. i find. =X Did you eat a cookie today?: no. seldom eat. except Subway's. Do you steal or pay for your music downloads?: *smiles sweetly* Drugs or Clean?: panadol (for headaches) is a drug. paracetamol (for fever) is a drug. who nv eat drugs before? DUMB! Drink?: water. green tea. tehpeng. alcohol (wana try). seldom beer. A sweet guy or a macho-man?: a lil of both mayb? A guy who wants sex, want to cuddle?: so pervert sia this "CONFESSION" thingy. zz. ever Use Drugs?: I SAY LIAOS. PANADOL AND PARACETAMOL ARE DRUGS!! DUMBBB!! DUMBBB!!! DUMMBBBB!!! Ever Overdose on pills?: hate to swallow pills. ever lie? To who?: DUH! everyone tells lies.. to who? SO MANY.. HOW TO RMB?! kaos. are you lying?: yah yah yah.. everything i say all lying. even this sentence. =.=" Ever Cut yourself?: history. Do you have Cingular?: wthack is that? Whats ur Number?: 1 2 3 7 ~!~ Name 13 Friends ~!~ (must ar? can say in groups not? too many impt friends liaos.) =X 1. Vesire (hunn. jac. jiao. shan. shell. liang.) + candy 2. Topaz (kl. sebas kor. ong. tian. colz) 3. MDIS (tamm. selin. ngee. hana. siying. meeyoke. ahseng. michelle) 4. CHC (gee. shuu. jy. jason. yilun. eugene. ner. alan. ken. jon. joseph) 5. TNPS (ron. chinmeng. melvin. chunyan. mark. roger. suathoon. sihui. wl) 6. SSS (jocelyn. cindy. sharon. elfi. adel. yunru. clarence. icydevil) 7. Huoling (jeremy. wanting. lek. melvin. 8. TKD (golf. kelvin. ong. adel. wanting) 9. Korean trip (jeremy. bernie. kailing. christopher. chelsea. jenson) 10. Maple (calvin. kunyi. kyten. yihao. jonathan. jason) 11. Neighbour (ner. brandon. jerome. zhanfeng. ah-le. weiwei) 12. Online (ros. derek kor. alan. mashie. kp. kb. huiting. zhiyong) 13. Bball (KSmaster. Dean. Kei. the small boy boy) --------------------------------------- END --------------------------------------- okie. time to go back to study.. bro is back.. means im late for studyingg.. JA~! lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalaa.. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Sunday, April 20, 2008 @ 12:35 AM new friends. dean n kei. [ post date : 19th APRIL 2008 ] todae bball at 1.30pm was postponed to 2pm. however.. ong dino we changed the timing.. so he and his 2 platoon mates reached at 1.30pm. hurr. opps~ anw.. i wasnt late ohh~ i reached tamp at 2pm. jus that i went to get bball from ron. so.. was a lil late only lar!! zzz. i not VERY late lorrr.. anw.. the 2 platoon mates.. or rather.. one platoon mate one instructor.. (lecturer lidat lar) names are.. kei (platoon mate) and.. dean (instructor) ... kei is kinda big size.. more on the plummer side.. shooting skills i not bad. left hander. quite funny. can tell he plays bball as a sport. dean is tall.. but i din notice it.. until we started playing match. he can jump slightly and touch the board already.. jump slightly higher his finger tips can touch the ring.. WOOT. o.O i was lucky todae.. all groupings i was grouped with him.. so i din lose a single match todae. SWEET! =D budden aso very tyco.. coz last week the pro kiddo aso in my team.. (he has a unique nickname : KSmaster) hehe.. so got a lil 默契 here and there.. btw.. that dean arh.. 3 other ppl snatch rebound under the net.. he aso like dunnid to use much strength.. onli nidta jump n shoot or jump n pass. lol. damn zhai can.. =O in that group.. i onli hafta 开球 and help assist or block.. the rest.. i can stand back and relax.. KSmaster and dean will do the job. (p.s : both are not bad looking. budden KSmaster more good features la.) (p.s.s : both not my type. hurr. one sec 3. the other duno how old. budden he say till he sound v old. budden dun look as old as his age. i din ask. "not ripe" 不薮..) the first match was the match i opened my mouth the most. coz i was so shocked he was so tall. and i DIN REALISED. kaos. super shockedd can... KSmaster caught me shocked with open mouth and he pointed out to EVERYONE.. and laughed at me.. zzz. RAWR. i din open my mouth on purpose wad.... budden i din do anything jus shoot or throw or pass.. and den all the rebounds he catch.. and den 7-0.. DIAO~ how can not shockkeddd.. zzz. i wasnt the one who's shocked lorr.. even kl was like.. STUNNED!! we both onli assist and shoot and even if we dun shoot in.... we always have dean.. LOL. he's our champ man.. even doh his aiming NOT very accurate. =) after the first match.. SUPER tired.. (coz i din warm up) and den... POOF!! ron came. lol.. he wanted to play match.. budden we all kinda tired.. so slack for like 20mins.. while kei VS (duno wad name but aso ong's platoon mate, but came late).. and den i thot 1 on 1 over.. so i went in to shoot shoot.. how i noe.... after i shoot once... the duno wad name one and dean 1 on 1.. diaooo.. 害我 happy for nth.. after dean and tt guy play finish.. i thot there is more 1 on 1.. so i din went into the court to shoot. den they was like.. "eh?? why nobody wana play??" den i was like.. "huh? finish le ar? i thot got more?" budden the response from the duno wad name guy was.. "cannot le cannot le.. tired arr.. against dean.. cannot arrr..." so i was like.. "haha! okie.." so i joined ron in the court.. jus shoot shoot here n there.. den as ron wanted to play match.. so we divided into teams again.. black and white.. 12 ppl.. 4 in each team.. loser out winner in.. so we.... oh-pay-som! KAOS!! so heng.. blacks : sebas. me. dean. KSmaster and haowei (small 弟弟) whites : the rest. since blacks got 5.. den we oh-pay-som! again.. ended up.. 1st round. blacks : everyone. 2nd round. blacks : me. KSmaster and dean. so sebas n haowei hafta scissors paper stone. and the outcome is... sebas : stone haowei : scissors so.. yup! =D after our team is formed.. kl saw and say.. "WA KAOS.. dunnid to play le larr..." and i was like... "hurrr~" and so on and on we play.. i assist and etc.. they catch rebound and passing.. budden happy happy!! during todae's matches.. i intercept ball once. and chop! twice with ppl blocking me.. so shuang the feeling.. coz in matches i seldom getta shoot in coz too nervous. haha.. anw.. around 5.45pm we went to clean up and change.. den eat at the foodcourt under blk 406.. onli kl, ron and i ate. the rest din eat coz they have dinner at home.. kei bought rojak for the guys to share share.. sebas ta-bao food for da sao den go service.. around 6.10pm.. sebas left to meet da-sao. den 5 mins later.. ron left for cell. at 6.30pm.. kl n i announced that we make a move.. to our surprise.. everyone agrees and all left tgt. budden ong went the other way.. duno where he go.. so left with kl, me, dean and kei.. the other guy ride bicycle.. so he cycle here n there.. duno where.. we din talk to the guys.. we were walking in front.. saw ong's sister small car.. talk talk talk.. walk walk walk.. felt kinda bad.. coz.. we din say bye to the guys den we walk off liaos.. coz we double up to cross the traffic light.. so.... yea~ felt kinda bad larr.. hope they dun take it to heart. hurr~ went to see DVDs and VCDs (as usual).. kl wanted to buy 斗牛要不要 (full version).. so we checked out the market price.. TS one too ex liaos.. so we went to poh kim.. aahhh~ there cheaper.. and she got discount.. so.... ended up she got her 斗牛要不要 VCD and the other show.. i forget the title le.. budden i noe the title got 狼 and 狗 thingy de. so.. yup. on the journey home.. damn tired. snooze and snooze. heng v little ppl.. coz i was v tired and despo for a seat. went to NTUC to get bread, guava and pomogrenate drink. reached home.. onli bro at home. DIAO!! i still thot everyone at home so i buy the drink de lorr.. zzz. nvm. rest a while.. felt that i better eat first.. if not later too late eat cant digest. so i ate at around 8.30pm. ate liaos.. drank tea. stupid teabag BURST! zzz. cant drink. so i filter it. slack a while.. very tired. haven bath.. =X so i take out my Biochem book to read read.. cant get anything into my thick skull.. so i 45deg lie on my folded up matress. ended up........ slept. till 11.15pm my bro wake me up to bath. den say at least bath le den can study again.. and.... YUP! here i am.. 1.05am.. blogging! zzz. no lar.. after i bathed i did read a lil here n there.. now is about the pathways.. mus noe how to draw.. zz.. 3 books for 3 supp this coming week. mon wed fri. wed got extra presentation. zz. next next week. 5 books for 3 exams. HALLELUJAH~ jia you looh!! >< sian. still hafta learn how to draw guys n girls AHEM AHEM~ sighhh.. girls one so complicateddd.. rawrr! okie. till then!! ja~! DDBBULBBUL!! =X linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Saturday, April 19, 2008 @ 12:49 AM taboo broken. taboo broken. (short post todae) din wana blog coz im feeling "blur" now.. budden bcoz its impt to me.. so i think i will blog. firstly. todae i pon school. went check up. glucose lvl dropped. slightly only. hurr.. budden still not good enough. doc say mus put in extra effort to help myself. bla bla bla. suppose to go to grandma house at bedok after that. ended up.. i din go. ended up meet my bestfriend. hmm.. good and bad i guess? bad is bcoz she wana drink and kinda..... down.. coz of family disputes etc etc.. BUT.. the good thing is.... (and this is the impt thing why i blog todae) the taboo between us is broken. thank GOD! in our 7yrs of friendship.. she seldom mention abt her family matters to me. and speak NOTHING / AVOID the topic abt r/s. however.. todae.. she spoke out.. on her on accord. undrunk. bcoz she bought beer. those bottle ones. and i DRANK approx around 2 bottles. one tiger. one hendiken. zzz. she drank MORE than me. i feel heavy and light at the same time. geez. had kinda difficult time walking home... slowly. (p.s : im not drunk at all. jus feel floatish.) and btw. i broke record. first time drink so much. and.. I FINALLY BLUSHED!!! wuhahaha.. as in those.. drink liaos den face red red tt type.. FIRST TIME SIAAA~~ yipppiee!! =X (okie. back to blog.) anw.. when she talk to me about the taboo subjects.. i was surprised. very surprised. yet happy and glad. finally we've sth else other den dramas, shoes, clothes and movies... to talk abt. even doh it was a woe (family).. and it was curiousity (r/s).. but still.. it is very impt to me. bcoz this girl.. broken yet worked hard. down yet perservere on. sensitive yet hide it. never once been so open to me before.. even doh we are kinda close.. so.. todae.. is a special day. other den my eng n chinese birthday, vesire anni, "that" anni.. this.. is the other day that is special to me. secretly my own. (18th april 2008) =) tml bball.. hope it will be a success.. heard that mata ong bring 2 of his platoon mates.. duno sebas joining not.. (he din reply kl) my bro should be going.. tian never reply aso.. and mayb HE will join us?? (if he aint tired) problem is.. i msg him he hvn reply yet. scarly he cant book out in time.. den i mati liaosss... =/ hope it isnt.. PRAY!!! >< one thing is bcoz got more ppl den usual. the other thing is coz i miss my bball.. and that i've bought the pump le. hehe. okkiee. guess i shall stop here le. its time to go... =D cant wait for 终极一家 to combine. so is 恶作剧2吻.. cant wait... cant wait... cant wait... thank GOD. for todae. its special. its unique. its memorable. always. thank GOD.. for 18th april 2008. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Friday, April 18, 2008 @ 4:12 AM updates on do rae ME~ .u.p.d.a.t.e.s. todae.. (as in.. yesterday) hmm.. bad day, i suppose? suppose to make dinner for family n tamm + lin lin. ended up coz of the spag sauce thingy make me kena scolded. and den my bro got so grumpy bcoz i ask him to cook the other sauce himself.. say i heartless. onli care for friend bla bla bla.. like WHATEVER! he play whole day and i cook. ask him to heat up sauce only.. at most 10mins.. not that he duno how to cook or heat it up. get so grumpy and give the "its-your-job" kinda tone for wad? anw.. i've alr shoot him back when he nag in sms.. and he diam diam. ORH BI~ in school.. hai ok ba~ thank God the spag was ok. both tamm n lin lin likes it.. at least tts sth to be 欣慰 about.. the rest... sian.. boring.. moody.. tiringg.. until about 8pm.. he called. lol. and guess wad? i was in lecture. (like DUH!) budden the prob was the vol when answering was the LOUDEST.. and the first thing he said was........ "HI HI!!" very very very LOUDLY!! and i was like OMG!! den i frantically press the lower vol button.. press so fast till i cant hear wad he was saying.. =.= anw.. told him i was in lecture and he said sorry.. and den told him will get back to him during breaktime.. and CLICK!. back to sleeping-pill-lecture. called him during break.. in the toilet.. (urgent maa~) =X den tatami kept disturbinggg.. LOL.. until lin lin bth.. ask me to jus reply tammie anythingg.. lol.. anw.. he called to ask why his maple char suddenly lvl 31. woot. and i reply shocked and asked how come this and thatttt....... innocently. ... ... ... but failed badly. hurr. he gave the "yea~ like real huh? like i believe you" tone.. and i was like.. "hurrrr..." and den he gave a short laugh. (stating that i did a BAD job in "acting") aniwae.. he thanked me.. i said welcome.. and... then CLICK!. back to earth. suddenly rmbed abt getting back my bball from him.. so i msg him.. den he replied saying the pump is gone. no where to be found.. misplaced.. and i was like.. zzz. budden.. owell.. that pump is he buy de.. i wan back the bball can le.. its EXPENSIVE hor!!! $70 odd to nearly $80 leh!! my professional leather bball.. sobbiess!! how i miss it.. nvm nvm.. will getta see it soonn... equation : the day i see my bball = the day i see him. woot. that will make me nervous can.. zzz. chill linn. CCCCCCCCHHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL............... anw.. now is like.. 4.26am.. and im still awake. worried abt next week supp papers.. sigh.. doubt can study finish the 3 thick books but hafta 加油！ wads more? 3 weeks from now is the start of EXAMS!! 5 books. hallelujah!! may the Holy Spirit guide me and multiply my capacity and time. thank You Lord for Your Grace and Mercy. i noe i can do it. bcoz You are my God. sorry Lord. for i've sinned. i did not put You first. neither did i put my studies as piriority. even doh i noe i should put You first. even doh i noe i should put my studies as piriority. but still.. i did not do wad im supposed to do. sorry Lord. please forgive me. im not perfect. but thru You.. i can be a better person. i thank You for placing ppl around me to encourage me and motivate me.. during my darkest pit and terribly down moments.. there is always ppl around me to care for me. i thank You for that. i thank You for letting me be a much positive person den before. really thank You for that. for without it.. i cannot be the yanlin i am now. i shall chiong chiong CHIONG all the wayyyyyyy~ yamapi.. after my exams den i get ur dvds kkae? love love uu.. =3 (lol. so eewww.. =.=") anw. so coincidence.. todae i started using his phone. and he called. owell..... life. so unexpected. played maple a while jus now.. with him. hurr.. it was.... alrite lar. he came my chn looking for me anw.. so.... welll.. i guesss.. its nth. jus that he wana show off his skills. =.=" hmm.. the unique (to me la) he.. ermm.. chat in msn with me jus half an hour ago.. hmm.. i din initiate it. he did. hmm.. and the first word he typed.... "yamapi" oh mann.. perfect! totali awesome! =D okie. im jus being bias. anw.. we chatted a lil abt yamapi and the dramas he acted in.. sounded out some comments n such.. nth much.. he said some lame stuffs.. (as usual) and then he say he's off to bed.. morning. so i replied morning.. and... POK! offline. he seldom or rather, rarely chat with me de.. even in school he mostly chat with lin lin (mostly) and tatami.. hmm.. so... yupp. kinda cool huh? my 爱爱 yamapi actuali "brought" him to talk to me. lol. okie. TOTAL 100% RUBBISH! wadever shit am i talking.. =.= p.s : to lin lin n tatami.. dun ask who is he.. jus a..... past crush. hurrrrrrrrrr~ =X -gives innocent lookkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk- guess im tired. brain sot tio liaos. hmmm... worried abt tml's check up. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. bad. 17-04-08 first meal (2pm) = 1 pkt oreo + 5 small sushi second meal (7pm) = 1 plate of spag bolgonese third meal (12am) = another plate of spag w alfredo sauce + 1 cup of hot tea den decided to eat a citrius fruit. orange~ and im so damn freaking full even till now.. p.s : im SUPPOSED to "CLEAR" the leftover coz i cooked too much and tml everyone wun be free to "CLEAR" them.. and leaving the food till sat is like... OMG. so... yah. anw.. i've a reali reali BAD feeling abt tml.. as in.. later. and.... duno i have a rebound effect or wad.. i like too nervous.. jus now eat le.. scared will affect tml's test... kept feeling nauseous.. like wana puke the food out so that it wun be absorbed.. and den i cant slp.. cant concentrate.. have been looking at the same page same sentence for half an hour.. absorbing / digesting NOTHING! freakk!! this is freakinnggggg me outtt.. no one online i can talk to.. as in.. abt me being nervous.. tatami slp le.. none of vesire is online.. buddies aso offline.. sighh.. i noe im like.... aiyah.. aso duno.. jus noe that i did not do my best to control my diet.. so... i can kinda predict that the doc sure........ *shake head and give those warnings again* and this time round will be harsher.. coz im not guai.. not doing wad im suppose to do to protect myself.. so.... im a goner. HOPE THOSE WHO KNOWS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT... HELP ME IN THE AREA OF MY DIET.. NO MATTER WADS THE OUTCOME TML.. JUS MAKE SURE NO MORE TOO SWEET OR OILY STUFFS. I DUN WAN TO DIE SO EARLY.. OR RATHER.. SPEND INNOCENT MONEY ON MYSELF.. BECAUSE I JUS LOVE TO EAT EVERYTHING AND DUN TAKKARE OF MY HEALTH. SO PLEASE...... DO ME THIS FAVOUR.. THANK YOU VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY! MUCH. ESP. TATAMI AND LIN LIN. COZ IN SCHOOL U BOTH MONITOR MY INTAKE OF FOOD. BUT MUST BE MORE STRICT K? EVEN DOH I NOE LIN LIN SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRR STRICT ONE.. >< HURRR.. BUDDEN I NOE ITS FOR MY OWN GOOD. I MYSELF MUS ASO JIAYOU!! I NOE I NOE I NOE.. 我会的！ LOVE LOVE ALL WHO LOVE LOVE ME! (i mean the FAT FAT me) =X 让我给你爱爱愿不愿意？ 让我给你抱抱可不可以？ ............................ ........................... .......................... ......................... ........................ ....................... ...................... ..................... .................... ................... .................. ................. ................ ............... .............. ............. ............ ........... .......... ......... ........ ....... ...... ..... .... ... .. . linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Thursday, April 17, 2008 @ 3:33 AM similar things abt yamapi and yanlin was bored. and den yet again.. came across this webbie.. and i suddenly thot of sth.. its lame. budden owell.. its my blog. so i can do wad i wan. and its aint against the law. thank God. =P (p.s : this are real.. at least from the webbie i saw & compare) (reference? hmm.. its ALOT abt him. dunwan tell u. BLEAH!) (p.s.s : dun believe SUAH! i happy can le. lalalaa..) [ similar things about YAMAPI AND YANLIN ] 01) April-ians 02) Zodiac : Aries 03) Born in 1980s 04) Dislike losing to others 05) Stubborn and have bad tempers 06) Both name starts with Y 07) Afraid of being tickle 08) Likes the No. 7 09) Favourite food = yoghurt 10) Favourite season = summer 11) Favourite colour = black & red 12) Favourite thing = doraemon 13) Favourite animation = doraemon 14) Treasures = family & friends 15) Places wana go = bali island 16) Dun like having short hair 17) Sports learnt = swimming 18) When young, love to go to the park 19) Dislike own fingers coz they are too short 20) Scared of heights 21) Likes to cover mouth when laughing 22) Shy about showing body/shape in public 23) Likes eating boiled eggs 24) Likes pouting in pictures 25) Scared of scary movies ... ... ... and that is all for now.. hehe.. time check : 3.51am should be slping soon.. tml hafta wake up by 1pm to go NTUC buy spag ingredients.. den make for family n tamm + lin lin.. hope it will turn out nice. hehe.. even doh its belated le.. budden still.. i wana wish my 爱爱 yamapi happy 23rd birthday!! may you work hard to improve in stuffs that you think you nidta improve on. im sure you will be a great dancer, singer and actor!! i will always support you!! (so will shuu shuu~) =D ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ WE LOVE YOU!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ * will sure to go watch NEWS concert one day. SURE! * x3 ja ne!~ xD linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 2:25 AM BLAH! updates. DUH! was browsing blogs here n there n i came across this.. (from lin lin's blog) What you are supposed to do... and please don't spoil the fun. Copy the text below and delete my answers.. type in your answers and post it onto your blog: A) Four PLACES I GO OVER AND OVER 1. toilet 2. room 3. school 4. home B) Four People who e-mail me: (regularly) 1. friendster 2. jobstreet 3. MDIS change of timetable =.= 4. junks C) Four of my favorite foods: 1. subway 2. fried fish noodle soup 3. pizza 4. sashimi D) Four places I would rather be right now: 1. overseas, as long as not in singapore 2. somewhere near the sea 3. anywhere that have fresh air & nice breeze 4. suntanning with outdoor sports E) Four people I think will respond: 1. shell (coz she blogs and will read blogs almost daily) 2. tamm mayb? (coz she hvn update yet. =x) -edit- [the abv is WRONG! coz she update le. budden i dumb. nv see.] 3. those who read my blog & decided to copy & paste coz they are bored. 4. guess no one liaos. coz my blog damn diam one. F) Four places I have lived: 1. tamp blk 449 2. tamp blk 495c 3. sengkang blk 7 4. singapore =.=" G) Four TV Shows I Watch: (long time liaos) 1. Honour and Passion 2. The Golden Path 3. Metamorphosis 4. Mars VS Venus thats it.. hmm.. aso duno wad to blog about. hurr. next week got 3 papers.. biochem. medical physio. and reproductive bio. including 1 presentation. and than the next next week have 3 exams. molecular bio. human patho n physio. and analytical biochem. zzz. IRRITATINGGG!! hais. time to go. POOF! thanks tatami for the cake. whee.. nice nice.. =D tml hope can make nice nice de pasta for u n lin lin. =D yippiiee!! p.s : The Cheater is nice. YAMAPI ROCKS!! MANY MUACKS TO YAMAPI!! love love love love YAMAPI!! <3 <3 <3 <3 x3 x3 x3 x3 XOXO XOXO XOXO XOXO!!! ok. im jus crazy over him. =X status : emo & moodswings. argh! (someone save me!!) linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Monday, April 14, 2008 @ 11:17 PM many many dramas i wana watch!! many many MANY! dramas i wana watch / get.. DVDs preferred. (according to preferences, slightly) 1) The X-Family 终极一家 (both part 1 & 2, too bad hvn combine) 2) Bull Fighting 斗牛要不要 (both part 1 & 2, too bad DVD one hvn combine) 3) 恶作剧2吻 (only part 1. sadded. cant wait for part 2 to come out & combine) 4) 刁蛮公主 5) 青蛙王子白金女 6) Express boy 恶男宅急電 7) 我要变成硬柿子 8) Summer 9) Summer X Summer 10) The Makeover (jap) 11) 原来我不帅 yupp. thats currently all for now. just for the record. i passed lvl 6 & 7 DJ Max Portable2 songs. hehehee.. tyco. =x CANT WAIT.. till i get my hands on those dramas.. for now.. STUDIES + tests + presentation MOST IMPORTANT. (psst! those who wana give me belated bday pressie.. can get those DVDs for me.) I WILL LOVE YOU. FOR SURE. AS A FRIEND. =D im afraid. afraid.. to lose you. my friends. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Sunday, April 13, 2008 @ 11:23 PM happy birthday wrixon. happy birthday wrixon. sorry i dino its ur bday todae.. i hope it aint too late to wish you.. coz i came online den getta know from shell that its ur bday.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! REALLY HOPE YOU ARE WELL. YOU ARE ALWAYS RMBED. ALWAYS. even doh.. yes. i might not know you as a friend. but at least we are counted as acquaintance.. and... no matter wad.. im glad that i've came to know you. played maple with you.. and chat in msn.. those will be precious memories for me. from you. i pray that no matter where you are.. i sincerely pray that you are doing well.. and... happy birthday.. my dear friend. YOU ARE MISSED . bcoz of u.. made me look at the real world. made me realised that life is precious. made me remind myself everytime... live your life to the fullest. for you don't know what will happen next. cherish your friends and families. for the future holds uncertainty. do your best in everything. don't regret only when its too late. bcoz of u.. bcoz of u.. bcoz of u.. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Friday, April 11, 2008 @ 12:35 AM happy birthday ppl.. =D HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY APRIL-IANS!! =D 1st April happy birthday Jason (forget surname) - TNPS friend. 2nd April happy birthday Jacqueline - Vesire 3rd April happy birthday to myself, baby HuiLing (cousin) and Clarice (friend). 4th April happy birthday Farhanah - TNPS friend. 5th April happy birthday Mr Lim - Primary School Tutor. (fast forward till 10th) 10th April happy birthday Jason Seah (good friend) and Nicholas Goh L.H (MDIS friend). and... last but not least.. 11th April happy birthday Tammie Chua (MDIS bestie) and Rayner Chua (Neighbour cum Church friend). p.s : i JUST realised!! they same surname and same birthday!! woot. anw.. after todae.. left with 16th April, 18th April, 27th April and 28th April got friends birthday le.. 16th April Jiao (Vesire) and Jonathan (church friend) 18th April Joel (church friend) 27th April ZhiYong (cousin) and 28th April Wei Liang (good friend) ... yupps. wana take this chance to thank those who celebrated for me and got me gifts. no matter issit advanced or belated.. i reali reali appreciate everything u all have done. especially Vesire and Tamm + Selin. =D thankkiee thankkiee~ psst! TAZ SUPER HUGE. reali can K.O ppl. but... i like~ xD p.s.s : I GOT MY PSP SLIM MINT GREEN!!! =D THANKS THOSE WHO CHIPPED IN.. I REALLY APPRECIATE IT.. HEHEE.. LUBB LUBB!! ESP MY BRO. CHIP IN KINDA ALOT. HEHE.. MUACKS!! I LOVE MY PSP!!! =D till then! bye~ it is time . linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Thursday, April 03, 2008 @ 12:04 AM happy birthday yanyan. (plus huiling) happy birthday to me. happy birthday to me. happy birthday to yanlin. happy birthday to me. happy birthday to you. happy birthday to you. happy birthday to huiling. happy birthdat to you. shall not think abt those unhappy thots todae. i SHALL be HAPPY!! muahahahaa.. thanks all whom celebrate for me. thanks all who wished me. LOVE LOVE!!! x3 生日快乐! linnLOVEyou♥ |