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Monday, October 30, 2006 @ 2:10 AM a story. a motivation. saw this email that one of my friend sent to me.. its rather motivational.. so i'd jus like to share it with everyone. once upon a time there was a bunch of tiny frogs... who arranged a running competition. the goal was to reach the top of a very high tower. a big crowd had gathered aroung the tower to see the race and cheer on the contestants. the race began.... honestly: no one in the crowd really believed that the tiny frogs would reach the top of the tower. you heard statements such as: "oh, WAY too difficult!!" "they will NEVER make it to the top." or: "not a chance that they will succeed. the tower is TOO high!" the tiny frogs began collapsing. one by one..... except for those, who in a fresh tempo, were climbing higher and higher..... the crowd continued to yell, "it is too difficult!!! no one will make it!" more tiny frogs got tired and gave up... but ONE continued higher and higher and higher... this one wouldn't give up! at the end everyone else had given up climbing the tower. except for the one tiny frog who, after a big effort, was the only one who reached the top! then all of the other tiny frogs naturally wanted to know how this one frog managed to do it? a contestant asked the tiny frog how he had found the strength to succeed and reach the goal? it turned out... that the winner was DEAF!!! the wisdom of this story is: NEVER listen to other people's tendencies to be negative or pessimistic.. because they take you most wonderful dreams and wishes away from you - the ones you have in your heart!! always think of the power words have. because everything you hear and read will affect your actions! therefore: ALWAY BE POSITIVE!! and above all: be DEAF when people tell YOU that you cannot fulfill your dreams! always think: GOD and I can do this!! most people walk in and out of your life... but FRIENDS leave footprints in your heart.. in two days tomorrow will be yesterday. today is no special day and i have no particular reason for writing to you.. i have no news to tell you.. nor any problems to discuss with you.. or gossip to tell you.. it's only one of those happy moments.. when i thought of you.. and i would like to share these thoughts with you.. MANY SMILES BEGIN BECAUSE OF ANOTHER SMILE... to the world you might be one person; but to one person you might be the world. if you fall 10 times.. stand up 11. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Friday, October 27, 2006 @ 1:10 AM escape themepark + updates hmm.. short post. tired lar. 24th oct. went to escape with sebas, kl and kp at 10am - 2pm. played lotsa things there. scary rides. VERY scary.. >< kl, sebas and me had headache and felt a lil nauseous after all the scary rides.. i was the worst. totally giddy n nauseous for 1hr++.. ate orange julius with sebas, kl n kp ate BK. and an additional of a HUGE candy floss.. actuali took a pic of it.. but too lazy to upload to com. hurr.. '=) planned to watch death note at bedok princess coz we all broke liaos.. ended up kl n kp's dad treat.. at vivocity.. haha!! =D the whole family of the Choo's went to watch as well.. i know all of them so its not so weird for me larr.. but sebas might have a harder time.. coz he dun reali noe them or see them before.. hees.. played pool, arcade and walk around before the movie.. blah blah blahh.. den sebas send me home after the movie while the Choo's go home.. chat on the way home and blah blah blah.. the whole day was super duper tiring mann.. but it was fun larr! hahas.. ^^ 25th oct. slept till 2pm++ and den pack pack my area.. bath.. pack my bag.. and i rush to pick baobei up from school.. thank God i was earli.. hees.. we ta bao back to his house to eat.. watched xiao xin in his room.. den i watched my fav 7pm show while baobei slp.. den baobei's dad came back with pizza and ask us to eat.. nagged at baobei for slping slping and slping.. *giggles* after that we went downstairs for a walk.. baobei say that after a meal hafta go down walk walk to digest and relax a lil.. we ended up playing "hai tai" (seaweed-game) and went to the park to play the swing.. climbed the spider web.. and den played "hai tai" on the way back again.. out of a sudden.. we started playing with our slippers by kicking it up the stairs.. see who kick the higest, blah blah blah.. and den the next moment we were playing hide-n-seek.. LOL!! was super tiring and sweaty at the end of everything but it was super duper fun.. had a great day with baobei even doh it was relatively short.. *wide grin* ^_____________________^ 26th oct. woke up duno wad time.. den pack pack here.. pack pack there.. den slack slack here.. slack slack there.. den time to go school liaos. LOL. din getta see baobei for the whole day till night time after my class. school was boring as usual. sucks too. went down to tamp mall to find him n his friends.. took same train as hana and michelle.. talked about a very interesting and weird topic.. haas.. rather not mention it here.. =X and BOOM! here i am typing and blah blah blah.. tml gg to baobei house earli in the morning to pack n stuffs.. mayb slack and watch xiao xin.. play basketball and den blah blah blah blah blahh.. hees.. guess i'll stop here for now.. got some important things to do thruout the night before i bath and go to baobei house.. =P chaoss.. yanlin, gambateh! for MBY.. lab report. u sucks at it. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Monday, October 23, 2006 @ 2:17 AM things to be happy about.. jus a short post. i jus rmb. so i post it first before i forgets. hees. hmm.. jus after svc todae.. when we were still in hall 8.. i came across dewen.. i said a quick hi coz we were rushing to meet jy in front.. but wad came as a shock n surprise to me was tt he said.. "you look pretty todae." tt simple.. jus barely 3 secs where we pass by each other in diff directions.. man.. you should see my expression. totally shocked yet smiling like a silly girl. LOL. aniwae.. ner ner is sooooo handsome. *opps*. he's my beloved neighbour.. ner said gee had a drastic change from the past till now.. saying she slim down n prettier le.. hees.. yeahh~!! =p aniwae.. tts all. hees. so happy todae coz of dewen. *grins*.. by jus thinking of how and wad he said.. makes me smile silly-ly towards myself.. aniwae.. will stop this silly thing. hees.. chaos!! linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 12:41 AM friends. world. thots. there's so many things in my mind right now.. kinda lotsa things that i wana do too.. but i jus duno where to start, how to start.. and wads worst. i have no momentum. >< things like.. how can sum ppl actuali be-friend you after a short period of no contact, den contacted you again for a certain period of time.. and when you think that you can be good friends with that certain person.. they jus vanish jus lidat.. no trace. no record. wow. its reali reali so so sad. that life is lidat. the world is lidat. ppl backstab, talk rot abt you, boy-cot, treat you like trash, never think of consequences, never regard and respect ppl.. etc etc etc.. the list jus goes on and on and on... thing is.. why am i typing this? i dun reali noe.. wad i noe is that im thinking of lotsa things in my mind. and i hafta speak it out.. before i break down n collaspe upon myself.. >.< sumtimes.. i reali wish to detach myself from certain ppl.. yet, they nid the love of Christ. they arent perfect. i aint perfect. thus, it'd be selfish of me for not considering about them.. but yet again.. i cant handle this myself. and wads worst? im stupid and stubborn enough to not put all my troubles and problems into God's hand. and im still struggling to be back beside Him and walk with Him. *yikes* *for your burdens are heavy but His yoke is light. (it applies to everyone.. of coz.. baobei too..) why can sumone be so evil till the extent of hurting sumone in the same group?? may it be school group.. mini group.. girls / boys group.. aniting.. how can sumone actuali be so "friendly and smiley" when he/she is so evil and cunning at the back of everyone? by acting so friendly and smiley and caring infront of others is of no use. i've had enough of all these. i've got the experience i had from you. i had it. and its enough. once bitten twice shy. i'll be cautious of you. VERY cautious. dun think that ppl cant see thru ur trick, ur plot. this time u might be innocent.. but the LOTS of previous incidents.. im sure you're the culprit.. coz i have prove and evidence. bcoz even higher authority agrees with the mini righteous group of us who had seen ur true colours. and im not gg to bother anything abt you. not tt i dun care. but i put you into God's hand. let Him handle you. let Him punish you. one thing is, i've no right to judge bcoz onli God can judge. second thing is, if you ever hurt anyone.. may it be girl / boy.. i'll make sure they noe that without you, they can still live on. bcoz you make NO diff in our lives.. but still.. thank you. for all the forever-and-always-acting act. thank you for your time. and too bad. you're jus wasting it and you'll one day, regret wasting time so stupidly like that. God bless aniwae. i still love you.. as a friend. im not angry. neither am i being rude. its the truth. and spectators out there.. you wld nv imagine that in life, that there'd be sumone SO evil. but well, thats life.. aniwae.. unless you experience it urself; the terror and ruthlessness, you'd never understand how we (as victims) feels. so.. yup. =) im still deciding on the lotsa things that are in my mind.. dilemma. dilemma. dilemma. *sigh* im more worried about you den you are about me... your circumstances are far too sudden and unexpected.. i wan to care for you but you've to first open up to me.. or else, there's nth i can do no matter how hard i try.. will be always there to help you and encourage you all the way.. (: linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Saturday, October 21, 2006 @ 4:10 AM chn U 7pm n recent updates.. i hereby declare that i'm in love.. *hees* with the current chn U 7pm show.. XD gong(1) ye(3) man(2) wang(2) fei(1).. =D *psst* this is one of the theme song.. *melts* wwwhhhheeeeeee!!! its a reali reali reali reali nice show.. aawwwwwww.. okkie.. call me bias.. call me siao.. but i reali love korean drama.. hees.. bleahs. now i have so so so many things to think.. handle.. blah blah blahh.. how i wish i can have wad i wish i could have.. esp JOB!! :( aniwae.. my bag is rotting soon.. my clothes are like forever the same.. sigh. how to buy things when i have no money?? birthday aso not here yet.. how to ask ppl buy for me?? *BIG BIG sigh* sumtimes i wonder why am i still struggling to be the me i've always wanted, always changing for the better, when the real me is breaking down n collasping soon?? sumtimes.. i feel like giving up but i jus couldnt.. its 3.50am now.. in 1hr 10mins time.. my parents will touch down in singapore.. and within 2hrs.. they'll be home.. and here i am.. still blogging and wide awake.. had a few stomach upsets jus now and visited the toilet 4 times lidat.. am worried about baobei.. worried about bro's upcoming O's.. worried about my own studies.. worried about the financial income to survive.. worry this that everything... *sigh* BIG thanks to mashie ah gong help me find the song in such an instant!! reali reali thank you very much.. i love the song alot.. coz its related to the chn U 7pm show.. its now my blog's song theme.. nice nice horr?? *hees* BIGGEST thanks!! XD oh yahh.. about ur prob.. dun think abt it too much le kkae?? must cheer up de worr ah gong.. if not more freckles and wrinkles not handsome le ohh.. LOL. thanks once again!! =D currently worrying abt baobei.. wonder if he's able to fall asleep.. so so worried.. *hais* nvm.. will hand everything into God's hand. love baobei. i believe.. there'll always be a rainbow behind the rain.. (: linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Thursday, October 19, 2006 @ 5:30 PM jus for baobei.. this post is posted for one person. jus u and u alone. ******************************************* wad is life? disappointments. hurts. unexpected circumstances. dilemma. troubles. massive problems. exams. school. relationships. family. trama. friendship. trust. career. blah blah blah.. but wad about the happy moments?? time when God was faithful and answer all your prayers.. when God was there to comfort u.. to speak to u.. to hoax u to slp.. time when u celebrated ur birthday.. when u recieved presents.. when u got attached.. when u bought sth dat u liked.. when u watched ur favourite tv show.. when u ate popcorns n nacho with sumone u love.. when u first hold ur girl's hand.. when u first kissed her.. when everything was well.. when things were gg so so so smoothly tt u wished it will stay like tt.. life is filled with ups and downs.. there'll not be once tt everyday is sunny day.. but whenever u're down.. whenever u've a problem.. whenever sth happens.. do u stand strong after u cry n moan? or do u carry on crying n moaning n saying tt "its the end"? God place ppl around u to care n love u.. but the main decision lies with u.. to either stand strong or fall. God loves you. I love you. your friends love you. we all love you. we really do. i felt so hurt when i hear u cry over the phone.. felt so helpless not being able to help u.. i wana go over to help u with ur packing of stuffs but u rejected tt offer. i din feel hurt abt tt rejection of my offer but i feel hurt because u were so hurt.. and i could actuali feel the hurt tt u're experiencing.. i jus wana say that no matter wad.. i'll be there with u.. i'll forever be able to give u my shoulder to lean on.. a helping hand.. a comforting hug.. a tender kiss.. a lil fuzzle abt ur hair.. to hear u saying ur problems.. every every single thing.. i'll be here.. always always here.. for you.. through thick and thin.. i'll be there.. no matter the circumstances or obstacles tt u've to cross or we hafta cross.. we'll walk thru the valley of death tgt.. and im sure tt God will be there to guide us through. as we stand strong and perservere on.. nothing is too big for God. and He will never put us in a problem/issue tt its too difficult/hard for us to handle.. im sure everything will come to past. im sure everything will be fine.. im sure.. and i've faith n confidence in u.. (: *it might be after sucha long time later when u read this post.. or mayb.. u din even see it.. bcoz u jus started a blog n u dun haf internet excess yet.. thus.. u might not even see this post. but nevertheless.. i'll still blog it. so tt if one day u read thru all my post and come across this.. u'd noe tt there's this girl.. who loves and cares for u so much.. tt she actuali post a post just for u..* its my first time making potato + veg salad todae.. and i wan u to be the first to comment abt it.. even doh u might reach a lil later.. and the potato is a lil "cannot make it".. i jus hope tt this mini meal tt i've made for u will ease ur hurt a lil.. its ok if u eat a lil and not wan to eat it animore.. i dun mind.. its ok if u cant travel all the way here to eat this mini meal of mine.. i dun mind.. i can always travel over to ur place instead.. i dun mind.. i can even take a cab over.. i dun mind.. as long as i can be there for u.. nth is gonna stop me.. nth matters to me.. love covers all. baobei.. stay strong.. honey is here with you.. I love you. =) linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006 @ 11:30 PM bored bored bored.. these few days have been bored.. not VERY bored. but bored. saturday i went out with kl. sebas and ong.. suppose to meet sebas n ong at 9.30am outside my side gate but i ended up waking up at 9.30am instead. coz i fall aslp at 7am tt morning.. >.< met them at 10.10am at LJS. got a slight ear-ing (issit how u say it when ppl kinda scold u tt type?) anywae.. we had breakfast and it was yummy!! =P actualli.. i took the pic of my breakfast but..... lazy to upload it into com.. so.. hurrrr.. '=) we went to PS to get kl's gift.. got her a necklace.. the 3 of us choose tgt.. errmm.. more of a vote here n there actuali.. *hees* but it was a nice n sweet necklace.. hope she like it. (: went to habour front to meet kl at 1pm. as usual.. she was late. late queen. =/ vivocity is SUPER UMPER BIG!! gosh.. you should go there some day.. ermmm.. but if u haf a girlfriend and she LOVES to buy things with YOUR $.. den u better think twice. *grins* it has great scenery (if there isnt haze) and its realli realli very very very WOW place to be in.. enjoyed walking n slacking around there.. *hees* too bad it aint build finish yet.. but many ppl are heading there oredi.. to see see walk walk eat eat.. XD we watched scoop. wasnt a bad show but jus aint worth watching it at $10. -.-'' ong left at 5pm coz he got driving pract at 7pm.. we (kl sebas n i) headed to PS for dinner.. coz kl say her colleage jio-ing her for pub/club.. mayb she paying for me n sebas too.. aniwae.. we had mos burger teriyaki chicken burger meal.. all 3 the same. LOL. the three-some. chat n talk n blah blah blah till 7pm den we went off for a walk.. duno where to go.. coz kl's friend haven call.. den ended up not gg liaos.. *BAKA!!* =X so we walked aimlessly for about 15 mins.. suddenly.. kl suggested gg to Kbox. LOL. since sebas no objections and im ok with aniting.. we headed for Kbox at paradise center.. (was rather surprise that sebas is gg singing with us!! GOSH.) went there n blah blah blah.. each person is like $21++ if we sing till 11.30pm.. so we were a lil reluctant.. but kl say since she din treat us for dinner or pub.. she'll treat us Kbox.. *WHHHEEE* so.. yeah. got a room, but its rather small.. nvm. sebas n kl started singing first.. i was in charge of choosing the song n blah blah blah.. we enjoyed ourselves like mad.. everyone was super happy. too bad baobei wasnt here.. haas.. he'll see the crazy n fun side of me even more.. *grins* even sebas sing along with all those crazy songs.. like.. "alex tu-tuo diao".. "we will rock u".. "qi qiu".. and lots more.. we practically sing n rock our room.. LOL. we even did those hand waving gestures like we're in a concert. LOL. so fun. hehes.. first time go Kbox with sebas n kl. it was SO much fun. =D but we concluded dat it'll be much more fun if there were more ppl.. hees. missed the last train by 1min. ONE MINUTE!! *wad the....* we were outside the "tap tap" machine when we heard the train leave.. *DOTS* went back outside to think of a solution and the haze welcomed us.. >.< we were thinking and finding ways to get to sumwhere near our house den take cab home.. kl was calling up her bro to fetch us blah blah blah.. ended up taking 518 back to pasir ris.. haas.. the trip was like 45mins++.. sebas played his PSP and kl n i chat a lil.. all too tired to talk liaos.. kl got down first.. and sebas n i alighted at the next stop. went to withdraw money n we took cab back. oh.. sebas was staying at my house for the night. so yah.. reached my house at 1.15am-1.30am.. talk n chat with my bro n sorts.. den sebas started playing com.. bro played sebas PSP.. i slacked on the bed.. (i was suppose to do my essay but wasnt in the mood. HAA.) sebas did a blog and sort.. did my essay at 4am lidat when sebas n bro fall asleep at 3.30am.. fell aslp at 5am++ at my parents room. woke up at 8am and sebas wasnt awake yet.. so i continued slping.. this time at my grandma's bed. sebas woke me up at 9am+++ and den i sent him outta my balcony gate and went back to slp on my bed. (sebas was slping on my bed thus i went about slping on other ppl's bed. hurrr.. '=)) woke up at 4pm lidat and rush my essay like mad.. *forget wad i did for the day. mayb jus rushing essay* aniwae.. baobei stayed at my house for the night tt day. LOL. my house like chalet huh? *grins* had a fun tim tt night i rmb.. played monopoly with baobei n bro thruout the night till 3am+ den changed to Uno.. my bro suppose to have school the next day but he on "MC". im his "mum" for the day.. wadever. aniwae.. we ton till 5am+++ and den we slept like pigs. (shant tell u where we slept and how we slept.) OPPS. =X woke up here n den to check on baobei.. happy to see tt he slept like a pig too. LOL. i woke up first.. at 12.30pm and den my bro opened his eyes and said.. "HUH! afternoon oredi ar?" after a while.. (maybe coz i steer too much or the conversation with my bro).. baobei woke up. hehes. the look on his face is SO cute!!! should see his face when he wake up.. so blurr and grumppy.. din even want to wake up. haas.. he sank his head into my pillow once he saw my bro n i looking at him.. LOL. *forget wad we did for the day again* i only rmbed finishing my essay after i woke up and den i tried memorising the essay when baobei n bro played Audition.. den baobei sent me to lrt there n he headed to his grandma house.. had the essay test.. blah blah blahh.. came back to look for baobei. den blah blah blah blah blahh.. todae suppose to wake up at 8.30am but i woke up earlier. 7am. coz write "parents letter" for my bro.. den msg baobei to wake him up.. waited for another 10mins on bed and i fell aslp after not recieving any replies.. ended up waking up at 12pm.. haas!! by den.. baobei jus wake up not long too. *grins* he still say he'll reach my house at 9am. LOL. piggy.. =P had sakae sushi todae with baobei n bro. LOL. took pics and chat n had fun in there.. blah blah blah.. came back all like bloated floats.. throw inside swimming pool can float immediately.. HAHA.. and here i am.. discussing stupid MBY lab report online with 4 different classmates.. with addition of 1 schoolmate.. 1 friend.. and 1 kongx2 ah gong.. LOL. busy woman huh?? LOL. aniawe.. off to do my report liaos.. finally asked n figured out everything for part 2 liaos.. *BIG phew* okkie.. there i go.. off to do my report liaos.. chaoss!! p.s: sorry mashie ah gong.. reali busy with school work. promise to chat with u next time kkae?? *grins* its bad having this feeling. or this thought. or aniting tts gotta do with him. i have to get away from it before i sink deeper and deeper into it.. its still earli.. coz i still have a duration of 2 years with him.. provided no one remodule. thus.. its time.. to focus on my schoolwork. find a job. and be content with sumone who loves me wholeheartedly.. my baobei. =) one more night which i've to slp at 5am++ and wake up early.. for schoolwork. again. -.-'' linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Sunday, October 15, 2006 @ 6:07 PM jus disappointed life is filled with so much disappointment. no matter issit family member.. relatives.. sumone close.. or friends.. its just so....... *hais* ppl jus dun take responsible.. dun take initiative.. they simply dun think!! :( alrite.. mayb im the one who's selfish n self-centered. wadever. bye! mus tt "yanlin" arise from the dead again?? *sigh* i wish not.. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Saturday, October 14, 2006 @ 5:36 AM outing to JP. (: firstly.. i wana wish two pretty ladies HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! (: they are kl (my best friend) and phoebe (one of the recent friends tt i gotta noe, yet friendly and crazy like me.) LOL. here i am again.. its 5.30am now and im still widely awake but with nth in my head. *YIKES* im SO dead. only half way thru my essay.. *BIG sigh* its SATURDAY and my test is on MONDAY!!! *faints* lemmi update abt todae.. (summarized) - went out with baobei to JP. - took from sk-outram and outram-BL (boon lay). - i ate subway, cold cut trio!! - watched Rob-B-Hood with baobei. - tickled. luffed. joke. post-for-pic. in train with baobei.. - and den from BL - pasir ris and den 88 back. LOL. XD we had a super fun day.. baobei picked me up at my side gate and den we went to JP (jurong point) to shop shop slack slack eat eat. we wanted to eat pastamania but ended up having subway coz partly we cant seem to find pastamania and another reason is that subway is more healthy and filling.. (we're starving).. i had cold cut trio (my fav) and baobei ordered meatball marinara which he'd been dying to try.. we shared 6 inch of it (oh! we ordered 1 foot long each. hees.) and happily chucked down the subbies.. *YUMMYY* wad luxuryy.. *drools* watched Rob-B-Hood and its VERY funny n touching as well. love the baby SO much..!!! its reali worth watching it man.. catch it sumtime when u're free yahh? (: if no one accompany you.. im always available.. you jus hafta pay for my food n movie tix. =X sent baobei back home coz he super tired.. poor boy. stayed at his house for a while den headed off to meet my bro at mac. saw ner (my handsome neighbour cum ex-cellgrp member) when i was waiting for my bro at the side gate.. my bro treated me and himself one large fries each.. *yeahh!!* =D (after eating n blah blah blahh..) while waiting for my bro to play audition, kongx2 and dota from 12am-4am.. in the meantime.... (12am - 1am) i msged kl n phoebe wishing them happy birthday.. den i started chatting with sebas kor on phone regarding kl's birthday mini outing tml (which is todae sat).. bcoz we (sebas kor n i) have not met up for quite a while.. there was SO many things to chat that we kept talking about other stuffs other den the main pt - which is kl's birthday present and wad time to meet blah blah blahh.. ended up planning and confirming everything at about 12.45am and den i msg kl to tell her wad time to meet again. oh!! we're planning to go to Vivo City btw.. *grins* ` i miss baobeii.. (1am-2am) i took out my essay to read.. message baobei.. cut my nails.. help my bro stretch his back.. hear my bro blab about his audition, kongx2 and dota skills.. (mostly dota).. packed my bag.. plan to spend the night.. plan on how to design kl's card.. ` im missing baobeii.. (2am-3am) i remove my polished nail colours on both my fingers n toes.. went to the bathroom to soak them for a while.. *BLAH BLAH BLAH* and re-painted them. its very very very colourful now. *BIG grin* XD ` still missing baobeii.. (3am-4am) air dried my nails.. watched my bro continue playing dota.. ask him stupid Qs.. he answered even stupid-er answers.. i pinched his fats.. (opps!).. he threw pillows at me.. i slacked.. took pics of my nails.. continue reading my essay.. ` nv once stop missing baobeii.. (4am-5am) finally bro got tired.. went to bed.. i took over.. went into msn see see. no one. next checkpoint.. friendster. blogger. email. friendster - wrote few testi for ppl. edit my profile. added new pic. blogger - this post is wad im doing.. -.-'' email - checked my emails and cleared junk mails. after doing those stuffs.. i still continued reading my essay. so unlinked. so off. so.. so.. so.. ARGGHH!! i hate it. im not done with it yett!!! >.< ` endless time missing baobeii.. (till now..) i've not added new stuffs into my essay.. im cracking my brains abt wad to get for kl.. i've not start doing the card for kl.. my bladder is bursting but grandma is in the toilet.. bro snoring like a pig + curl up like a prawn.. im waiting for time to pass.. (its 6.02am now).. meeting ong n sebas at 9.30am.. plan to start doing the essay later at night coz todae whole day packed.. plan to start doing the card at 6.30am latest coz no more time liaos.. ` have not stop missing baobeii since 12am.. *silly smile* hey YOU! dun be jealous.. LOL. one day, you'll have sumone who'll miss you tt much too.. (: guess i'll stop here for now.. will get cracking with kl's card.. and den go for a dip in the pool (if there's still time) before bathing and get dressed to meet sebas kor n ong for breakfast.. *wheee* ` I MISS BAOBEI LOTS!! >.< the way he look at me.. with those cheeky n loving eyes.. it melts me.. (: u soften my heart with ur love.. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Thursday, October 12, 2006 @ 6:54 PM im in school. LOL. pika pika!! LOL. im in school now. hees.. (: will be posting a rather short message.. coz lesson gonna start liaos.. >.< tamm buying bubble tea to drink later.. and asked if i wana drink too.. *grins* OF COZ i wan.. LOL. i ordered milk tea with pearl.. *slurp* =P beside me is one of my classmate.. but i duno him well.. i think his name is rongzan (if i aint wrong) LOL. he super duper hardworking lor.. he's doing his MBY pract 1 research.. *oh boyy* makes me feel sucha slacker.. *YIKES* oh well.. guess i'll do my essay later in the night.. or else i wun have time to do le.. not onli do we hafta write the essay.. we've to memorise it too.. its a test. o.O'' oh well.. its 6.56pm now.. guess i'll get gg soon.. that hardworking guy is still doing his research and etc etc etc.. and his handwriting is SSOOO small!! aniwae.. not my prob. haha. =X okkie.. time to go.. bye all. will miss ya. *muacks* time to see Dr Rust again, selin. LOL. =X linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 4:50 AM short post for todae. wwwhhheeeee~!!! i've jus watched finish naruto episode 13-24.. XD its rather short doh.. thot it will last me till 6am++ (as planned) but it only took me 4hrs lidat.. started watching with my bro at 12.30am.. and it ended at 4.30am.. bro fall asleep at the last disc.. who ask him to lie on the bed.. orr-bii-gud.. =X well.. this few episodes are not bad.. got rather interesting parts.. but the first disc was rather boring. LOL. its always the case.. 6 disc. 12 episode.. the last episode ALWAYS stop at the interesting part one.. >.< previously is when they were fighting with zabuza.. and this time round is when they're having their chuunin exam!! *YIKE* aniwae.. wana thank jason for lending me the discs once again.. (: but i think i can rent it myself next time.. jus in case of misunderstandings or sth.. guess u should roughly know wad i mean.. thanks aniwae. i appreciate that. (: planned to haf breakfast with baobei at 7am and den "san(4) san(4) bu(4)" around sk.. den go home at 9am to take my sch things + swimming things and den head to bedok.. wana go for a dip or sth.. *hees* think i'll float instead.. =X baobei say he might join me if he can find his shorts. LOL. if cannot.. den too bad.. *bleahs* aniwae.. hope i wun be too tired after the whole day.. coz i wun be slping till i meet baobei for breakfast.. (provided he can wake up..) if not.. i better dun lie on my bed or i'll be a goner and sleep till 3pm++ again.. =P im so dead. i haven started doing my essay or finding a job. *BIGGEST sigh of all the sighs i had* :( its so so so bad. essay is still rather ok bahh.. i can rush during sat n sun.. BUT job... *HAIS* dun talk abt it.. guess i'll go take my driving liscene thingy next week.. after my essay test. at least destress a lil.. if not.. im afraid i might go crazy.. :( the fact that im not tired at all and not able to slp is partly because of the haze.. but now that the haze is partially gone.. why am i still in this situation?? :( must be finances.. *grimmace* fine. im lazy. im purely way TOO lazy. :( gotta buck up le. and this figure of mine.. is a BIG NO-NO!! *SIGH* im growing in width every single day.. wads wrong with me!! *arghh* hate it hate it hate it!! alright.. im off. FED UP WITH MYSELF. *ARGH!!* symtimes.. i jus cant stand the pressure around me. :'( linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006 @ 2:36 AM jus for fun of it. bored!! >< err.. jus for fun. i was bored. so... yup. hurrr '=P hope u enjoy the stay.. =X  tamm selin and mi in lab hving lessons. hees.  tamm me n ngee - journey back home.. wads tt brown thing on ngee's head? woots*  horr horrr!! tamm slpin in class.. wwwoooo.. i LOVE her GREEN hair.. hees. (:  love the cap im trying on. who's tt stranger behind me?? *YIKES!* oh.. its ngee in disguise. LOL.  ZOOM in of the cap.. (got the hint?) LOL. =X #$##%$^%&*^(*$%#%^# stupid blogger dun lemmi upload pic again.. zzz. will stop here. frustrated larr.. *BISHH* stompp awayyy.. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 1:06 AM jus an update. todae todae todae.. hmmm.. wad should i blog for now.. *think think* bbbrraaaggghh!! anihow blog larrr.. no sequencing.. hees. =P hmm.. baobei din send me to school todae.. coz he'd stomach ache.. think he ate sth wrong or too hungry den suddenly eat so much.. >.< i went to school and cough my way there.. was rushing like mad coz i ended up falling aslp on my bro's bed while coaxing baobei to slp on my bed.. (actuali.. he was already asleep. i jus sang him a lullaby. dats all.) hees. =X woke up when my grandma woke both of us up, saying its 5.30pm oredi!! LOL. we scuttered up and was moving around the house like some blurr-blockk.. almost crashing into each other like 4-5 times in a min? LOL. sotonggg~ >.< was late for sch.. suppose to reach by 6.30pm and start at 6.30pm.. but i was the 2nd there~ *woots* tamm was the first. LOL. she from kovan pia to queenstown.. onli using 12mins!! powder!!! =X lab was rather dry.. but super busy.. and quite DL. or rather.. super DL. *BIG sigh* you should see some of my classmates face. LOL. super DL. the bird-face come out liaos.. WUAHAHAHAA. opps. hurrr '=) we started at 6.45pm lidat and end at 10.30pm. wad the *toot* *toot* *toot*.. tiring lehh.. summore im still coughing.. and no water allowed in lab.. and too busy to go out for a drink or even the toilet.. *woots* it was a torture...... :( now is like super stress.. most impt.. in sequence and piriority now.. 1) DPS1 essay test on monday (16th oct 2006) 2) I NEED A PART-TIME JOB!! FOR CRYING OUT LOUD. 3) MBY pract report 1 due on wednesday (18th oct 2006) - mind you. lotsa drawing and etc etc lorr.. 4) get present for phoebe and kengling for this saturday (14th oct 2006) - broke how to buy present? *SUPER BIG sigh* 5) watch naruto till 100th episode by next week. wondering if jason say tt nike bag is the one tt i saw with ner n alan.. both of them got theirs.. mine?? far far far away.. dun think i'll ever get it. even if i finally have the money, it'll be other design and no more stock liaos. LOL. btw.. the one that i like and saw was green one.. sth like ner's n alan's nike bag.. but mine's smaller version.. hehes.. =P oh oh!! and i love GREEN!! (tamm larr.. influence me. >.<) sian arrr.. i had earli dinner at 3++ 4pm.. till now i had nothing.. *errps* bad bad bad.. nvm.. i'll go drink my fav 1litre nestle milo.. hees.. bought it this afternn at NTUC with grandma n baobei.. *slurpp* (: OH! i wana add this.. MASHIE AH GONG STILL OWE ME HIS PIC!!! *HMMPPPHHH!!!* okk.. haas... say it out liaoss.. feel much better.. LOL. so he see liaos will feel HONOURED his name is there.. LOL. opps. =X think dun disturb him liaos.. poor ah gong.. had a bad week.. but dun worry kkae? u got babe ah ma (urs faithfully) to pei ni.. *giggles* oh.. jus realised that mashie ah gong aso love mashmallow and milo.. he say he prefer ice milo.. and milo dino is his fav.. hees.. quite similar to me.. =P but i prefer BBQ melted mashmallow that baobei always make for me during BBQs.. aaawwwww.. *YUMMY!!* okok.. im drooling.. chaooss!!! (: me wan slp.. >.< me wan job.. :/ me wan you.. :'( i love.. i've loved.. im loving.. i'll still love.. YOU!! (: linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006 @ 3:55 PM spag day!! aaahhhh~ im so so so full n bloated now.. ate 1 n a 1/2 plate of spag.. *yummy* baobei ate 2 plates.. and the rest of the spag are left for my bro n grandma.. guess my bro will have a luxurious time eating the spag.. BIG bowl for him.. *grins* aniwae.. currently am blogging bcoz baobei's slping on my bed!! *woots* den i dunwan to slp on my bro's bed coz scared i fall asleep.. later have practical lessons. >.< yst i said i wana do my nails.. till now, its not done yet.. my bro larr.. @#%%#$^@$%^.. ask me do this do that.. ended up no time to do le larr.. *gggrrrrr* spent $34 on the ingredents and such on the spag.. *SOB!!* money fly fly.. >.< but its okkie.. as long as can make ppl around me happy can le.. esp baobei.. *hees* even my grandma was happy when baobei and i pei her to ntuc to buy her stuffs and our stuffs.. *wwhheeee* IM STILL SO SO SO FULL..!!! that i can ROLL!! =X *i think* rollin` awayyy... there i gggoooooo.. BBB..YYYY...EEEEEE...!!! XD linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 5:22 AM i watched finish first 12 episode of naruto!! yay!! i've watched finish 12 episode of naruto within 5hrs!! *wwweeee woooo wweeett!!* (: thanks jason for lending me the vcds. i totally love them!! *BIG grin* my bro actuali pei me watch thru out all the discs.. now den gg to slp. *woots* its 5.15am now and he've gotta wake up at 6.30am to go sch later.. uhh ohhh.. shouldnt have let him watch.. >.< i've kinda decided to try to watch finish till at least 100th episode before next friday.. coz tt's when my parents will be coming back from china.. (cant watch midnight anime) LOL. yup yupp.. (coughh coughh~) oh well.. i've to at least stay awake till 6.30 to wake my bro up.. den i'll decide whether to slp or to surf the net.. play some games.. watch another round of naruto.. or go for a dip in the pool.. hees. (: till thenn... i love naruto. sasuke. sakura. iruka. kakashi. (coz these are the few i noe for now. hees.) love naruto's sexy no jutsu.. super chio!! super powderful!! LOL. XD simply love it!! XD sumhow or rather.. im startin to become an anime frantic. *woots* =P linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Monday, October 09, 2006 @ 11:32 PM pic pic pic pic picccc.. PIG! =X pics.. pics.. pics.. and more PIGS!! =X noe im lame. but.. *hurrrr* '=)  lamerx and yukiki - maple IGN (:  baobei and honey's name.. *whee*  me in sakae eating buffet.. *yumm*  baobei eatingg.. heess.. *aaarrrrmmm!!!*  me in red poker dots hairband.. *woots* okkie.. now im gonna tempt you guys with yummy food!! *muahahahhaa* =P  wow!! so many chocolate-coated fruits!! *drools*  WOW!!! so many cakess.. *screams*  OHMYGOSH!! SO MANY donuts!!! *faints*  1 ostrich egg can feed 6 ppl. $30 per egg.. o.O'' alright alright.. guess i'll end here.. too much food.. i ownself see liaos aso wana eat.. >< chaooss.. love you. love you. love you. i love nestle 1litre packet milo too. (: linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 10:43 PM lalalaa.. duno wad to blog.. so i'll blog in a "what-comes to-mind-den-blog" manner.. so.. hope u all wun mind. hees. baobei said he'll only be sending me to queenstown but he ended up pei-ing me for dinner in school as well.. wheee!! (: we luffed our way to queenstown and rustled in the train. LOL. tickling session. =X oh oh.. he had cai fan + lemon barley and i had nasi brani + lemon tea, for dinner.. hees. (: well.. tml wanted to go JP de. but due to my constant BAD coughing.. it was cancelled by baobei.. ended up cooking spag tml instead.. hees. (: baobei say he coming over to help me with the buying of food in the morning, the cooking of the spag, setting up tables and sort, till sending me to sch in the evening.. *whee!!* XD went home with ngee todae.. had a great time chatting with her.. long time nv talk talk chat chat with her liaos.. >.< chat abt school courses and car lisense.. LOL. im gonna take it soon.. mayb next week. with phoebe and baobei bah.. hees. see how lorr.. (: wonder if im able to slp todae.. feel rather sian n tired.. but i dun feel like slping.. im coughing like mad too.. :( strepsils and chuan(1) pei(4) pi(2) pa(2) gao(1) are not helping me!! *BIG sigh* mayb polishing and cutting my nails later.. they're in those worn-out colours and teared nails.. no choice lor.. hafta ownself hands on.. no $ to do medi n pedicure.. no sponsors either.. :( wanted to go to cheers later.. but my bro like dunwan to go leh.. he's currently putting in the bedsheets and chatting on the phone and sending pic via bluetooth.. LOL. super multitask huh?? wonder if he'll grow up multitask still. most ppl say men cant multitask.. hehe.. my bro is a boy still.. sweet16. LOL. no wonder can multitask. =X okkiee.. i duno wad i wana type le. think i'll stop here for now.. *dots* my bro is flirting with a girl called A when he's already attached with M. stupid bro. -.-'' p.s: hope there'll be more ppl to tag my tagboard.. if not.. its always so boring.. *BIG sigh* aniwae.. so long...!! (: its time to plan which labtop to buy.. (any sponsors?) =X just kiddingg.. im not so greedy. (: linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 4:11 PM monday blues im having slight monday blues.. :( duno why but i jus feel moody.. jus hope that tml will be a better day.. going to somewhere far (journey duration: about 1hr 15-30mins) to catch a movie n jalan jalan.. really hope that everything will be fine and going smoothly tml.. >< kl called me this afternn to jio me out on sat.. its her birthday.. how can dun go sia.. my bestfriend lehh.. but yet again.. she sounded disappointed to ask whether i'll be having cell on tt day.. me myself has been thinking too.. should i or should i not go? *BIG sigh* everytime events crush tgt.. there i go.. hay-wire and major headache.. :( todae is ngee's first day back in sch. haas. so long nv see her liaos.. hope she's doing fine.. (: jus hope that todae DPS will end super duper earli.. coz i wana go home slp earli.. so that tml can wake up on time and go out and have fun.. hees. xD blah blah blahh.. guess i'll get back to my tutorial 4 liaos.. hvn do finish yet. later hafta discuss in class one.. >< 20mins for me to do finish before i bath and prepare and go to sch.. *errpps* bye ppl.. with love. *hugs* (: somewhere over the rainbow... linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 12:04 AM pic pic n more pics!!! xP here i am again.. as promised.. i'll upload pic when im free.. so since i'll be alone playing kongx2, why not dun play.. and blog instead. (: hope you all will enjoy ur stay here.. hehes.  vesireans!! xD  MDIS sisters!! =p  N249!! *whhheeee*  FUBD0 0505A.. =D  gee n me-Q`ing outside hall8.  gee n me again-in hall7.  my bestfriend.. crist. (:  shuting n me-in hall8.  me n my bro-ssshhhhh..  my wedding ceremony in maple. <3 i noe its a lil too lil.. haas. but the prob is i duno how to use those photoshop or those photobucket thingy.. if anione noe abt it.. please be kind enough to teach me kkae?? *smiles* still feeling awake but having slight headache.. :( hope by tml i'll be fine. thank God for answering my prayers. the haze did went down. by 3 folds!! WOW. Praise the Lord. (: there's a mini tuitorial to finish by tml. ( i mean todae, offically, 9th).. and a lab report to be handed up by the following day, 10th. and den there'll be an essay test on next monday.. >.< sorry baby.. might not be able to pei ni so often le worr.. but i promise i'll pei u more next week. (: sth to confess: ever since we quarrelled.. felt tt we're not as close as ever. mayb its jus me.. or.. both of us. but its as doh there's sth between us. a mis-trust. or rather, we take caution upon each other.. *i wonder i wonder i wonder* thing is.. i feel bad n guilty.. coz i feel that most of them are my fault. yet.. i still get hurt so easily.. sumtimes i wonder should i share with u my feelings or should i jus swallow it down? wad if i share and u start to feel guilty and bad abt urself?? wad if i dun share and u noe it at a later time, would it be my fault for kiping things from u?? *BIG sigh* i wonder.. i wonder.. i wonder.. u're forever in my heart.. i love you. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Sunday, October 08, 2006 @ 4:18 AM arghh!! aarrggghhh!!! >.<> hate hate hate.. arggghhhh!! waste my time.. and make me rush like siao ting tong.. :( later gg for svc.. hope i dun slp inside the hall.. have been coughing after i left the phone.. eewww. had a nice time chatting for a few hrs with sumone todae.. (u noe who u are.. =)) chat abt quite a list of stuffs. LOL. aniwae.. im off to bed. pray that the haze will GO AWAY NOW!! >.< or at least lessen down for the whole day of tml.. PPPUUHHh- LLEAASSEee.. my throat is going to give way soon.. and there goes my sweet and lovely voice. (i wish!) LOL. hope mum n dad are enjoying themselves over at china and nth bad is happening to them.. pray that weather is fine there and none of them will catch any viruses or illness there.. (: love u both.. <3 haze haze go away.. come again another year.. singaporeans want to play.. haze haze.. go away.... i'll blog tml again if im home earli.. promise. (: i miss baobei. hope he's slping soundly like a baby.. *hugs* linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Saturday, October 07, 2006 @ 10:31 PM 7th oct. BAD haze. i hate the haze. PSI 150!! wad the.. aniwae.. todae wasnt a really good day.. din start off well. din end it well either.. shant go into details. only best part abt the day is i met catherine at hougang when i went to hougang to eat at the "famous western" place, near hougang plaza there. she's my ex-colleage btw. (: she treated my bro and i our black pepper pork and black pepper steak respectively.. which cost $14 in total. hehes. was sucha coincidence.. i even order our meal from her husband!! *wow* had a lil chat with her and den we headed to NTUC to buy drinks.. 2 1litre each milo packet. a twin-pkt 1litre each nutrisoy drink and a 1litre yogult.. *yummy!!* i paid $10 and my bro paid the rest.. it was $13.35.. ><> $17!! i was so shocked when i heard the price.. woots* poor me.. pocket is already so tight.. now its even worst.. I NEED A JOB.. DESPERATELY!! :( guess i'll stop here for the day.. nth much to type le. should i or should i not go tml? i feel unlove.. except for jon n joel. esp jon. u made me feel loved. thanks bro. u're forever a sweet bro. thank God for you. (: duno why todae i feel so unlove and extrememly neglected.. *BIG sigh* aniwae.. nvm. :( till then.... crushed. shattered. im so not me. :( linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 1:53 PM updates abt 6th oct. parents went to china. todae morning at 2.20am, my parents left for china. holidae. my grandma, bro and i went to the airport to send them off at 12pm and slack there till 1.15am when they check in. took cab home and the fare is $17.10. before that, i bought 2 ice blends to share between my family. a chocolate mocha frappe and a crunchy espresso frappe. which in total cost $11.80. yikes!! ><> $38.90. *rraawwrrr* before that.. which is 6th oct, fridae. went out with 2 pretty ladies n 2 handsome guys.. phoebe, kaserin, ron and alan. (: had a super fun time with them. first we met up at PS at 1.30pm, but phoebe will be late.. so we went to the flee market there to eat. ron n i had nasi lemak thingy and kaserin n alan had jap meal. after our lunch, we went to cine to slack. found out a super umper cool place to chill out. hehe. (: went into a jap shop with kaserin n shop with her.. the guys got bored and went to see ppl play lan instead.. *guys~* =x we den walk back to PS to meet phoebe. poor girl. she's sick due to the haze.. its not only her now, ron, alan n me aso got it. its either coughing, throat irritation, flu or fever.. *yucks* after meeting phoebe, we went to SSC to par pool. the waiting list was long. 4 ppl before us. so we waited. the guys got a lil restless and went to play K.O.F or sth lidat.. when they came back, the list was 2 more ppl before us. so they played chess, ron's one.. we gathered chairs around and played chess while waiting.. the first round were the guys. funny scene doh. like ah peh(s) playing tt type. LOL. *whoops* finally, its our turn. we play tag-team in the first few rounds and den took turns to play 1V1. it wasnt tt bad doh.. jus tt my skill sucks. purely sucks.. *BIG sigh* but it was fun. really fun. coz its like a new level of bonding for all of us.. (: played for about 2hrs++. $15.80. hees.. so each onli pay $3.15.. *sweet* we den vote for where to eat n such. and KOPITIAM won. LOL. kaserin ate student meal beef blogonise, phoebe ate yong tau fu soup, i ate beef noodles, alan ate ban mian and ron ate duck rice.. after our meal, alan bought extra 3 sushi and phoebe bought ice kachang to eat. the guys went shopping / walk walk while phoebe ate her ice kachang. we (the girls), headed to the arcade and had fun watching ppl play.. there's 2 two machines there.. which gives Jackpot prizes but spend tonns of money.. we saw a couple who won Jackpot twice and ended up with a NTUC plastic bags filled with sweets tat are TOO much to contain. its those game where u scoop up sweets and allow them to be pushed down tt type, if u noe wad i mean. (sorry. bad at explaining. hurrr. '=)) met the guys there when phoebe n kaserin was playing DDR. there was a mini video-ing session and i was one of the culprit.. *opps!!* aniwae, im a accomplice. the mastermind was alan. =x we (alan, ron n i) played drum.. den we went down to meet kaserin n phoebe at cartel. to haf desserts n cakes. wheee!! (: there was a lil misunderstanding in cartel due to BAD communication of cartel workers. aniwae, it was finally sort-ed out. the misunderstanding was because we wanted a candle litted up on kaserin's birthday cake.. giving her a surprise for short. haas. we (the rest of us excluding kaserin) had a hard time passing the message of singing happy birthday song to kaserin n about the cake thingy.. coz it was rather a last min thing planned by phoebe. but everything turned out fine and kaserin was touched. (she should, actually.. coz got two guys sitting in front of her and singing happy birthday song to her lehhhh.. dun play play hor..) bleahs. the haze was super umper hazy yst.. and it was further confirmed when phoebe's mum msg her saying tt yst's haze was the bad-of-the-baddest of all. (wad england is tat) -.-'' we send phoebe off her bus 14 and the rest of us headed to the mrt station.. alan, kaserin n i walked towards the NSL and parted with ron coz he's heading towards the NEL.. kaserin headed towards jurong east while me n alan headed towards marina bay.. had a rather relatively quiet journey back with alan in the train.. reached T2 at 12am to meet my family members.. not bad.. im on time. (: blah blahh blahhh.. reached home at 2am lidat.. but i wasnt able to slp till 3am++ 4am.. :( due to the haze and such.. i've breathing difficulties and feel v uncomfortable.. *sobb* woke up at 1pm lidat this morning.. and cough my lungs out. >< now my throat still hurts. wonder wad to eat later. im hungry yet my throat is killing me.. *cry cry cry* feel so pathetic. LOL. baobei is aso sick.. came down with flu and fever.. poor thing.. he'll be staying home the whole day todae.. not gg to POP excel.. sorry sweetheart.. not able to take care of u the whole day todae.. i've cell later.. but i promise to come back ASAP to see u kkae?? *muacks* love u baby.. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Friday, October 06, 2006 @ 6:07 AM its 6am n im still not asleep. so bored.. morning.. to me. myself. anione. everyone. its slightly passed 6am and here i am. still awake. wads wrong? i duno. im tired yet unable to slp. i heed baobei's advice and lied in bed so i'd eventually fall aslp.. but i din. in fact, i lied on bed for a solid 1hr 30mins and still, unable to slp. wad the.. i was so so so bored tt i got up and cooked at 4am.. cambelle soup. *yummy* finish cooking, eating and cleaning by 5am. came back to the room and read storybks.. hoping that i'll be weary and go to bed. unfortunately, i tossed around like sum food on a bbq pit instead. yikes! >< there's some impt (VERY impt) things to do but i din have the mood n creativity to think of nice stuffs to write or draw. thus, i din touch the "future-masterpiece" at all. *BIG sigh* i wasted like half an hour staring at my essay Q for DPS. blank. *mental sigh* decided to fore go the essay and starting blog-sighting.. scanning thru every single person's link on my blog and see if i'd leave a fingerprint or footprint behind. (tag for short) i cant believe dat i was so bored tt i actualli did tt.. gosh. i've to wake up at like, 9am? coz gotta leave house at 10am+ for mayb earli breakfast den shop for kaserin n winnie's present? how am i gonna slp and wake up by 9am? *dots* im like so so so super-umper tired now.. guess i can scare a ghost instead of her scaring me. hope baobei wun be mad at me for not slping.. i din mean to. i dun wan to, either. had this love for full metal alchemist. mayb its because its the first anime dat i watched for 13 over episodes. LOL. i noe its insane n crappy. ppl watch naruto n bleach n other anime for more den 100 till even 200+++ episodes. and here is this noobie girl saying full metal alchemist is nice coz she watched it for over 13 episodes. well.. cant blame me. its the first wad.. and moreover, i love the way Ed is sensitive about the word "small" or "short". and not to mention Al, who is Ed's younger bro, in a HUGE metal armour, who's always so cute and adorable. aaawwwww.. love those two guys. make my day by seeing them. *grins* now im thinking of how to pass 3 n a 1/2hrs till 10am. i dun think baobei will wake up tat earli.. and im reali reali REALLY afraid dat i might fall asleep unconsiously or wadsoever.. my mind is like blank. except for a few words like.. bed. boaster. pillow. blanket. sleep. bed. boaster. pillow. blanket. sleep. and round and round it goes in my mind... currently, i am stoning. previously, im stoning too. wad i see later in the 3 n a 1/2 hrs is aso stoning, stoning, and more stoning. or worst, sleep. guess i should not blab on animore.. and for goodness sake. my two fingers are still numb!! *screams* i need some slp or i guess i'll faint even before i send my parents off to china at 12 midnight later.. *HUGE sigh* i wan my baobei. i miss my baobei. i wan.. i wan.. i wan.. *snooze* linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Thursday, October 05, 2006 @ 10:19 PM 5th oct 06. im proud of myself. (: the day for me is short todae. so i will not be blogging alot. jus a short one. coz my fingers are numb n painful. but no worries.. i'll explain why later. (: i woke up at 2.58pm todae.. slept at 3am++, 4am lidat i think.. promised sumone i'll slp earli but my apologies.. recently i have this prob of slping once im on bed. even doh im tired, i have a difficulty slping. thus, i guess i took about 1/2 hr to fall asleep. or sumwhere there. aniwae.. i did sleep. and i slept more den 8hrs. yoohooo!! (: played kongx2 with ah gong mashie and baby.. it was fun.. jus tt baby n mashie ah gong forever, (and i mean FOREVER) quarrelling.. *BIG sigh* wonder when will they actually STOP quarrelling. >< left mashie ah gong n kongx2 at 4.15pm and went to bath coz i'll be meeting baby to makan before i go school.. oh. we also made mashie ah gong jealous n hungry by saying that we'll be having our dinner soon.. and its LJS!! LOL. poor mashie ah gong. but nvm lar. he always bully baby in kongx2 and bully me in msn. so.. hmmpphh!! beli-gud. *bleahs* read the new-borrowed strybk on my way to school. reached school at 6.45pm and i was the first to reach class. not even the lecturer or lab technician was there. woots* -.-'' todae's lab was abt which blood type etc.. and thank u very much.. my lovely group mates selin n tamm, having each AB n O respectively, have nth much in adding spice to the practical as its to find out the individuals blood type. and "fortunate" me dun noe my blood type.. so i got the jackpot. >< was scared in te beginning oredi and tamm added on by saying it hurts more den the blood donation one.. *errpps* i only donated blood once and i fainted for an hr plus after donating. LOL. superb experience. =x well, i still went ahead with the pricking of mid-finger still.. dino i shouldnt wipe alcohol swap first.. ended up flooding my whole mid finger with my PRECIOUS blood. LOL. had a mini commercial in class. and Dr.Rust, our lovely selin's fav cum handsome lecturer was saying "OH GOSH. shouldnt have let u girls do it first." and my blood was still oozing out. LOL. had fun doh. =x bcoz of the commercial, my blood dried up liaos. no more blood to "donate" to the tube. and jackpot AGAIN. i have to prick another finger to "donate" another drop of blood. (even toto or 4D aso not so "zhun" lar!!) *faints* let out a slight scream n gasped at my own scream when tamm was abt to prick my forth finger n i was busy talking. LOL. ended up donated TWICE but am proud of myself. hehe. (: even doh my fingers are still a lil numb, i dun reali mind doh. im a brave girl. wuahahahhaa. =D am thinking whether to slp tonight or not.. coz gotta wake up earli the next day. go shop for kaserin n winnie's present den meet up with the hunks n babes at 1.30pm at PS. den 12 midnight reach airport sent parents off their flight to china at 2am, with bro.. later will take cab back home with bro (im paying for the cab fare for ur info. any sponsors?) =x so am thinking still.. should i slp or not. really afraid i'll overslept. it wun be nice coz i hvn get a present yet.. >< guess i'll stop here.. still have to get to my emails n send some stuffs over to tamm n selin. till then.. im a happy girl todae coz im kinda proud of my lil pricked fingers. (: linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 2:16 AM a lil update of tues and wed. firstly.. HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY JIEYING!! *muacks* todae is my cellgroup leader's birthday.. aawwww.. how time flies.. it has oredi been 3yrs since i first know her.. love u babe.. stay pretty and grow prettier.. and may u be who u always wanted to be. esp in ur walk with God. *hugs* (: back to me. back to me. its 2.12am now and here i am blogging. *errpss* a lil off.. i noe. but still.... i jus finish with my new blog!! of coz mus blog a lil right?? *hahas* oh well.. a lil update bout wad happen on tues 3rd and wed 4th. on the 3rd, i i slept in 8am in the morning and woke up at 4pm in the afternoon.. den i went to have lunch with baobei and headed to play bb with alan n friends. they played from 7.30-10pm. i played from 8.30-10pm, with 1 or 2 mini breaks in between. its a rather long time since i last played bb.. felt shiok man!! xD and i scored quite alot worrs. LOL. went to blk 85 there to eat famous ba chok mee.. *yummy!!* simply delicious i tell uu.. by thinking of it makes me drool oredii.. >< okkie.. lets move on to the next day or my keyboard will be filled by drools. 4th oct.. after a bath from bb last night, i slpt at 2am in the morning and woke up at 4pm again!! LOL. took a quick shower and went to eat with baobei at rvm. went to school while baobei went to play bb with alan. reached school rather early to see monday's bacteria culture. selin n tamm's one so nice n neat. mine like duno wad. woots* lecture was boring. or rather, i was sad + moody + everything jumber up tgt. i did pay attention. really. esp the first lecture of the class. i scored full marks for the mini quiz. woots* took train towards pasir ris with hana, michelle, ah seng, serin, pink lady, serin's girl-friend, daniel and toh ying. i alighted at bedok to meet baobei under his blk to tk bus back to sk tgt. on the way home, baobei kept nodding his head off.. poor thing. he mus be real tired dat he din even hv the strength to answer back. send him to the lift even doh he wanted to send me home.. walked back home after tat and headed straight for the shower. it was a humid night. and poof! here i am blogging, chatting on msn with jason n ah gong mashhie and watching a you-tube video which jason introduced. (: dun think i'll be slping tonight.. or rather, dun think i'll be slping that early tonight.. have lotsa things to do and lotsa things to think.. baobei say he might be staying over at alan's house tml. oh well.. im so gonna miss him tml.. hope we'll be watching movie tml too. *hugs* my pillow n boasters are calling out to me.. but i've more impt things to do bcoz i dun have much time left.. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Tuesday, October 03, 2006 @ 4:10 PM am i having partial isommia or sth? wow. i actuali slept at 8am todae.. and i woke up at 4pm. now im like gong gong blurr blurr one. in simple terms, stoning. going to go out soon. waiting for the toilet. grandma, bro n me are snatching for the toilet.. 1 down.. 1 more to go before my turn.. hope they'll be quick. later gg to play bb.. wonder if i haf the strength to play.. jus hope tt i wun get hit by the ball while playing.. *yawns* i suddenly realised tt this blog is cute, but like not related to me. coz i've the love tat i wan.. and the sign off part is "whereisyourlove". i dun seem to be able to change it.. *yikes* ><>  i feel like i need more sleep den i always have.. i want back my smooth face and bubbling eyes.. >< linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 5:12 AM just saying a quick hello. hiie all.. im back again. (: just wana say a quick hello and im off. did this new blog for 4 hours lidat. from 1am - 5am. =p this is the 2nd time i did a blog myself. not bad huh?? -crap- aniwae.. hope u guys like this blog den the other. lols. takkare. chaos! (: i love him. linnLOVEyou♥ |