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Tuesday, June 30, 2009 @ 1:56 PM Last Post I Blog In IMS This is the last post I will be blogging in IMS. Yesterday Donna treat me and Hana to a thai style of "restuarant" = better kopitiam.. Today Steve, Racheal and Tzi Ee treat me and Hana to the same place coz FujiXeroX de Coffeebean no gourmet. =,=" Anyway, just wana thank them for the treat. And Matt whom offered but I was "pre-booked".. I will miss all of you.. And see you all again on the (tentatively) 21st July.. Coz I will be back to have lunch with Hana, Azlinda & Khai! IN GREEN!! Hehehe.. =D I dun love IMS but at least I like SOME of the people there. =) Goodbye IMS. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Monday, June 29, 2009 @ 10:01 PM Miley Cyrus aka Hannah Montana I duno wad to blog. Or rather, Im kinda lazy la. =X Anyway, I just wana say that I like Miley Cyrus's song lyrics.. They are all very meaningful.. People might think that Hannah Montana is for kids.. But it proved me wrong when I went to watch the movie with Joce.. Currently at Ong's house with Sebas.. Coz Sebas lappie got some probbie.. So Ong trying to help him with it.. Previously we were at TM Starbucks.. There after renovation damn CHIO!! So many sockets to charge lor!! *Claps claps claps* =D Now my favourite hideout will be Starbucks TM. =P Whee whee whee.. Okie. Now Im off to enjoy my ultra late & unhealthy dinner, Long John Silver. =X Bye!~ Check out fb. I post a few albums of pictures. =D Too bad blogger cant upload alot alot at a time.. If not I will be even more frequent in blogging.. =P Till then! I saw special him yst during bball.. He wanted to get me the same earphone as him.. =X But it was for my bday pressie coz he haven got the $ to get it that time.. Even doh Im trying to let go.. There is always still a yearning I cant ignore or dey.. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Friday, June 26, 2009 @ 2:13 PM Fate or Karma? I wonder if its Fate or Karma.. Jade just mentioned that she will not be coming in later on (after lunch).. And that she will take this time + weekend to consider to take up the job not. I wasnt worried at all. Neither am I sad. Instead, I WAS THRILLED!! So darn happy (not because I can work for a longer time) but because I can leave on Tuesday with tonns of SHIT for them! WOOHOOO!! =D I guess its karma? Haha. They better pray they can find a candidate by Monday. If not.. God bless their souls. Maya is also leaving on Friday since they ask her to leave on that date too. Even doh both of us are financially kinda tight.. We do not want to be thrown around and used anymore. And we were both laughing at them (both our HR Managers) coz they looked worried. WUAHAHHAHAHA. Okie. Time to leave soon. Going to meet Aunt's family,bro, mum & grandma at J8 Cafe Cartel. =D CHAOS! P.S: Suddenly Linn feels so darn happy coz she TRASHED those hypocrites. P.P.S: Other than Anna Kim's minor part in SCARING Jade, I did scare her a lil too. =x And then she finds that the pay is too much underpaid. MUAHAHAHAH.. Oh well.. KARMA! P.P.P.S: Seriously speaking.. If Jade is coming back, I dun mind lar. Budden, JIA YOU LOH! I BO HWEE LOHHH!! WOOHOOO!! Lets party man!! =D P.P.P.P.S: If in the future I regret, also too late lar. Budden I think I wun. COZ AT LEAST I LEFT THEM. NOT THEY SACK ME! SO IM NOT A RETRENCHED!!!!! OMG. IM HYPERVENTILATING AND IM ACTUALLY ENJOYING IT!!! xD linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 12:27 PM Sad Jade came. The new Jr. Secretary I mean. Damn chio can. Hais. I feel so demoralized. She like can click with anyone lidat. Hmm... Anyway. I just feel damn sad lar. =( I wan to be with Vesire or kl or sebas.. =(( I feel so down. Argh. I suck. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Tuesday, June 23, 2009 @ 4:33 PM Duno wad Im doing I have no idea what Im doing or saying.. And it feels like shit man, I tell you. Especially when I saw winny tag the pictures of Hello Kitty thingy.. So I thought it was fun and follow suit. Ended up its like fcuk. Tag ppl at some description and it turns out like the other way round. ARGH. Shit you lar, yl. Its a terrible day. Feels damn suckish. Everything is like... Wadever lar. I feel damn suffocated. Damn shit. Great. Okie. I shall shuddap and prepare to leave work. Having the urge to delete that whole album. Spoil my day. Or rather, worsen it. FCUK YOUUU FB! Today I HATE FB! RAWR. P.S: I dun feel saint. So dun mind me. Im nuts. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Monday, June 22, 2009 @ 1:02 PM 一半 + 不要对我再说爱 言承旭 - 一半 一直等一个人 等了很久 这一长的交系 是很寂寞 春夏秋冬 我的伤痛 只有风经过 爱得深 有多深 我也不懂 你走后 我的心 变得脆弱 听一首歌 也觉得痛 但我谁也没有说 右边的座位 右边的枕头 都已经空了那么久 为你守候 那是应为 我已经看透 没有你的爱 这个我只是一半 不哭了 不笑了 会试努力我也不明白 没有人能取代 一个人的另一半 我固执的等待 等风再把你带回来.. 林凡 - 不要对我再说爱 太多爱不明不白 我还在 分手的那一天原地徘徊 太多事不明不白 不明白 这么笑着走出来 不要对我再说爱 你回来 可是过去再也回不来 不要对我再说爱 我还在 秋千上摇摆 太多人不明不白 我不想 重新开始后 还想着原来 太多人不必等待 我不能 给你确定的未来 不要对我再说爱 你回来 可是过去回不来 不要对我再说爱 我还在 秋千上来回摇摆 不要对我再说爱 我坦白 一直忘不了原来 不要对我再说爱 我害怕 我们再受到伤害 不要对我再说爱 你回来 可是过去回不来 不要对我再说爱 就让我 一个人静静摇摆 一段爱 从不明白到明白 我的眼泪才慢慢流出来 Both songs are from Hot Shot OST. Suddenly have a very strong feeling about these 2 songs so I wrote it down myself while listening.. You can try dl-ing it or listen it.. here OR here for 一半.. & here for 不要对我再说爱.. =) [editted: Added in the videos instead.. thought it might be a lil troublesome for you all.] [Added in: 一半 from here] [Added in: Another 一半 from here] [Added in: 不要对我再说爱 from here] P.S: George is inside!! Oh mannn... xD (And oh!) Not forgetting Show. So dumb but cute. =D Since we are at the topic of Hotshot.. Then lemmi add on one more which is this] [Added in: 绝对无敌 from here] & this is the one which 倪子岡 sing it in MV [Added in: 绝对无敌 from here] And my favourite GL song by 倪子岡 will be this.. P.S: The MV below is a lil... =,=" doh.. Even I first time sing in Kbox I almost fainted. [Added in: Superman from here] & this is when they won a match and then they dance.. [Added in: Superman dance by 霹雳烽火狼 from here] Last addition is for those who love Show 罗志祥 and yet haven watch 篮球火.. All those =,=" + funny + silly + shuai actions of Show will be in this video.. =) [Added in: Show in 篮球火 from here] Till then people. There is confirmed lessons today. (linn grimace: "takuu~") owell.. And I get shit stuff like helping someone whom Im not "under" him at all. Fudging hell. This is pure shit man. Looking forward to tml's dinner with Vesire. P.S: You all are entitled to join my friend's bday party on 27th June, Sat. Wana join? =P P.P.S: Can we go East Coast cycle or Sentosa instead of Alexander road? =X Just asking nia. P.P.P.S: Im addicted to Vesire. BYE! I wonder why I kept sighing.. =( linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 12:02 AM Guilty or Innocent RULE 1 You can only say Guilty or Innocent. RULE 2 You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks! Now, here's what you're supposed to do... And please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes , delete my answers, type in your answers and tag your friends to answer this. Then see what happens. -- Asked someone to marry you Innocent Kissed one of your Facebook friends Guilty Danced on a table in a bar? Innocent Ever told a lie? Guilty (LIKE DUH!) Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back? Guilty Ever kissed someone of the same sex? Innocent Kissed a picture? Guilty Slept in until 5 PM? Guilty Fallen asleep at work/school? Guilty Held a snake? Guilty Been suspended from school? Innocent Worked at a fast food restaurant? Guilty (F&B count? Like Coffeebean?) Stolen from a store? Guilty Been fired from a job? Damn! Innocent coming guilty soon. Done something you regret? Guilty Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Guilty Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Innocent Kissed in the rain? Innocent Sat on a roof top? Guilty Kissed someone you shouldn't? Innocent Sang in the shower? Guilty Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Innocent Shaved your head? Innocent Slept naked? Innocent Had a boxing membership? Innocent Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? Guilty Been in a band? Innocent Shot a gun? Innocent unless Time Crisis counts Donated Blood? Guilty Eaten alligator meat? Guilty Eaten cheesecake? Guilty Still love someone you shouldn't? Guilty Have/had a tattoo? Innocent Liked someone, but will never tell who? Guilty Been too honest? Guilty Ruined a surprise? Innocent Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you cant walk after wards? Guilty Erased someone in your friends list? Guilty Dressed in a woman's clothes (if your a guy) or man's clothes (if your a girl)? Guilty (FUN WAD!! =X) Joined a pageant? Innocent Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said? Innocent until pretty counts Had communication w/ your ex? Guilty (Hey! We are still friends can?!) Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning? Innocent A total stranger treat you by paying your jeepney/tricycle fare? Innocent Get totally angry that you cried so hard? Guilty [This just feels so... =,=" owell.. wadever. I was bored.] linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 6:07 PM Basketball Hi all. Just wana thank Shan & Liang for coming down for bball today. It was a lil far too slackish today and a lil hurry due to ______ & Father's Day celebration. Anyway, hope you both din feel too sian. =X To be honest, I really feel damn sian diao before you all came. But after that I felt much better. Really. =) Thank you both. =) P.S: Shan won me in ABC lor. DUN PLAY PLAY ARR!! =P Okie. Im off. Loves! Hope to see you all for simple dinner or hang out this weekday for dinner or sth. =) Linn is feeling much better le. Thanks for all who care. =D linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 12:48 AM Appreciation I really want to say that.. "I really appreciate the outing today despite me being a lil....... & I wana thank those whom cared and asked and tried consoling me when we met just now. Now that I think about Shell's sms.. Hunn's sayang.. Shan's eyes that tells me how much she struggle to wana care & console me but duno how... Her touch on my arm that speaks a million words.. How liang asked with concern even doh he isnt close with bestie.. I really really appreciate it. (Gimme a min. Cant help it. I'll be back).." And yup. OKie. So we met at Dhoby for movie. Jiao couldnt make it coz she got dinner with family. We watched I Love You, Man. Its a vulgarly-explicit-comedy with a hint of friendship thingy.. Kinda touching.. I almost tear during the end coz I was a lil drifting away.. Throughout the whole movie.. I dint really laugh much. Some scene was disgusting & explicit.. But some did tickles. I did pay attention to the movie.. Just that I was also blanking out here & there. I think it was rather awkward but luckily we were in the movie so it wasnt so bad.. Shell did her hair.. Goodness me! Both Michelle I know did their hair for $200. Geez.. How coincidence is that? Anyway.. Its nice and fresh! =D Of coz, it would be best if she can make it "loosen" instead of a standard side parting.. =) Oh yeah.. Also passed them the "gift" already.. And since I have given them (other than Jiao's, which is with Hunn..) I shall post the pics on the "gifts"..  The mystery "gifts" which they (Hunn, Shan & Shell) Oh-Pay-Som & Scissors-Paper-Stone that entitles them to have their chance to "choose" the "gifts" they want.. So Jiao.. The last is for you. =) P.S: Even doh Shell (or even many of you) thinks that Oh-Pay-Som & Scissors-Paper-Stone are very very childish.. But hey! At least it brings back memories when we look back k.. And Shell.. Im very proud of you.. You already "open up" more & more le!! Am happy for you as well. Up next is DANCE in club. =P  The contents.. Which I forgot to rotate the pic. Paiseh. Anyway.. Everything is the same other than the two A'zone notebook which I had some deco on it.. & the scissors. P.S: The thing I feel darn shiok is the Pilot pen.. Kaos.. So colourful can?!  These are the designs for the A4 A'zone notebooks..  & these are the designs for the A5 A'zone notebooks.. Hope they will be of good use to you all. =) Sorry liang. Din have your "gift" coz this was mentioned during Ikea trip.. Dun feel left out k? I can prepare one for you if you want.. Since you are the VIP in Vesire. =P Till then. Im trying to recover. Gimme some time. & I hope to have your understanding.. Thanks in advance.  A pic with SK the bday boy on Friday.. (The missing person in this pic is TS).. BYE. I kinda wonder if I have the "soul" to play bball tml. Scarly kena K by the ball instead.. =,=" linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Saturday, June 20, 2009 @ 2:39 PM Condolences My sincere Condolences to: 1) 小舅's father-in-law (15th June 2009) 2) Choo Keng Teck (19th June 2009) & 3) 大姐姐's father-in-law (20th June 2009) [19th June 2009] I spent the night with kl yesterday despite going to work early that day & having a helltime throughout. But still, I was glad that when I reached there, she dun look as sad as I thought she'd be. Maybe coz sebas was there. Maybe coz ong was there. But I know deep down she felt very sad. I was prepared to cry with her if she wanted/needed to. But there was no need. Instead of those solemn sitting around the table, we made some small chats & gee came alone. So in the end we sit around a lil before taking out poker to play. The time was about 12mn. Play and talk and ate peanuts.. And it lasted till 6am!! Even doh a funeral wake should be solemn and mourning.. But our table was the laughing and enjoying one. Not that we are not sad but because we choose to be happy. We want the descent family members/relatives to have their spirit lifted up. Maybe it seems rude in some other people's eyes. But I dun think the descent would want to see his kins feeling so sad & losing their smiles.. Even kl's mum was trying her best to be chatty with us and asking how are we.. But I can see she's really feeling very very down.. The way she stare into space and suddenly snap back to smile at us with a hint of sparkle in her eyes... That expression I will never ever forget.. It hurts.. Seeing her like that. Even doh ever since after secondary school grad, I never really getta see her already.. She has always been nice to me. Very friendly and funny. A lil naggy doh. But, still, a very nice lady. I still cant say that I can just forget about Kengteck even doh I met him the least outta the 3 brothers. But still, I can remember all the outings we go out tgt with kl, sebas, ong, kp, etc. And if Wrix can gimme such an amt of impact in my life.. I dun think Kengteck is an exception.. Esp when he treats me quite well.. Am suppose to meet Vesire later. Guess I will be meeting them. Pass to them the "gift" and den movie.. Then if dad confirm me & my bro hafta go to my eldest cousin's father-in-law's wake.. Then I will leave according to time.. I duno whats happening around me now. Everything seems.. Clashed. Mixed up. Jumbled up. Entangled. I cant seem to think straight. To think properly. Shall stop here. BYE. Issit normal to kept thinking/having flashbacks when one is gone? linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Friday, June 19, 2009 @ 2:29 PM ='( I feel so sad. My bestie's elder bro pass away. Even doh I've never really liked him.. But he is a very nice person. I feel very sad when I heard the news about him. Was wondering how come bestie's hp was off yesterday.. But now that I know, it strucked me. She was at the hospital yesterday. ='( Im so sad. Really so sad. Cant imagine how bestie feel. Her sibling. And cant be there for her 21st bday.. ='( Rest in peace my friend. I will always remember those days when: - I go to your house and you always welcome me - Sing Kbox together with me & bestie & your younger bro - Watch movie with sebas, me, bestie & a few of us - Coffeebean slacking time together - You, whom always carry your motorcycle helmet everywhere you go - You, whom bestie & her younger bro look so much identical to you I will miss you. May you rest in peace. God, please protect him. Even doh he is loud & somewhat vulgar, he is still a nice guy. I pray that You take care of him, guide him. I duno what else to say. Kept producing saltwater. I just wish him well.. Amen. Dun even know if I will be able to smile at sengkiat's bday party later.. Ong will drive me & sebas to bestie's house for the wake after cutting cake session. Hopefully I dun breakdown tgt with bestie later.. Till then. Life is short & filled with unexpectancy. So live it to the fullest with no regrets. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Thursday, June 18, 2009 @ 4:35 PM What am I hiding from people? What am I hiding from people? ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... EMOTIONS You tend to laugh and joke around when you are with everyone, but you feel lonely and empty when are all alone. you cry alone when you have stress and problems. you often have many problems that are bugging you, but you never show them out on your face. you are not as cheerful as they thought, but you just don't wish to spoilt the mood of everyone, hence you hide your emotions inside. you are just a weak human with feelings afterall.. WEAK HUMAN. Wah piang.. I admit I do hide emotions lar.. Budden weak. Kaos.. =/ Damn. Now Im depressed. Zzz. P.S: Vesire!! I got thing to confess. This sat got a "sudden" last min class BBQ thingy. And I suay suay got the job as the organiser coz the main organiser busy in camp or duno wad lar. So...... MAYBE I cant go Ktv/movie le. =( But of coz, you all can go ahead.. You have the vouchers. =) P.P.S: Really am hoping RZ can get the refund of the BBQ pit so that I dunnid to go leh.. =X P.P.P.S: Ok. Thats evil. Hais. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 12:42 PM 17th June 2009 And so.. 17th June 2009 has past by just like that. Hmm.. Lets start with saying.. "I had a throat infection that fateful morning" and it hurt like urgh! So I made jing1 tu1 nian4 zi3 an1, chuan1 pei4 pi2 pa1 gao1 for me to bring to work. And then.. Off I go.. Before I went straight to office, I dropped by Sun Moon to get my fruit feast.. (Its just a container of chopped mix fruits and I normally get 2 for lunch).. *YUMS* Had a few VISA application to do which I have not yet down to it yet (later hafta do le if not sure tio kan) And then I did several flight bookings for Tim, Matt & Steve.. And the rest of the day I was slacking.. Oh Oh! I did some magazine cut outs and pasted in my "Personal Memoranda".. Stuff like.. S.H.E pictures (opps).. What colour of your wall says about the "atmosphere thingy".. What are the top 4 culprits that goes straight to your waist.. How to apply make up in a few simple steps.. Sex (?) killers which brings down duno wad.. & one on Things woman do that scare men away or sth lidat.. Hmm.. And then was chatting online and nua-ing around in fb.. By 5.15pm I was outta co. and heading towards Dhoby to meet Joce for movie.. Reached there slightly earlier so I went to Dhoby Xchange to walk one round.. Then walked to POMO (previously known as Paradiz Center) to get sublad for dinner.. (Throat infection so din wana eat heaty stuffs) I got it as a meal so that during the movie I'd have a drink.. The first show was at 6.50pm - State of Play. Kinda interesting as its like you are seeing how this and that happen and everything. Its somehow like a case thingy yet its not as well. Hhmmm.. Quite OK lar.. Just that a lil lengthy until I a lil wana doze off coz yesterday really super duper tired. The next show was at 9.30pm - Ghost of Girlfriends Past. Nice movie. Very interesting. Kinda touching budden I din tear coz maybe too tired so the feelings a lil.... Sian 1/2 also. Maybe its coz normally if I see girls cry den I cry. Budden this movie is guy cry. So a lil no impact. Budden its a nice show lar. Kinda PPWEEETTT-PPPPFFHHEEEWWWW~~ =P hehehehehehe~ So by the end of the 2nd movie. Im already prepared to surrender. Super tired. And so, me & Joce walk to MRT and then parted. We mentioned that: 1) We always mentioned wana go try Astons at Cathay always never try 2) We always mentioned to eat B&J (Bens & Jerry) budden never try as well (yestday we went and realised that the price is so darn ex. We would rather buy tint from NTUC.. Much cheaper even doh the "atmosphere" is not there but still its B&J ice cream wad.... Right? =P 3) We mentioned that nowadays we 1 day watch 2 movies.. A lil scary. Hahaha. So we are cutting down to 1. 4) Next week when I meet Joce, she mentioned that she will be botak. HAHAHAHA!! NO lar!! Of coz not.. Just that she will be trimming her hair so from medium length it will become shoulder length.. So she feels kinda bald. LOL! 5) July onwards we will watch at Ehub Cathay coz Im "retrenched" already so travel all the way to Dhoby I will POK! arr.. And a lil far.. So.. Yup. =D When I reach home.. Its about 12.25am.. Saw sth interesting on bro's com.. Its called (not gonna tell u. bleah.).. Gonna ask all my close friends to dl.. Coz can mass webcam + conference + video call all tgt. Mximum participants is 6. =D Think it would be damn cool if have Vesire conference or sth lidat. So shiok lar! =D (I mean can conference and talk and webcam tgt.. Issit like skype ar? Hmm.. Forget liaos) Hehe.. Will dl and then tell them thru MSN. Muahahaha!! P.S: I din wana say the "name of the prog" here coz.. I know of a minor amt of irritating bug/sucker leeches whom only like to KOP! ideas or wadsoever benefits from ppl's blog.. So.. yup. If you wana know, lemmi know. Will tell you. Unless you are listed in one of those bugs/leeches then.. Im so sorry! =) Went to bath and then straight away K.O liao.. Yupp. Simple day. =) TOODOOOs~ Yap Yan Lin feels like going sentosa.. have a dip.. take loadsa photos.. enjoy mini picnic-potluck.. viewing the sunset.. enjoy dinner at Vivocity.. lovely!! ♥ linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Wednesday, June 17, 2009 @ 12:01 AM 2nd yr of Singlehood YAY! Linn has overcomed 2 years of singlehood and still counting. It aint easy. But at least I survived thru! =D Hmm.. Guess I will continue counting till I can set my feelings for him.. aside. =) JIAYOU YANLIN!! GO! GO! GO! WHEE~!!! linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Tuesday, June 16, 2009 @ 10:13 PM VESIRE! ALERT! ALERT! *SIREN RING ON & ON & ON..*VESIRE!! ALERT PLEASE!! BELOW ARE THE "SURPRISE" GIFTS IM GIVING YOU GIRLS THIS SAT. ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...  PLEASE VOTE: 1) YOU WANA OWNSELF CHOOSE (which most probly shell wun get the chance to choose coz she 随便 one) OR 2) I OWNSELF ANYHOW TAKE AND GIVE (please note that the only difference is the colours of 2 items. The others are all standard) OR 3) I WRITE NO. AND YOU ALL CAN "LUCKY DRAW" ON THAT DAY FOR THE ULTIMATE FAIRNESS. (psst! After opening you all wana change colour/design then change lar.. =P) P.S: Please dun too high expectation. Let me be clear. Its NOTHING MUCH AT ALL!!! Today will be a short post. Im darn tired.  This is just something I drew in my "Personal Memoranda".. =D  Grandma bought this tee (its grey) from Adelaide.. It comes with white & black too. 3 for $14.99. CAN BE COUNTED AS CHEAP HOR? The texture very 清凉 and silky silky lidat.. Feels so shiok to wear to bed with FBT leh.. OMGG!! (Budden they sure scold.. Say: "出门的衣服那里可以拿来穿去睡" but I always do so lar.. Especially those Giordano ones.. Their texture so nicey!!! xD P.S: Budden the white & black are without pattern one.. Still.. I LOVE IT!! =D Okie. Will end here. My face is giving me horror. Gonna give it some nutrients after I bath.. Let my skin soak up the moisture & replenish it. Gonna look forward to watching State of Play & Ghost of GF Past with joce tml. =D BYE! P.S: Headache lar! Everything seem to clash! RAWR!! >=[ I'm getting "retrench" way too soon.. Gonna be super duper dried up.. ='((( linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 12:26 PM Miscellanious Yada yada yada.. Dun really know what to type.. But coz the "day" is tml.. I think I should type sth. First and foremost.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JONATHAN KOR KOR & SA GU!! =D Heard from mummy its also Aunty Connie's birthday and Ji Pek's wedding anniversary.. So.. BLESSINGS TO ALL! =D Next, Went to Ikea with princesses and nic.. Had yummilicious dinner with them but my digicam failed me coz of some weird "frame no. full!" thingy. URGH! So the rest of the photos are with Shell.. (but I think she upload in fb le so will KOP! from there) OH OH!!! Talking about fb.. KAOS!! Yst when I upload Shan's surprise bday thingy that time.. Now fb can allow us to upload ALL pictures at once in which ever folder it is in!! DAMN COOL LAR!!! xD (Ok.. Maybe Im a lil; or VERY, slow.. Budden HEY! Im not the LAST lor.. Bleah!! =p) Sorry.. Nowadays super no mood leh. Sian diao. Currently looking forward is later welcome ah ma back from Aldelaide.. Only thing worrisome is quarantine since its the "swine flu" thingy.. And then tml watch movie with Joce.. Either land of the lost/ghost of gf past/state of play.. The one we "miss" out will watch with Vesire this sat using the GV voucher I gave them during my 21st. =P And then Thurs will meet sebas for bball and then some catching up session while we rest. And Friday would be...... ...... (No plans yet but most prob I might be designing or playing bball) And then Sat meet my princesses.. Sunday will have early bball and then go for dinner coz its Fathers Day.. And BAM! Its Monday yet again.. And that will be my "last week" there coz the following Tues is my last day le.. So.... Yup. Have yet to "plan" wad I wana do and etc. But am doing up my resume and sending it here and there. As spoken to Shell yst. I really wana try get into a hospital. And my "goal" is SGH. So.. Yup. Brought my "Personal Memoranda" with me today with 3 Vesire pictures in it.. 1 of which I always find it nice & funny (the racial harmony one) budden damn NERD so alot of them super dun like it.. (Psst! Dun worry lar. That one I hid it).. The other 2 is the one where we hug hug tight tight that one & the "graduation" one.. Hehe. Have always loved my this "Personal Memoranda" for a few reasons.. Its ORANGE. =x Its bought by a special someone. Its leather. Its ORANGE look like BBALL colour. =X & now, there is Vesire photo in it to "walk" my life thru with me.. So. It is the next most "important" thing to me other than my Braun Buffel wallet from Vesire, my Esprit watch from Vesire + liang + sebas + tian, my first SE W980 flip phone, my PSP which my friends "chipped" in for my 20th bday present.. The top 5 important things in my daily life. =D Yup. And with this.. I think I shall end here. =) Next Tues got dissertation lecture.. It will be the last time I see my classmates. Sure miss them like hell. Esp tamm. selin & michelle. Zzz.. And.. Hmm.. Probly hana. Since I will leave the co. before her.. So, also will seldom meet le. *Sigh* Till then. Tml is the day.. The day.. Im 2yrs single. And somehow I dun feel as sad as the year before. I feel happy & proud that I actually survived it. (Those whom "went thru" this shit will understand.) BYE~! Somehow I feel like singing K but yet dun feel like, too. WTH? =,=" linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Monday, June 15, 2009 @ 5:39 PM Humour of the day This email was sent from Ant. (short form of Anthony).. My supporting boss. (As in I support him & his division) And yup. Those in BOLD is what he said when he send me this email. HEHE! Apparently this is what passes for email humour in Singapore. All fairly scary stuff if you ask me. ;-) MEN. Thought 1 When we are born, our mothers get the compliments and the flowers. When we are married, our brides get the presents and the publicity. When we die, our widows get the life insurance. What do women want to be liberated from?!?!. Thought 2 The average man's life consists of : Twenty years of having his mother ask him where he is going, Forty years of having his wife ask the same question; and at the end, the mourners wondering too.... Thought 3 A Man was walking down a street when he heard a voice from behind, "If you take one more step, a brick will fall down on your head and kill you." The man stopped and a big brick fell right in front of him.... The man was astonished!. He went on, and after a while he was going to cross the road. Once again the voice shouted, "Stop! Stand still! If you take one more step a car will run over you, and you will die." The man did as he was instructed, just as a car came careening around the corner, barely missing him. The man asked. "Who are you?" "I am your guardian angel," the voice answered. "Oh, yeah?", the man asked : "And where the hell were you when I got married?". Thought 4 Everyone in the wedding ceremony was watching the radiant bride as her father escorted her down the aisle to give away to the groom. They reached the altar and the waiting groom; the bride kissed her father and placed some thing in his hand. Everyone in the room was wondering what was given to the father by the bride. The father could feel the suspense in the air and all eyes were on him to divulge the secret and say something. So he announced "Ladies and Gentlemen today is the luckiest day of my life." Then he raised his hands with what his daughter gave him and continued, "My daughter finally, finally returned my credit card to me...." The whole audience including the priest erupted in laughter...... All except the poor Groom !. I will miss all my close colleagues when I leave IMS. =( linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 3:57 PM Top 30s in my HEAD Can you name 30 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 30 people. No cheating! 1. kl 2. sebas 3. ong 4. tian 5. yong 6. ron 7. shell 8. jiao 9. hunn 10. shan 11. liang 12. candy 13. hana 14. az 15. khai 16. tamm 17. selin 18. ngee 19. seng 20. michelle 21. alvin 22. sam 23. shuu 24. gee 25. jason 26. ner 27. eugene 28. joce 29. maya 30. ken THE QUESTIONS: • How did you meet 10? (shan) In seconday school. =D • What would you do if you had never met 6? (ron) I guess I will never know whats love. • What would you do if 20 and 15 dated? (michelle and khai) SHOCK?! coz they are both girls and are straight. • If you could marry between 6 and 14, who will it be? (ron and az) The guy. • Did you ever like 9? (hunn) No. I LOVE HER!! =D • Have you ever seen 4 cry? (tian) Nope. • Would 4 and 12 make a good couple? (tian & candy) Errr... I think the age gap is relatively ok lar. budden.... .... hhmmm... dun think so? hahaha! • Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple? (kl & sebas) Nth is impossible. Budden I dun see any "future" in my 2 best buddies leh. hahaha! • Describe 8: (jiao) Love her vocal. =D Super lazy girl. Love to slp slp slp. Learning accounts. Love her dardar. =P • Do you like 12? (candy) A lovely girl (shell's younger sis) whom gave me a eeyore plushie for my 21st. I LOVE IT!! =D • Tell me something about 17: (selin) Sam-pat! =x Hehehee.. budden I love love her. and I miss her.. =( • What's 7's favorite color? (shell) Feminine colour. =P • What would you do if 1 just confessed they liked you? (kl) HAHAHHAA!! Thats when the moon rises in the day and the sun rises in the night! • When was the last time you talked to number 15? (khai) Just 1hr ago at the reception. • How do you think 19 feels about you? (seng) Errr... No idea? LOL. • What languages does 13 speak? (hana) English. Malay. Indonesian & slight Chinese. • Who is 2 going out with? (sebas) Currently single but not available. • What school & course is 16 in? (tamm) MDIS (fudgey sch) studying Bachelor (Hons) in Biomedical Sciences. • What is 5's favorite music? (yong) Jap & chinese. • Would you ever date 3? (ong) Dun think so? Anyway, we always go out as a 'gang'.. hehehe.. =D • Is 11 single? (liang) If my info is still "updated". Yes he is. • What is 10's last name? (shan) Lee • Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 7? (shell) Not want to be. Is already in one. VESIRE! =D • Where does 18 live? (ngee) Hougang area.. Near a mac. =X • What do you think about 20? (michelle) I feel very comfortable with her. Can talk about everything and anything one. I miss her too!! =( • What is the best thing about 4? (tian) SUPER GOOD BBQ SKILLS! =x • Is 21 hard-working? (alvin) No. But darn smart. • What would you like to tell 14 right now? (az) I will miss you dearly when I leave IMS. =(( Hope we can meet up even after I leave. =( • How did you meet 9? (hunn) Same as shan, thru secondary school. (even doh its not a good sec sch, at least I noe VESIRE there) =D • What is the best and worst thing about 2? (sebas) Best: Very friendly & hyper. Super on (aso kinda bad coz he tooooo "anything" liaos). A very very great friend. Can talk abt EVERYTHING under the roof/sun, despite gender difference. A great bro. =D Worst: Always nv read things properly and... ... ... always say "anything". No mind of his own. P.S: heng nv ask about no.1.. LOL. • Are you going to know 3 forever? (ong) I do hope so.. Have yet to get him talking to me more about his personal stuffs. He seems like he always keep things to himself.. =( • How long have you known 26? (ner) Since I was sec 4.. Means.. 6 yrs. OMG! NEIGHBOUR!! 6years!! o.O • Who is 24? (gee) Angela Koh Wei Fang. My besttie (no.1)'s cousin. Older than me by 2yrs. A super bubbly and funny lady. Crazy too. But I love her. Its always nice having her around. Her laughter is super contagious. • Are you or did you ever date 28? (joce) HAHAHAA.. Date as in go out tgt, right? Err.. depends on our schedule. We will always meet for movies. WHEEE!!!! =D • Do you have a crush on 27? (eugene) Errr.. No? • Would you kiss 25? (jason) Doubt so. • Have you hugged/kissed 22? (sam) No. Haha. Mayb on the last day of school I will hug everyone. ='( • Is 29 your bff? (maya) No. • What do you hate about 23? (shuu) Nothing! • What's your relationship with 30? (ken) My "aquamarine" friend.. He is jellyfish Im sotong! =x hahaha.. Other than ner, he is the other bro I really like hanging around with. Very very humourous. =D linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Saturday, June 13, 2009 @ 1:56 AM Carls Jr Tried Carls Jr today. Or rather, yesterday. Was surprised kl came over to bball court to find me. Maybe she JUST SO HAPPEN to hitch a ride and aso shun bian come find me since she's gg library.. Hmm.. Anyway, I felt happy seeing her. It was a good thing I played for about 1hr or so de bball.. Coz after that ppl started playing match and etc.. And I dun feel like playing so I opted out. In the end watch them play match for 1hr + and then went for dinner with kl. At that time it was about 9pm. I din really felt like eating anything except sublad. And then I kinda just mentioned that I din try Carls Jr before.. And then kl say "We share lar. I not very hungry." And so I thought about it and agreed to it, since I wasnt having the appetite to eat. Tried Carls Jr the 1st on the menu (which I've forgotten) and addition of Beef Chilli Cheese Fries, which was super saltish, NOT spicy and the cheese is like.. not melted cheese. WTF IS THAT?! =,=" Before I tough the burger, I was already full. Haha. The fries were surprisingly so darn filling! Geez. Super different from normal fries. It has those "potato skin" on it lidat still. Guess its the "Carls Jr style fries".. We sat and slowly ate till 10pm.. No where else to go so we took 27 from the opposite side and loop around airport. Kl wanted to nua/overnight at airport budden I couldnt. So we skipped that thought. Ended up we returned to the busstop opposite which we first took 27 --- which means its the Tamp MRT that busstop; and then kl alighted to take 168 back to Bedok. She was darn bored coz its FRIDAY and YET we din watch any movie or go party or wadso.. So yup. Darn bored! Anyway, kl is now head over heels with romance novels.. And her current "hideout" is her bed at home, and her top hit place is the library. Can you imagine that? Kl saying that "Eh.. Lets go to the library lar!" or like.. "Im at the library".. Its like.. o.O" HUH?!! Haha. But yeah. I kinda like it when she gets her mind off VCDs/DVDs and read some novels.. Can buck up our vocabs and english.. (Even doh the content she read is a lil over explicit) But oh well......... =) Received an sms just now regarding Monday KIV Ikea from shell. I din reply. Not that my hp low batt or I forgot. But I duno if I can make it. Mainly because my reporting manager will be back on Monday and I have loads to clear on Monday. So I duno if ANYTHING (I mean... If sth BAD) happens.. Then I hope it wun drag the atmosphere down.. And so... I din reply. Coz I duno how to. I have always been eager to meet Vesire. Anywhere. Anytime. As long as Im free/available, no matter issit last min, I will try my best to be there. But for Monday, I really duno if I have the mood to go out. Even if someone treats me to Equinox, or Indulgz, or even a holiday in Paris.. I duno if I have the mood for it. Ok. Maybe Paris is a lil extreme. And I will be a darn fool if I dun go (for free).. So, lets say.. A holiday to langkawi or tioman.. Still not appealing enough. =X Argh! Wadever. Im going off focus. BLAH! Okie. Shall end here. Yet another "yanlin-kinda-post" Long and "short" (as in phrases format).. So.. Yeah. Bare with me for a while (hopefully).. Will try to "recover" from the "fall" and pick myself up. There is already improvement seeing that it was just 2 days ago I "got the news".. Yup. GO! GO! GO! YANLIN JIAYOU!! *Woosh* Till then! Today I saw that action dude whom can touch the ring but shooting like shit, in casual tee instead of bball attire. & I aso saw that tall-dark-dude when I was walking towards the bball court when he was on his way home. WUAHAHHA! I just so happen to caught him going into the lift and I presume he stays in block **5.. =D P.S: Im not a stalker please! Just happen to see him go in. KAKA! P.P.S: A lil sad din see GX.. LOL. Budden aso good. I couldnt concentrate with him around anyway. Whats more with my idiotic mood nowadays. It scares the beejeez outta ppl. Even Az said that I look damn scary these 2 days coz I dun smile at work anymore. LOL. P.P.P.S: This tells me that when I dun smile, I look like I can kill. ... ... ... YIPPY!! =X linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Friday, June 12, 2009 @ 4:00 PM Privatized blogs I think that blogs which are privatized (P).. Even if I "follow" them.. Their new post will not show in my dashboard. And that is a lil frustrating.. And so, I have changed my "follow" list. Huiting's, Tamm's & Vesire's will be off. Vesire's one is still ok coz I always open it together with my blog. Like a normal thing. Budden for the rest. It's a lil.. URGH! Budden oh well.. Nvm. I just hafta be more "hardworking". Today time pass like snail walking backwards.. Its kinda zzz. Anyway, wanted to go IT fair budden thought the better of it than to go alone to be squashed to death. And so, I packed bball & clothes for bball later even doh I will be shooting alone. Most prob that "tall-dark-&-slightly-action-guy" will be there budden hopefully.... Anyway, I hope Brian won't be there coz he can be a lil irritating.. & with my current mood.. I think it is best to keep at bay. And that refers to all. Maybe except a super minority. So, mayb you can try your luck? Haha. 5 more days.. Hmm.. Before that ah ma will be back. =) Gonna welcome her back on the 16th; 1 day before the "due date", also sa gu (my fav uncle) & jon kor kor bday. =) Hmm.. Heard from mum that ah ma sounds happy over the phone when she called home. Despite her leg giving her problem and she can only eat veg there, she is happy. Also good lar. Can enjoy the 24/7 aircon and near-freezing degree during the night.. With scenery and being with her grandchildren and children.. Plus everything is "sponsored" plus "allowance" given by my dad & uncles.. That feeling sure is shiok! =P Hopeully she enjoys herself to the max. I miss her already. Been cleaning the house here n there a lil. Toilet.. Bedsheet.. My own "hideout" in my bro's room (this would hafta wait till tml doh. =x) And yada yada yada.. Heard that tml my mum's sister is coming over or sth to get some clothes.. Have yet to ransack my closet. =X Hopefully I can find something in time. =) Is huiting coming over as well? Or is she going out (as always?) =P Hmm.. Or mayb my mum is bringing the clothes over instead? =,=" Oh well. Wanted to "plan" the BBQ thingy for class. Budden RZ haven got back to me and also he is away in Korea since last week till NOW. Duno when will he be back also leh. =/ And the BBQ is before the last "revision" for dissertation. So also duno able to "succeed" not. Wadever lar! I myself would also probly plan one mini BBQ or small gathering for all my closer friends. Probly Vesire, liang, candy, (addition of nic if he wishes to join) sebas, kl, ong, tian, hana, khai, az, ron, tamm, lin lin, ngee, michelle, ah seng & a few others (but most prob the number wun go more den 30-35).. It would be a super small scale (or medium since I have already so many ppl on my list) gathering. Hopefully it will be around mid July, after my dad's birthday. But yet again, I think MDIS ppl will be busy with their dissertation leh.. =/ Oh well.. See how lar. P.S: Kl's bro can join as well. (If they want lar) P.P.S: As for the cost for the food.. Lemmi crack my brain to see how. Im counted as jobless now. So..... ... ... ... ... ... ... HAIS. And I think I should end my post now. Too long and yet not in proper sentences. =X Anyway, nowadays my moodswing really very bad. Till the state where I can be smiling this min & the next I will be as fierce/black face.. I personally feel Im crazy or have a split personality but yet.. I can "control" it. So what am I doing, really? God knows. Pfffttt. I feel darn disorientated! Till then! I am currently feeling heart-achey with no particular reason. The song I wana "learn" coz its catchy.. Yet has a hint of sour-ness in it.. It's title is Yearning of the Heart by A'ST1. =) BYE! I want hug hug. ='( linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Thursday, June 11, 2009 @ 3:18 PM Fired Hmm.. Am asked to leave by the end of June or latest 1st week of July. Nicely put is I'm asked to leave due to cost. But the real thing is that I'm fired. Haha. Yea yea. Guess I've let my HR manager down. She mentioned that she will help me see through my Resume and if I want to, I can even put her as my reference. Stupidly cried when I was left alone with her after the "chat" along with Maya. So dumb when Im facing her. Great. Went out. Wanted to hide in the toilet. Bumped into Az. So paiseh. But still forced a smile. Went to pantry got ppl. So U-turned and head to the toilet again. And then I really floated the cubicle. Ok. Thats just so embarrassing. Was texting and mopping. Dumbass yanlin. Currently am packing my stuffs.. From the drawer, my magazine folders, photoframes, posters/info that are pasted on my magnetic divider, cards, notes, yada yada yada.. Will slowly carry my stuffs back. Later meeting kl n sebas for dinner at Seng-bang bedok so not carrying alot. Tml will carry more. Mayb I should carry my purple bag. Gonna go off early for bball as well as carry the stuffs back. Oh yeah. Not forgetting my Vesire gift (the princess mug) which I bought them last dec.. Looking at it now makes me feel like producing fresh saltwater.. But I guess I shouldnt be so weak. Stephanie has been really nice. Saying that since I am in the Biomedical field, I shouldnt stay here since its secretarial job. But to me, I wanted to gain experience.. & of coz, financial support. Its really tough to get such a job with a good pay. And now that the market is so darn terrible.. May God bless my soul. Am trying to ask if MDIS can get me an internship somewhere. Or that I can try hospitals to start out with or sth. At least a job which I can "further pursue my career".. If you get what I meant. But if really worst come to the worst.. I will take up any job. Even F&B. Guess I shall get back to work. Ha. See ya. Somehow I dun find it funny but why do I get replied smses like: "lolx or haha"? Is that really funny or do I deserve it? So what if I did not like this job? So what? It doesnt mean that getting FIRED is sth to laugh about. And so, those of you whom replied with sth like that.. Face it. Im hurt. Even if you din do it on purpose. Because you dun even think before you type, do you? Forget it. Life's a crap. FUCKIT! linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Wednesday, June 10, 2009 @ 1:37 PM Overly Emotional Ok. This is bad. Im getting too overly emotional. & I seriously feel that I should let it out. So if any of you dun like "this" side (or whichever side) of me.. You can feel free to just skip this post. Other than 加油金顺! which might add to the current situation.. The other would be "the day is near" and Im in my pre-PMS state right now. Ok. Maybe its just an excuse. But geez, what can I do? After soaking my pillow yesterday.. Till now my eyes look like a frog. Freakingly fudgey! Not that I really mind since I have always looked fudgey. But danggit! I've already told myself umpteen of times not to be affected. And this feeling really sucks. BIG TIME! I dun think anyone will understand unless he/she have been in my shoes. So I dun really expect sympathy or wadso. Im on my own to face the problem myself & solve it. Because this is MY problem. I am the one clinging on to rotten hopes. I am the one who is stupid. & I am the only one whom can pull myself outta this shit. Dammit if Im wrong. To think I almost drown my pillow makes me feel so dumb. Even doh it makes me feel like shit & that Im drowning in self-pitiness, I actually enjoy it since I could just let it all out (with the help of those super duper saddening scences from 加油金顺!) & not care about a wee. I dun really feel particulally sad about anything. But yet its affecting my in a way that my heart is aching but my mind is blank. Yeah yeah. Its weird. Weirdo linn. Ha! Ha! Crap. Brought bball with me today. Thought of gg for some shootings later on. Doubt I will do well coz I cant even concentrate on anything! Damn. Anyway, will give it a shot still. At the most I will just look or daze, which Im very good at. Very worried for grandma still. Even doh my uncle has called my dad yst to say they were safe & yada yada yada.. Couldnt help it. And that played a part in the saltbath last night. P.S: The saltbath was for tonns of reasons with none in particular I will. Be determined. To let go. What isnt mine wun be mine. And what is mine will be mine. I shall not hold on but let go & let God. I do not want this factor to pull me down. Not when I thought I can be a blessing & joy to others. If I cant even be happy, how would I even be able to bring the slighest joy to anyone? I do not want sucha life. & I am sick and tired of playing happy & putting on different masks. Enough is enough. I will let go. Even if my friends prompt. Even if whomever tease. Even if Im affected. I will try my best to not act ok. But to sound out. If they are hurt bcoz Im being straight-forward, Im sorry. But bcoz some things.. Shouldnt be a joke even if time has laspe. Maybe time will heal. Maybe time will make it into a joke one day. Maybe time will even allow me to joke about it and laugh over it one day. I will be waiting.. For the time to come. Whether I can or cannot let it go.. That is another problem. For now, Im determined to let it go. So.. Goodbye my love. Some things.. Even after years or decades, can never be forgotten.. I have experienced it & I feel it. It doesnt matter if people believe you or not. A saying goes sth like that: "You do not have to explain to a loved one because he/she will believe as long as you say so. & You do not have to explain to a foe because no matter how hard you explain, he/she will never believe a word you said." A broken wound, which, I think.. Only God can heal. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Tuesday, June 09, 2009 @ 1:10 PM Counting down.. Alright. I just feel like letting it out. Its not the first time I'm mentioning this BUT I'm still not comfortable mentioning it. However, its just me. And this is my blog. Right? Right. So I have the right to blog what I want and whenever I want to. So... Yup. =) Let me begin by saying that the no. 26 is a sensitive number to me. Esp on the month of Mar. The other date which I'm sensitive is on the 17th June. And yes. It is nearing. Everytime when the month of Mar or June is near.. This person will somehow or rather pops up. And this really affects me. I duno issit fate or issit a prank? But no matter how many times it happened, it just affected me. This time round. It was weird. First, on sat after midnight, an sms saying he was in SK. Asking if I care for a sundae. I replied but mentioned that the Mac in rvm is not 24/7. So there wasnt a meet up. The next day, sunday, sebas said ong mentioned that tamp will rain anytime and so we changed the venue to SK bball court behind rvps. And he came down to play with us. And jus yesterday, after work I went to tamp bball court because I jus felt the urge to be there, to absorb the scene of matches and wadso.. And suddenly, there he was. It just made me feel... ... ... So confuse. Before I went to tamp yesterday, I had dinner with Hana at East Point. I told her I played bball with him on Sunday and that my bro mentioned he has slimmed down damn alot. & that is very true. Hana said: "Then what are you waiting for? Go back to him lar!" And I replied: "I dun think I am ready to go back / to start a r/s mainly because Im afraid." And I told her mostly is because Im afraid of being disposed again. Once bitten twice shy. What's more that he is now toned down and that he looks great even in singlet and FBT with flip flops.. Cant stand it if I imagine him in normal shirt & jeans what more formal wear. That aside. Im actually happy that I am reaching my 2yrs of being single this 17th June 2009. Not that Im extrememly happy or even very happy. Just felt proud of myself. & that I know that when I wait, I observe life & am patient, the time will come eventually. I dun really feel the urge to be in a r/s even doh its always the type of "addiction" I always feel when Im single/lonely. Its the type of feeling somewhat to like taking drugs. Something lidat if you get what I meant. Anyway, maybe this was the cause of my moodswings, with the addition of workload & worrying for my grandma. Speaking of which, its the 2nd day and no call/sms from my relatives in Aldelaide. Wonder if they are outta town or went to the mountain area. However, upon arrival they should have called or sth. I emailed my cousin yesterday but there was no response yet. Mum called my uncle (whose wife went along to visit my cousin, her daughter), asking if my aunt called home or sth but the response was negative as well. This is really stressful and cause alot of worrying. =( I've been worried even before my grandma went over coz her leg was so bad she couldnt walk without the walking stick. Her leg is so weak she couldnt lift it up. & that really hurts me seeing her lidat. ='( *Sourish feeling* Guess I shall end here. Gonna catch Hannah Montana the movie at 7.05pm and then Blood at 9.30pm at The Cathay with joce later. Been like 1mth+ never meet her for movies already. So today, the first meet up after so long, hafta catch 2 movies to compensate. HAHA! Too bad we dun have extra time or we can catch up during a meal.. =) Okie. It's 2pm now. Gonna try finish up my work and leave at 5.30pm or so. =) See ya. Suddenly I miss everyone. And I mean everyone. =( 8 more days.. & I somewhat hope that in these 8 days I dun see him anymore.. It hurts. Still. & that sucks. Big time. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Monday, June 08, 2009 @ 3:12 PM Photoshot If Vesire would have a photoshot.. I would HOPE it would be like this.. =X Just a "reference".. LOL. Bye! linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 12:28 PM Something That Touched My Heart Credits to jiao.. true friends are ones that walks into ur life when the rest of the world walks out. they do not judge who u are, where u come from, ur looks, ur character... they know ur flaws but they do not expect u to change immediately, coz they accept who u are, and always will be there for u. when they know u got bullied, they will stand by u and protect u. they will hate those that hurt u but will be mature enough to stand by and console u instead of confronting the ones that hurt u. if one day a friend ever breaks ur heart, she will try all means to mend it back and make things the way they are. money between friends is never a factor. they'll help u when they know ure down, even at the expense of their cost. they'll block negative comments abt u from others and trust u fully. conversations are endless, full of laughter and joy and at the end of the day, tend to forget wad the conversation was all abt. True friends will nv mind ur past and instead talk abt the past and hope for the best in each other's future and dream abt lasting friendships that goes beyond death. - that's why we're Vesire. (we are 5 in a million and i thank u girls for that) Im really touched by it and would like to share with my friends.. or those whom read my blog.. About us, Vesire. The sisterhood. The love we have for each other. The bond we have. Like no others. I thank God for the 4 of them. Really its a blessing. And I can never be grateful enough. For such beautiful wonders in my life. Vesire, I love you! =) linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Thursday, June 04, 2009 @ 12:49 PM Zirca Some pictures we took at Zirca..  kl outside the female toilet at *OH!* Panthouse at Blk A. (This is not Zirca yet)  she and her fluttery purple eye lashes.. =P  Snap! along with the irritating plug behind..  Cheers! =))  Cheers! ^^  The round & the oval  Smile  Vodka Cranberry  It taste.... ..... ....... ....... .........  OBVIOUSLY ACTING DEMURE. LOL!  New friend whom name I din bother to ask. =X Only know she's from Cheena, not first time in S'pore but first time in Clubbing. Said sth weird like "just now an indian man ask if I can help him. Paying me $50.. HAHAHA~" And I was like.. "HUH!! Hurr~"  =)  Tipsy  I totally swayed and zigzac my way back to Panthouse to get our belongings lor.. =X  And kl is still so sober.. *Sigh* Im sucha loser! =/ Some stuffs I would like to pen down before I forget - That lady is not the first friend. The first 2 were a pair of causacian/eurasian guys.. They were beside the Queue for ladies to redeem their free vodka and then they try to dance & have fun around. They were doing the "wave" from one to the other. At first they tapped me and I dino wad to do. After that the people behind passed the "wave" to me (since all girls) so I kinda did one too. Feels weird but my mind din care about those stuffs. It feels great to be relaxed & floaty. 2nd time feeling LIGHT. wuahaha. =x P.S: Sober enough to walk straight and feel angry. =) - Total I drank: 1 Vodka 7-up. 1 Vodka Tonic. 1 Vodka Soda. (These 3 at Panthouse) And then 1 Lychee Martini. 1 Gin & Tonic & 3 Vodka Cranberry. =) P.S: Dun really have the kick unless you drink it fast enough and the music is hyped enough. =) - I think I went a lil mad after my 8 Vodka mix and when we went back to the Panthouse, I was ... ... ... NOT ME. (Contents will be continued with your own imagination) P.S: As I've said, I'm just feeling light. Not drunk at all. Just feel happy & floaty. ^^ - Dumb as I can be. I went without food in my stomach. And the side effect was that I puke 2x this morning. Made me feel so sick I din even feel like eating my fav mee sua with cabbage dumplings. =/ But I did ate a lil. And now, Im so much better! Esp after I ate my ALL TIME FAVOURITE SUBLAD!! Geez.. Now I am totally RECHARGED!! =X P.S: Panthouse is on Ladies night again today. P.P.S: If I ever go Pubbing/Clubbing again. I will be sure to have sth in my stomach and not be too high. Unless the next day is an OFF day. Or else, I screwed myself big time. - Somehow I think that next week if go with Hana & Win wun be so happening coz basically Hana is Muslim so cant drink and I think she will have a totally different view of me if I replayed wad I did yesterday. May it be good or bad. =X P.S: Actually I dun really care wad others think lar. Just... Still, must have distant respect and mutual understanding ma.. =)) And that shall zip things up. I will post about Vesire this week outing once I have all the photos accumulated. *winks* P.S: Anyone has any idea if Shan is really treating later on? =X Oppsy~ CHAOS!! =) linnLOVEyou♥ |