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Thursday, January 31, 2008 @ 11:29 PM 我是一只猪。 我是一只猪。 xD 希望毓敏不再觉得生气或觉得烦躁。。 燕霖爱你！ =D linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Sunday, January 27, 2008 @ 3:05 PM love poems? late at night when all the world is sleeping i stay up and think of you and i wish on a star that somewhere you are thinking of me too 'cause i'm dreaming of you tonight and tomorrow i'll be holding you tight and there's nowhere in the world i'd rather be then here in my room dreaming about you and me XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO you cant make someone love you.. all you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the person to realise your worth.. <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 Its better to lose your pride to the one you love, than to lose the one you love because of pride. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO Never say goodbye when you still wan to try- Never give up when you still feel you can take it- Never say you don't love that person anymore when you can't let go.. <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 dun ask me why i suddenly blog this post.. budden owell.. mayb coz valentine's day is near? haha. owell.. i dunoo.. budden i personally think tts not the reason. aniwae.. seems like the dinner tonight with vesire isnt a success. coz poor jiao got exam tml n tues.. and she nidta muggg.. so might hafta postpone the dinner... SORRY GIRLSS!!! NEXT TIME THEN TREAT YOU ALL KKKAE???? =D (if liang free den come along ba.) =D for now.. i shall end here le. tiring day. pack n clean like mad.. feel like a maid. budden at least this yr my parents cant @#!$#^$ at me for not helping out le. hehee.. =D till then peeps! chaoss. 真的。。 真的。。。 好惧裳哦。 =( =(( =((( =(((( =((((( linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Friday, January 25, 2008 @ 2:59 AM welcome back my loves. WELCOME BACK MY LOVES - HUNNIE & SHANNIE!!! =D nth can reali express how i felt when i saw u two. reali great that you both are finally back.. so 心痛 when you both recap wad happened in the airport before coming back.. how i wish i was there to help u both.. but still.. thank God you both are back safe & sound.. thats all it meant for the rest of us.. have a great rest.. have a great sleep.. if its within my limit.. i wish to treat all of u as a welcome gift + belated 2008 celebration + advance CNY.. hmm.. budden mayb cannot too ex de thingy. i do do DO hope that.. this sunday evening or noon we can meet up & have a mini gathering.. jus dinner & such.. ermm.. mayb at bedok 85.. coz our beloved jiao LOVE there.. (and our famous VIP..) and of coz.. there reali have lotsa yummy YET sinful stuffs.. (impt point to note) yea. i noe i cant eat much & im tied at hand.. buddennnn.. everyone happy can le. =D hope to hear from u all soon.. p.s : if any of u (vesire) see this post. pls pass the msg. even to VIP. thanks!! =D p.s.s : wun be able to make it "tonight".. coz got sch. not planning to pon. er.. kinda cant afford to.. sorry!! do forgive me ya? & hope u all will understand.. nevertheless.. pls go ahead even if i cant be there with u all; to enjoy the D24 durians, the famous & yummy frog porridge & of coz, the fellowship with all of u.. however, PLEASE! takkare of urselves. there not as safe as u think it is.. be careful ya? =)) LOVES!! XOXO!! shall end here le. bye! (jus a note to myself to remind myself) GIVE UP!! jus.. GIVE UP. if he is yours.. he is. but for now.. HE ISNT!!! so for goodness sake. JUST GIVE UP!!! & CONCENTRATE ON YOUR STUDIES!!! RAWRRR!!! (another mental note...) "A-CHA! A-CHA!! 加油! 加油~!! 我行的!!" words cant describe how happy & glad i am... to finally see my babes.. we are finally reunited.. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Tuesday, January 22, 2008 @ 11:57 PM contacts again? o.O kinda not used to wearing spects outta the sudden. coz i dun wear them at home. especially since my labbie broke down.. & when i started reading Harry Potter from the start yet again.. (but this time its the adult version) which is like last last week? somewhere there.. aniwae.. i had this stupid pimple / acne near the bridge of my nose. so i cant reali wear spects coz it hurts. and.. so.. i kinda decided to wear contacts todae. turned out to be ok lar.. as in.. long time never wear.. den suddenly wear.. a lil.... not used to it coz my eyes are dry.. as usual.. and it kinda make me sleepy after a while. =X hmm.. i do look FAT & rounder.. budden hana STRONGLY UUURRRRGGGEEEEEEEEE me to wear contacts again.. (after meeting her todae) btw.. she cut her hair. not bad.. budden the fringe a lil weirddddd.. budden since she like the new haircut & her bf says its nice.. i guess thats good enough. =D SHOULD be wearing contacts more often le. haha. so.. yea. i'll be ROUNDER THAN EVER!!! muahahahhaa.. so.. LOOK OUT FOR A PIG WALKING ON HIND LEGS!!! =X *so true.....* =D still thinking how to apologise to my fav coussie.. miss "金三顺".. WUAHHAHAHAAA.. (if she sees this, im dead... so dead.) =X aniwae.. supposed to accompany her while she reborn her hair on 1st feb.. buddennnnn.. SOMETHINGGGG cropped up.. so i postponed my hair appointment till 3rd instead. jus after her mum's appointment & before our family (mum's side) reunion.. so.. yea.. she's kinda sad abt it.. coz it will be sucha lonely time man. oh boy.. i feel bad. zzz. less den 48 hours.. i will getta see my 2 babes.. long gone.. for cheeenaaaa.. FINALLYY!!! omgosh. i cant wait for time to fly by.. jeez.. its kinda getting on my nerves man. RAWR.. cant waitt!!! for 24th jan 2008, 11.05pm. AAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!! >.< i will be counting down every minute every hour. i will be.. i will be.. i will be... BYE! =D <3 ache. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 12:12 AM ppl are hard to please & will nv be gossips too much for them. one can never get enough of gossips. mainly, women. one can never please everyone. mainly, everyone. one can never have an excuse good enough for friends whom are like sisters. mainly, me. vex enough to be emo. sometimes im happy to have a strict family. sometimes i dont. sometimes im happy im the youngest in the class. sometimes i dont. sometimes im happy to be the me i am. sometimes i dont. mayb its jus a bad day? the onli time i felt relaxed was when i gazed into the night sky. the onli time i felt happy & glad was when i reached school.. finding a lunch box packed with salad & a yogurt on my desk, made by tammie & saw selin beside me eating her share.. the onli time i felt relaxed yet again was when i walked tt short yet great walk, gazing up above the sky with a classmate.. and tts about it. scolding will be a neccessary. this coming thursday. from not onli one side. but maybe even two. gossips & head-shaking will be on both sides too. one can never please all. totali agree to that. =( Lord, i pray for peace & calmness in me. take away all my worries & anxiety. i lift my worrisome life unto Your mighty hands. i pray all these in Jesus name, Amen. bye people. nights. somehow i wish 10th feb never comes. =X kinda felt sad that eye-candy wun be around when its valentines' day. not that it would make any differences. budden owell... who noes... linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Sunday, January 20, 2008 @ 4:01 PM reignite. the love in me. its always an amazing thing.. how the Lord works. woke up this afternoon, after a great 16hours of slp.. to come online.. and someone.. talked to me. asked a few things. and BAMM! i remembered where my first love was. its interesting.. like.. how always.. when im down or insecure.. that God has always placed someone in my life.. to talk to me.. to humour me.. to comfort me.. and today.. He sent someone.. to make me feel happy despite my tiredness.. by a song. im glad.. very very glad.. that i've a good God. and that He's always always there for me. =) glad that He place ppl in my life.. friends.. good friends.. close friends.. best friends.. sisters.. in my life. whether are we all close, or not.. whether did we do catching ups, or not.. i still thank Him for placing them in my life. as what ppl says.. when they're in love.. that.. "its incredible.. for me to find you outta millions of people.. that now, we can be tgt like we are.. its almost too perfect, for me to have meet & known you.. outta so many millions of people.. and that now, we are in love.." and that... is wad i wana use it.. for my friends.. because.. its the same.. outta millions of people.. i gotta know hundreds of them.. sucha tiny lil bit.. outta singapore.. why them? why not others? why not the rest? thats always a mystery. of how God works.. in wonderful ways. never ever fail to make me amazed and wonder how great & amazing is my God. to all my friends out there.. may you be a friend.. good friend.. close friend.. best friends.. sisters.. OR even.. my enemies.. thank you my friends.. for being there for me, when im down. when im broken. for without your care & concern & much love, i wun be able to be the me im now. thank you enemies.. that with you.. all your sneering & boo-ing & discouragement.. i can prove u wrong by doing much greater things you can ever imagine. thank you my beloved SISTERS.. that you made me feel so loved & cozy with all of you around.. jus like real sisters. and i reali felt blessed knowning all of you.. =D thank You Lord.. for placing such beautiful & wonderful people.. in my tiny lil life. i thank You for everything, even the tiniest thing You've done in my life.. thank You Lord.. for small favours. for it had brought me great joy & peace. good & bad news. maybe.. the good one first. =) and p.s : i've "recovered" my blow from the bad one. & will do my best to recover.. fully. okie. the good one is.. after 2mths of WAITING.. its finally here. PHEW.. and its like waterfall. =X (shall skip the other details or ppl might puke) &.. the bad one is.. im having higher blood glucose lvl den norm. so... yea. =/ (im surprised i actuali typed it out) anw.. yah. hope the 3mths interval check up will show me good results. april & july.. here i come...!!!! 3rd book of JK Rowling now.. not going very smooth doh.. coz i think its the after effect.. of slping 16hrs for the "make-up" of the previous day. kinda feeling lertargic & siannnn-ed. aniwae.. nvm. will get down to it soon. =D not good. not good. why have i been doing stupid actions tt make me feel bad? rawr. not good. i shall stop my north-pole eyes from attracting to the south-pole area.. not good. not good. so not good. have been caught not once. not twice. but thrice. thats enough to say.. "im dead." if i wan the friendship to go steady & well & NORMAL.. i've to stop my dumbness. so stop it, yanlin. just STOP IT! bye peeps. pray for me. depite. my "deform-ness"?.. i wana be happy again. i wana be bubbly again. i wana be the "a-cha! a-cha! 加油! 加油~!" yanlin again. i wana be the one whom will encourgae ppl. and not the other way round. i wana be.. i wana be.. i wana be... (byee~) thank God for NO MORE weird dreams. phew. thank God.. for reigniting.. the love... in me. =) linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Wednesday, January 16, 2008 @ 2:36 AM diabetes. its not the end of the world. yet it feels like one. in the midst of heartbrokenness & depression. yet i bumped into sth shocking. wanted to help but in the end.. i guess i was jus kaypo. nvm den. i shall not help next time. 好心没好报. have been crying for hours le. eyes all swollen le. nose is feeling very slippery. eyes droopy. tired. worried. sad. wadever. jus not good. thanks jiao for hearing me out and giving me advice n encouraging me. (not tt the rest din help. but they arent online. its 2.45am) unlike someone.. totalli no heart. to think that i treat u like sucha close friend. ha. mayb im jus being a NICE PERSON, huh? i shant give my 100% help to u ever again. u dun deserve it. duno wad to do. onli noe i can onli blame myself. for bringing "this" upon myself. duno how to break the news to my good friends. i scared if i tell them face to face. i will breakdown n cry. even as i type to jiao in msn.. im oredi sobbing. i dunwan to cry again in school. the feeling sucks. (shall stop here before i say anymore emo words. because there are more things flooding in my mind right now.. which aint a good sign.) v sad. its ron's birthday. yet i had sucha bad news on hand. i dun even noe if i should tell him. mayb after todae. at least let him have a great day ahead instead of worrying (if he does).. mayb i shall pop him an email. which might take weeks till he check. mayb tt will do. p.s: happy birthday boy. din mean to not wish u happily in the start of the post. but i jus couldnt bring myself too. i wasnt reali in the birthday mood right now. im sorry. will make it up next time or sth ya? sorry. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Tuesday, January 15, 2008 @ 5:11 PM rain rain go away.. Rain, rain, go away, Come again another day. Rain, rain, go away. Come again some other day. Little Vicki wants to play, In the meadow by the hay. Rain, rain, go to Spain, Never show your face again. Rain, rain, pour down, But not a drop on our town. Rain on the green grass, and rain on the tree, And rain on the housetop, but not on me. Rain, rain, go away, Come again on washing day. Rain, rain, go to Germany, And remain there permanently. Rain, rain, go away, Come in the night, not the day. Additional Verses: Rain, rain, go away, Come again another day, If you don't, I will say, Rain, rain go away. Rain, rain, go away, Come again some other day, We want to go outside and play, Come again some other day. Rain, rain, go away, Come again some other day, If you don't, I don't care, I'll pull down your underwear! -sigh- jus hope the rain will cease. wana go out aso cannot. not say cannot lar. very 麻烦.. =/ i need a breather. bye! God, cease the rain PLEASE. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 3:16 AM TOO FAT!! 好惧裳. duno wad to do. everytime at night this happens. think too much. worry too much. wadever it is. it pulls me down. & i hate it. it makes me unable to fall aslp. it makes me scared & depressed. jus like wad am i feeling now. duno wad to do. or wadsoever. ok. call me stupid or wadso. im so NMAD * up with my * weight. alright? yea. luff. smirk. wadever. but i jus couldnt take it. 7xkg?! WAD AM I? A COW?! its not about my looks or wad. mainly its about the health. ITS FREAKINGLY IN THE FREAKING GENERATION!!! how can i not ever be worried? since primary school.. i've had symptoms of diabetes. not a funny matter. & tt was when im still slim. NOW? already grown up. & im NOT slim anymore. ha. so yea.. am i suppose to be happy coz im fortunate enough to eat? or am i suppose to be sad coz im so NMAD FAT tt i've to worry abt my health? ha. & den there goes about my insomnia.. cant slp. wadsoever. great. & den there's my stupid "AUNTY".. who has been missing for 2mths.. like wad the * is WRONG WITH ME?! ffffuuudddgggee! i shall end here. bye. p.s : sorry if offend anyone. but this is my blog. dun like it? BYE! the next time u see me. i might moo. i felt salt water on my face again. it aint a gd feeling at all. =( linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Sunday, January 13, 2008 @ 9:16 PM happy birthday ah ma!! =D HAPPY 80TH BIRTHDAY AH MA!!! =D took a few picture during the cutting of cake session.. here they are.. =D  .the $80 durian cake for the 80 yr old woman. =D  .the lighted cake.. beautiful eh?  .bday woman not paying attention. =P  .bday woman SUPER happy.. xD  .still SUPER happy.. smiling from ear to ear.. ^^  .bday woman posing for a shot..  .blowing out the candles..  .cutting the cake.. xD yup. i ate a slice of the durian cake.. haven eaten durian for like a few years? coz of phobia.. hurr. budden owell.. since its bday.. i cant not show respect.. and u noe.. these few days/mths.. have been not reali GOOD for me.. in terms of ppl leaving me.. so i do not wana live my life with regrets.. thus, i shall cherish every single day. who noes wad will happen next? less den half a year.. 3 person i noe (not very personally) passed on.. 1 was a hi-bye + internet friend.. 1 was MC king (whom i kinda like his shows).. and the other one who just passed on.. was my aunt's dad. =( i cant even pay my respects.. bcoz they are from malaysia. =( sad. very sad. made me reali think & ponder ALOT abt life. thus.. im trying real hard to not live my life with regrets. and do things that i want to or hope to do, asap. if i were to passed on still as fat as now.. im fine with it. i jus dun wan to pangseh ppl (if i can) or give up opportunities. bcoz truely, we cant for-see life.. so i do not wan to take the risk.. jus like wad The Golden Path says.. if u are gg to die.. do / eat / say wad u wan.. or else.. even if the person is there.. and u din say anything.. or the food is there but u din eat it.. or when there's sth u could've done but din do it.. you might not have the chance anymore.. and this is the same with life. no matter issit dying oredi or not.. coz u cant for-see.. u cant predict.. so.. dun risk it. tts my philosophy. for now. =) and tts the reason i ate the cake. even doh i reali din like it. =/ but as long as my grandma's happy.. as long as i can surprise my mum & bro by eating the cake.. its fine with me.. i jus hafta brush my teeth 3x before i slp.. =X haha. not tt bad lar. =D sometimes talking to him can be fun.. sometimes i feel like strangling him.. rawr. hmm.. im off to talk in msn or slack or fold stars or do bday card le.. its rostina 大嫂's tml.. hehe. hope got time to pop by and pass her the bday card tml.. coz will be gg to meet my honey at Acer Service Center.. he went for operation & is ready to be discharged.. hehehe.. miss my honey lots mann.. CANT WAIT TO SEE HIM.. my honeyyyy~~ >< =x ok lar. off i go le. dun misssssssss me. =X chaos! =D its the 25th episode tml. heard from sebas in the show can see my backview. hehehe. shy shy. hope my classmates din spot me. i shy man.. so awkward. buddenn.. IM ON TV!! OMGOSH. (its jus a walking pass, congregation clapping & chitchat scene onli) i <3 tay ping hui even doh he's a BAD EGG in the movie. coz in rl.. even doh he's a lil boosy. budden he's cute. =X (dun wana go into details. shall keep the memories to myself. whee whee whee.. it will be a day i will never forget.. LOVE LOVE!! =D) not to forget felicia chin. she's a friendly & bubbly girl. LOVES!! xD linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Saturday, January 12, 2008 @ 2:04 AM why dun i have anything to talk to him anymore? issit you or issit me? or issit ur friend who hacked into ur acc again? do we realli have nth to talk about? or issit reali ur bad day which dampened ur mood? sigh. ok. mayb im jus being sensitive or stupid. or even dumb & kaypo. to ask about you. but still.. im jus being concern. i jus hope that the person i "talked" to, wasnt u. because if its realli u.. den i think i would shatter. not coz of anything but coz i dino i was so insignificant.. owell.. nvm. todae's lesson.. analytical biochemistry. as boring as ever. hmm.. however.. the lecturer spice things up by saying DIRTY stuffs. ok. not VERY dirty. jus touch & go tt kind. well.. it DID spice things up.. the class from sleepy headed become laughter headed. however, after tt.. everyone became sleepy headed again. and im not an exception. =X finished lesson at 9.40pm lidat todae.. hmm.. hana din take the train with us. bf hafiz came to fetch her.. so sweet.. =P (same goes for siying).. so left michelle. alvin. ah seng & me. kinda pathetic & quiet coz hana wasnt around. =X talked abt TV dramas and actors & actoresses.. etc etc etc.. todae was boring. real boring. still thinking should i postpone the LWM appt tml. coz i wana go out with kl to jog or swim. haha. better den gg all the way to far east alone. VERY SIAN DE LEH!!! and den mayb do bday card for january babies. =D i guess i shall shive LWM appt. give excuse say busy packing room for CNY (which is true).. tml hafta pack my shelf before i can go out. BIG SIGH. mayb i shall skive a lil too. =X duno wads wrong with me. i kept dreaming of weird things. think of diff ppl's life & such. i think of everyone's life & things they want.. but not myself's.. issit common or issit weird? to me.. its weird. =/ kinda hooked to GB (GunBound) again. haha. no idea why. mayb its jus my era / time.. =.= wadever logic tt is. hmm.. guess i should prepare to go off soon. should rest earli so tml got more strength to do more things. HAPPY 80TH BIRTHDAY TO AH SENG'S GRANDMA.. (12TH JAN 2008) HAPPY ADVANCE 80TH BIRTHDAY TO MY GRANDMA.. (13TH JAN 2008) HEHEHEE.. WISH ALL GRANDMAS HAPPY HAPPY HEALTHY HEALTHY ALL YEAR LONG!! =D i shall go. mayb offline. coz he's online. of rather.. his account is online. and he isnt talking to me. (mayb its the norm. he dun reali talk to me.) so yea. i should jus leave. ha. bye. valentine's day is coming. & BAMM! it struck me. haven been in love for a long time. (not that im dying to fall in love. jus.. a figure of speech.) & i've already forgotten wad love feels like. the passion. the intimacy. the care&concern. mayb it has been chucked somewhere within me. anywhere. jus.... not my heart... coz i cant feel it. ha. (anw.. valentine's day i have lessons. =.=" hope eye-candy hasnt fly off yet. would be great if he's around. at least i dun feel so SAD. haha. like it helps. =/ anw.. sorry hana. din mean to SNATCH ur prince charming.) p.s: he is indeed charming! BUT.. not my type. even doh he loves TKD too. =P linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Friday, January 11, 2008 @ 12:04 AM im bored. + stupid MDIS. bored. sian. lonely. slacking. skiving. wadever u call it. im jus.. ok. moody seems like the right word. yea. jus.. moooo~ dy. aniwae. main topic abt this post is actuali to complain =X about my forever stupid school. why? look at the following: Dear Participant, This email is a confirmation for the activity. The details are as follows: Date: 11 Jan 2008, Friday Time: 11am - 12noon Venue: (Dumb Sch, Dance Studio) Dumb School Road Singapore DUMBSCHOOL Fee: Free! *$10 charges will be levied for no show. The registration time is at 10.45am. Best Regards, Lim **** **** *** Membership and Recreation Officer Dumb School Dumb School Road, Singapore DUMBSCHOOL DID: 6796 **** FAX: 6796 **** Website: http://www.dumbschool.edu.sg p.s : for safety reasons, my school's name is changed to Dumb School. =) participation is for free! and if u dun show up, u pay! wad is this? anyway, i've things on, tml morning.. and have already decided not to attend the workshop. BUT, the registration is via online.. and they did not say how can i contact them if im not attending anymore. wads more? they say that they will have a staff to confirm with me my application. yea. they did. when? ONE DAY BEFORE THE ACTIVITY..?! like wad the *.. =.= so i replied saying wad if i've sth on tml and couldnt make it? do i still hafta pay? and guess wad? the email will onli be read like tml morning when they start work? and that would be less den 2 hours before the workshop starts? like i will on my com 24/7.. (even if i do, most likely my house will catch fire coz of the heat from the com) STUPID SCHOOL! RAWR. so fed up. plus my moodiness. thats it. off i go. bye. and p.s : sorry if im too hush. =/ today's so not my day. so is tml. =( kinda afraid of the NUMEROUS days to come to year end. wonder wad this year would hold for me. issit a good yr or issit a bad yr for me? =( linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Tuesday, January 08, 2008 @ 1:00 AM first day of sch. Y2T3. its the first day of year 2 term 3.. and the analytical bio lecturer is a lil...... -.-" nvm that. he's juss... average. =X he doesnt use powerpoint. our lecture notes isnt bradford one.. its his own "book" of notes.. and its reali scary to me. coz the exam paper is BRADFORD'S PAPER!! kinda insecure.. =/ his jokes are kinda COLD.. even doh starting of the class tt time.. kinda funny.. ALOT of homeworks and reading up by ourselves.. and he's kinda monotone.. and oh. when he says jokes.. his expression from -_- will stay as -_-.. very no emotions one. weird. =x budden.. OK lar. jus hope the other lecturer, Dr Allan Lim isnt tt bad. =X I MISS MISS JOANNE CHIO!!! LOVE HER TEACHING.. =X okie.. i duno wads my purpose on blogging todae actuali.. kinda bored. so.. yea. aniwae.. yst i went to tamp with bro.. wanted to eat subway but they say they no more bread. dots. subway says they NO bread. -.-" its as good as going to KFC and they say they no chicken. RAWR. aniwae.. we ended up at KFC.. =X todae's mini adventure around singapore.. 1st stop - bedok. went to pick grandma up and head to OCBC bank.. help to Q up and etc.. den waited till mum & grandma is done.. den we headed to the 2nd stop. 2nd stop - Acer Building. before that.. we toured around the west side of singapore.. mainly because we lost our way around.. in searching for the Acer Building.. we passed by Toa Payoh.. Clementi.. Commonwealth.. Holland V.. Jurong Center.. Industrial Parks.. Science Center.. Snow City.. Lakeshore Condominium.. Mum's office duno wad wad wad building.. and finally reached Acer Building.. the best thing was.. i went into the building alone and i got lost. -.-" and some ppl mistaken me as a foreigner coz i hugged my labtop.. carried my sling bag.. and looking at signs as doh i duno where to head to. ended up walking around the waiting area and found the Q-ticket box. RAWR!!! normally Q-ticket box is located at the enterance of any service center de maa... it like... at the centre of no where lorr.. dots. nvm. thank God i found it. better than asking some ppl whom are aso waiting for their turn and den they say "there!"... and i'll feel like a BIG FAT FOOL! =/ after dropping of my dead labbie.. we headed off to the 3rd stop. which is aso the last. before i went to sch. 3rd stop - Queenstown Hawker Center (beside Queestown Sec Sch) bought tapioca dessert + 2 poh pia for mum & grandma to try.. had 1 plate of fried kway tiao (SINFUL) each.. YUMMY fried kway tiao.. LARGE PORTION @ ONLY $2.50.. wheee.. great that grandma love the food.. coz its the first time we brought her there.. we had drinks.. which are like..... below average.. but drinkable.. grandma had coffee "gao gao".. mum had cauppocino.. and i had the worst Teh-C i've ever had in my entire 19+ years of life. eeewwwww... aniwae.. after that.. mum drove me to sch.. which was like less den 5mins drive. actualii.. i saw him.. even before we went to the car. but i dare not say hi to him. not because my mum & grandma is there. but to see him as the 1st classmate in the 1st sch term.. its my joy & sorrow. but sorrow was more. so yup. i din say hi. worst still. i feel like a fool. i acted as doh i din see him. =x ok. tt was super childish. but owell... ok. that aside. sorry.. todae a lil emo.. coz... ALOT of ppl in these 2 days.. yst & todae.. say i SUPER FAT and hafta go slim down or else i will be like..... like......... (whatever u can think of).. onli selin say i like slim down a lil.. and den when i told tamm in msn tt i wana slim down.. she say i todae like look slimmer aso.. budden i still feel its the work of my shirt.. coz of the cutting and suchh... sigh. coz.... actuali... the past week i reali binge & ate alot of SINFULLLL stuffs.. thanks to many celebrations & holidays & gatherings.. =X however.. i dun deny that the company of all those events are GREAT!! =D jus that i should eat lesser next time.. or at least CONTROL myself.. =X okie. im jus so not disciplined. sorry. my bad. =/ i will try my best to change. promise. =) prayed on my walk home after alighting at 88 busstop. it was a great 5 mins.. even doh its super short. budden its jus splendid. silent.. calm.. nice breeze and no one was around.. so i jus talk out like normal.. as doh God's jus beside me.. talked about my results.. life.. friends.. studies.. work.. financials.. etc.. and i feel reali good after talking out lidat.. the feeling is..... so unexplainable.. yet... tangable.. totally splendid! and I LOVE IT! =D forgot that tml i've lessons.. i overlooked my timetable.. =X LWM called in the morning to give me morning call.. =X no larr.. they called to ask if i've time to go down for appt. coz i very long never go down le.. and aso CNY is coming.. should slim down soon and etc.. (like onli CNY coming den i wana slim down lidat) =X budden yea.. good that they called.. coz im LAZY!!! =X lalalala.. (sorry peeps. this post very boring & naggy.. coz im a lil siannnn.) recieved a small yet lovely gift from michelle.. she went to Bangkok and got me this orange flower clip.. goes very well with Hawaii style.. however..... its a lil difficult to match my outfits.. =/ budden i will treasure it.. THANKS!! =D i shall end my blog entry now.. duno wad to type. duno wads exactly on my mind. messy & messy & more messy!! sigh. bye ppl. =) p.s : i saw hana's "prince charming" in class todae. din expect him to be there coz he has deferred oredi.. budden owell.. at least getta see my eye-candy. hehehe.. *shy shy* =P God. help me in my finances especially. bcoz i've come to realised that i've many things and issues to handle this year, about finances. and without it.. i can do nothing. without it.. i might go in debt. without it.. i might not make someone's day. and i do not want that to happen. i pray that during CNY and my birthday.. i would get more blessings/love offering that i can ever imagine. because thats the most important thing i need for this yr, and the next. Building Funds, Driving lessons fees, transportation fees, next year multiples & multiples of close friends' 21st birthdays, my own 21st birthday party for both parent's side plus friend's side, buffet, booking of chalet (if any), cakes, and many other things. i jus pray for a part-time job and that the pay is above average.. and of coz, that i will be able to handle work & studies (most impt) at the same time. followed by driving lessons + LWM appointments in subsequent days. i do not wan to worry. i do not wan to fear. i'll do my best & leave everything unto Your hands. for i noe i can do nth great myself. but thru You, ALL things are POSSIBLE. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Sunday, January 06, 2008 @ 1:27 AM happy bday huiting. harisuddin. qi ming & qinyong + updates. =D HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUITING.. (fav coussie) HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIMING.. (pri sch gd fren) HAPPY BIRTHDAY QINYONG.. (sec sch fren) HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARISUDDIN.. (sec sch fren) HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALL!! =D in this new year.. 5 days have passed.. and this is the 6th day of the new year.. to certain ppl.. it might be a new beginning.. to some.. it might be a good start already.. but a minority of them.. they might be going thru hell right now.. and one of my love ones is going thru it.. =( i jus pray that he will be able to go thru this tough time. even doh he kena 2 confinements due to lost his camp pass in camp.. and the many many guard duties tt isnt supposed to be his job.. i jus hope that he will be able to survive thru them all.. and that God will give him the strength and rest that he requires.. 加油! 加油!! =) for me.. personally i find tt it is a normal start of the new year for me.. coz school (aka hell) haven start yet.. so i duno wad will happen in the next few weeks.. and i've yet to find a part-time job.. so.. yea.. its like.. hmmm.. not so good and not so bad. jus barely pass average. yup. todae was great. hmm.. actuali not so great. coz of some absentees.. thus.. the day wasnt tt great. met up at 4pm. budden i was late coz i went to take digicam frm bro. and jiao was late too. haa. (she always late) =X met shell at Raffles City Shopping Center; Harvey Norman, 3rd floor. choose those pictures that i wana develop & etc.. and it sum up to 105 outta 140 which i've already picked out. some is not able to develop coz the size is either too big or too small. and some is blurr after viewing it at full view. so.. yup. thanks to shell's discount card.. i have a 30% discount.. and 105 pictures cost only $19.95!! woohooo... =D *happy* den jiao came along and den we went to bugis village.. went straight to get popcorn chicken coz all 3 of us were famish.. den walk around for a while but din stay for long coz it was stuffy.. it was a rainy day btw.. so yea.. the mood was a lil.. =.=" we den headed to G2000 to walk around coz we saw some 40% discount thingy.. budden nth reali catch our eyes.. we den walk around Bugis Junction and got some individual stuffs.. like piggy bank (for jiao).. some NICE & BEAUTIFUL stuffs (for shell).. and a 300 slot photo album (for me).. yupp.. den we went to take neoprints.. however.. we din manage to take as many as we wanted to.. and neither did we reali have the mood to. coz without hunn & shan.. the atmosphere is reali v different. and yes. it did affect us. totally. =( WE MISS YOU TWO!!! =( after the sad-atmosphere neoprints.. we den went to bedok 85 for dinner.. (yummilicious dinner, mind you) liang was invited.. but coz he wasnt feeling well.. he missed the great and delicious meal.. =X nvm nvm.. there's always a next time.. =D and the next time round.. we will 攻 the 田鸡粥!!! MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAA.. (cant wait!!) =X not bcoz i wana eat.. (okkie.. mayb part of it..) but mainly coz of the ppl im going out with.. thats the main thing!!! whee.. =D its 18 more days to see hunn & shan le.. OMG!! im like so excited can.. told my mum i'll be gg to welcome them back.. however.. i got back a negative feedback.. =( hope i can talk my dad round.. =( sobb. have yet to sort out the photos.. 18-photo-albums-that-photo-shops-give-when-you-develop-pictures-at-their store.. (from all my collections since young).. plus those that shell help us develop tt time.. plus those i developed todae.. =/ hurr.. shall go sort them out soon. hehe. might hafta get more photo albums le.. for individual group of ppl.. and like i've told shell.. i might develope all the pictures i have in my collection.. as in.. my external harddisk.. coz pictures are like memories. =) and memories are diamonds. =D I LOVE VESIRE!! xD okkiee.. off i go le. BUAISSS~ =D love you all. let me be slim. FGS (for godsake). im so damn fat. i can hardy breath. =x (okie. kidding..) but im reali fat can. zzz. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Friday, January 04, 2008 @ 1:02 AM first post in 2008. YAY! finally its a brand new year.. HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS!! (sorry for the delay.. coz labbie down. and mum's labbie de internet explorer got problem one.. so... yea. SORRY!!!) brand new year. brand new start. brand new chapter. brand new challenges. brand new goals. brand new resolutions. ah-cha! ah-cha! 加油！ 加油~！！ you can do it, YAP YAN LIN!! GO FOR IT. =D went to countdown at marina square with kl. sebas. rostina n my bro. even doh we tonn and was kinda tiring.. however.. we had fun. =) its a disappointment tt i cant countdown tgt with my vesire babes.. especially when 2 of them are overseas.. but nvm.. 20 more days.. and we shall meet at Changi Airport!! =D have wrote down my 2008 resolutions. new term timetable. etc etc.. i shall bring rostina's 2008 yr planner for me, into good use. =D thanks for that handy yr planner. =)) watched finish Goong yet again.. =X 2nd time this time round.. well.. it might be a lil waste of time.. budden i enjoyed it tremendously.. HEHE!! will move on to other dramas & movies which are piling up beside my table. (hafta clear it slowly yet asap-ly coz mostly are loaned form friends) but.. school's starting in like.. 3 days time? BIG SIGH. owell.. hafta chiong studies le.. coz of my laziness in year 1.. i ended up in deep shoot now.. this up-coming term.. 6 EXAMS!! ho ho ho.. 加油了燕霖！你行的！ xD looking forward to sat.. going out with shell & jiao.. duno liang will be "invited" not.. haha.. coz shell say wana have a pure vesire outing.. (as in.. even doh not all present. but jus vesireans.) yupp. and den we will wash photos.. (i mean.. develop photos) and den go bugis shop shop walk walk take neoprints.. OOHHH MANN.. its been a long time since we took neoprints.. (but still.. if everyone's present, tt would be perfect.) den mayb go bedok 85 to eat those yummilicious yet sinful dishes. hehe.. =X 2 more days to huiting's bday.. 3 more days to school start.. 4 more days to zhihong's bday.. 5 more days to jocelyn's bday.. 8 more days to grandma's & colin's bday.. 12 more days to ron's bday.. 19 more days to go Changi Airport.. 20 more days for the long awaited arrival of hunn & shan. 32 more days to hunn's 20th bday.. 33 more days to CNY's eve.. 34 more days to CNY.. gosh.. how time flies.. i shall cherish every single day.. and i shall learn to smile even more this year. 加油！！！ =D alright.. i guess i shall end here le. tml noon hafta leave house le. mum bringing me go do facial.. wheee!!! LONG time nv do facial le.. now my face looks like orange skin le lar.. >< (actuali not tt bad larr) =X aniwae.. its not as good & healthy.. very oily.. can fry egg le.. or mayb two eggs. =X aniwae.. YAY!!!! FACIALL~ =D love doing facial coz its very relaxing.. especially when doing the mask thingy and ampel (duno how to spell) thingy.. however.. when they help me squeeze the black heads arrhh.. wah sehh. i wana sit up and strangle the 姐姐 doing for me lor. grrr.. PAINFUL!!! >< budden wana pwetty pwetty must go thru pain de larr. no pain no gain mar.. hor? =/ back to topic.. facial arr.. other den relaxing.. aso feel fresh.. coz after lying on the bed for an hr or so.. (depending on wad type of facial u do..) ur back will be stiff & kinda achey.. so they will sumhow help u massage a lil.. very shiok one the massage.. not tickle-lish at all de lor.. super 爽 one!! =P and i love the tea they serve.. got many different flavours one.. hehe. budden i always never drink alot coz scared hafta go toilet.. (which is not allowed so...... >< yea.) so far.. i never stayed back and relax at the super comfy 2nd floor area.. where ppl after massage or facial can go there rest.. read magazines and drink tea.. relax & enjoy the aircon.. duno tml can try ask them see if i can stay back for a while not.. (budden mummy not around.. SCAREDD!! ><) shall see how ba.. =P the best thing abt this facial is... ITS FREE!!! okie. i mean.. its free for me.. coz beforehand my parents bought a package le mar.. and den paid on the spot tt time.. so... yea.. =P great being a girl at times.. can enjoy such privillage. my brother dun get this kinda privillage.. mayb when he's older.. den mayb enjoy some facial and massage. hehe. for now.. IM ENJOYING MYSELF WITH FREE FACIAL!!! MUAHAHAHHA~ =X okie. wadever. its 2am le!! OMGGOSSH!!! tml gotta wake up at 11am.. better go slp le.. if not i will fall aslp during facial.. coz too 爽 liaos.. with those aroma therapy scent.. plus smoothing music and aircon.. and den great facial services.. aawww... -slap!- okok. back to reality.. i shall faster head to bed.. den tml will have a great great facial experience. wheee..!! =D duno meeting hana tml not. hmm.. not confirmed.. owell.. shall see how it goes. =D mayb if too free bring labbie go service.. budden at JURONG!!! omgosh. faints. sigh.. budden mum's nagging le.. >< owell.. shall see how lar. HEHE!! off i go.. BUAISS~ =D even doh 2007 is a bad year for me. however. its the past oredi.. i shall learn from it. and apply the lesson learnt into the present.. and i shall look forward into the future, my dreams, my goals. for the future will hold much greater stuffs den i can ever imagine thru Him. b'coz i have faith and believe in Him. =) linnLOVEyou♥ |