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Saturday, June 21, 2008 @ 2:03 PM aftermath of the previous day.. after a rather GOOOODDDD night slp at 5am till 1.30pm todae.. i feel MUCH better. mayb its jus the impulse that got into me. and den i think abt it. wad for spoil the friendship because of these kinda stupid stuffs? its as doh our friendship couldnt take up the challenge.. thus.. i decided to cancel it. yup. anw. its a humid n warm weather todae. bball cancelled and postpone to tml instead coz kl hafta work OT too.. poor girl... 230++ emails to read and reply and follow up. =/ * she clears 100++ everyday and she still have 230++ left. OMG! its a wonder and amazement how God moves.. from a foul and bad mood.. i woke up from a split-second-dream and i became happy and floaty.. (the dream is like onli 5 seconds or so? lol.) * FMI : coleslaw xD okie. shall end here. still thinking if wana go out later. sigh. dun wana spend $ leh. =/ linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Friday, June 20, 2008 @ 11:54 PM i wonder.. i wonder.. when someone whom you think you are close with.... doesnt want others to talk abt you... what is the first thing that comes into ur mind? how would you feel after that? as for me.. first i feel confused.. den i feel that mayb its to avoid misunderstandings.. den.. as a human.. being imperfect.. i start to think if this person is reali worthy of my trust and friendship. first thing first. friends will still be friends. but not as close. anw.. he/she doesnt reali confide in me or talk to me much aft getting into a r/s. secondly.. he/she is the type of person where... 目中无人.. and onli put his/her friends as 2nd choice/spare tyres onli when his/her gf/bf is busy or have wadsoever reasons for not being able to meet up. thirdly.. he/she onli looks for you whenever there's a problem/trouble. and that makes me feel damn PISSED OFF! BECAUSE.. 1) spare tyre nvm. since close friend.. i try my best to help.. YET.. he/she does it almost everytime. 2) cant take it when he/she ALWAYS so damn Fing 目中无人.. no matter wad.. friends is friends.. and i/the rest of the gang ARE human. IN CASE YOU DIN REALISED.. 3) DAMN BLOODY LAZY & IN-DECISIVE (unless his/her gf/bf is around) so for goodness sake. WAKE UP. i can be nice and everything. but PLEASE dont take it for granted. wad i hafta said.. i guess i've said. oh yah. and he/she always takes someone else's weak point/bad habit and shoot shoot shoot at that person.. if you're so damn freaking unhappy abt it.. den do something.. talk to that person or be more understanding or wadso.. if YOU are the one being shoot at.. you think you will be happy? PUT YOURSELF IN THAT PERSON'S SHOES FOR WHOSE'S EVERS SAKE! even doh you kept on shooting at that person.. he/she din even show the slightest upset. WHY? because he/she din mean to have that bad habit.. AND he/she doesnt want to spoil the atmosphere and the friendship. example. IF.. that person always lend money from you.. either you reject nicely or ask he/she to save up more often.. DON'T TALK BEHIND PEOPLE'S BACK. TALK TO THAT PERSON PERSONALLY & NICELY. DON'T GIVE LAME EXCUSE SAYING YOU & THAT PERSON NOT AS CLOSE AS IM WITH HIM/HER. THAT'S UTTERLY RUBBISH. ONCE, TWICE, ok. EVERYTIME? BLOODLY HELL. IF.. that person loves to shop and always ask you to tag along.. you can excuse yourself and say you've something on.. DON'T ACCPOMPANY ALREADY DEN COMPLAIN THIS AND THAT. IF.. that person always late.. den you can call him/her to ask if he/she is on the way/reaching the destination (if you are staying near the destination too).. DON'T WAIT FOR OTHERS TO CONTACT THAT PERSON.. AND HE/SHE IS LATE AGAINNNNNNNNNNN.. AND START SHOOTING AT HIM/HER. OR.. IF.. that person always forgets to bring something.. you can remind him/her YOURSELF.. for goodness sake. DON'T RELY ON OTHERS. I.. AM... NOT... YOUR.. MESSENGER/MAID.. I.. AM... NOT... A... DOVE.. I.. AM... NOT... PAID.. TO DO SO.. SO.... DO IT YOURSELF!! i reali.. DO NOT.. expect... ANYTHING... from you ANYMORE. REALLY! if you dun even noe wad to do and wad not to do.. or wad is your priority.. or wad is the defination or friend and GF/BF.. den.. im sorry. i did mention to you before that you are very 目中无人. and SINCE.... you DO NOT wan to wake up.. den fine. i jus hope that YOU and HIM/HER will be HAPPY & quarrels/misunderstanding-free.. IN CASE YOU COME ASKING ME FOR HELPS AGAIN.. (onli when you NEED me) if im a good mood den lucky you.. if im not in one.. den so sorry.. dun blame me for shooting darts at you even when you are down. and for GOODNESS SAKE. IF you are a man.. BE LIKE ONE. IF you are a female.. BE STRONG and STAND UP. p.s : you are a goddamn freaking bloody weakling! p.s.s : if you dun wake up.. i think there goes our close friendship.. reflect on YOURSELF... & may God speak a word to enlighten you... i pray. * if even WE cant stand YOU.. it means you are way too overboard.. because even HE & SHE dun bother abt r/s in our individual lives.. and IF they have a reaction abt it.. means you are REALI REALI REALI.... ... ... ... REALI CANNOT MAKE IT!!! till then! JA!~ fudging bad mood. note : nth to do with vesire. *smiles* linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Wednesday, June 18, 2008 @ 12:05 AM 1 yr of "sgh"... yst. (17-06-08) jus an update. yst. my 1st yr of "sgh" aka singlehood.. cool. feel kinda.... unique. coz.. like very long nv feel so carefree.. even doh certain times will feel 空虚 and wants to be loved. but i think.... its alright. at least im WAITING.. waiting for nature to take its course.. jus waiting.. and of coz.. to focus on much more important stuffs. =) no point heading into a r/s when its the wrong one. i've been thru enough wrong ones. its TIME to WAKE UP and be wise. p.s : doesnt apply to ppl whom nv been in a r/s before. =) it was... the one year sgh for me. wanted to chiong OT all the way. budden kl wasnt there.. she went for piano lessons.. so i aso sian 1/2.. wanted to do OT till 8pm lidat.. but behold! kl caled after her piano lessons.. asking if wana watch movie at 8.15pm, the happening. but was claimed that it was super not nice n no link. so in the end nv watch. we met kp outside mac. kp = kl's bro. den went to eat dinner.. obviously, mac. since we not watching movie le.. so we slack at mac.. and watch euro 2008 live.. kinda weird.. i seldom watch soccer de.. budden owell.. since got germany.. den watch lor.. since slacking aso. =P note : kl n me actuali talked abt SLURPY thingys todae. BREAKTHROUGH! =x lets see.... wad else. oh! i got my pay todae actuali. budden hafta use it to open an account with my other savings.. coz nid a UOB account (for easier transfers) of pay.. coz my company is UOB - supported thingy stufff... (if wadever i said makes sense to u) im IN LOVE! LOL.. kidding. not reali lar. there's an eye candy in my company.. even kl agrees SUPER totally.. budden she say "so 帅 but cant 爱..." den i ask why.. den she say he's married. FAINTS!! i thot he's onli 28 - 30.. budden kl says he's 30 n abv. UNBELIEVABLE!! woots. anw.. jus an eye candy. hehe. anddd.... i sat his car todae (hitch a ride) to bedok.. along with manager pg and florence.. he so damn shuai when he drives can.. so power.. so skilled.. and.. DAMN SHUAI.. =x it was soooooooooooooooooooo tough to take my eyes off him man.. almost impossible... actuali. =XXX his face got those shape.. i was sitting 45deg behind him. means.. behind the passanger seat.. yah. he uses one hand to drive.. kinda fast driver.. yet cautious.. looks serious and somewhat attractive while driving.. his eyebrows are like so in place.. and his eyes are so super electrifying.. ONLY THING IS.. during working hours.. he's SUPER 公事公办.. and VERY SERIOUS.. almost always have a frown on his face.. (he manager ma..) FYI. his elder bro (higher manager position den my manager) & his younger sister (asst manager under their eldest bro) are also in the company working.. their names are like.. A.. B.. C.. and den D.. eldest (male) = Amos <-- 3rd highest boss in whole company, quite fierce. 2nd eldest (gender and name unknown but name starts with B) den.. 3rd eldest (male) = Corey <-- eye candy xD andddd... youngest sister (female).. Drusilla <-- HOTTIE. last time when i was in the company.. he (eye candy) wasnt the manager YET.. budden.. wow! after a year.. he's one.. and seems VERY busy too. ... ... ... ah-leh! *back to earth* ok.. shall stop drolling over him. LOL. i shall..... wait for THE ONE to come. leave everything into His hands.. no point struggling and fighting for someone who doesnt meant to be mine. when i put Him first, everything will fall in place nicely. i believe. =) Kung Fu Panda..... IS SUPER FUNNY.. =X at least to me n kl. =P love his stomach and his BUTT.. xD p.s : dun feel tigeress's voice is angelina's.. but... owell.. love the dumpling fight. SO CUTE. =P movies that are coming up soon / are screening and i wana watch.. (not according to preferences) 1) wanted 2) the chronicles of narnia : prince caspian 3) the battle of red cliff 4) madagescar : escape 2 africa 5) money no enough 2 6) get smart 7) shaolin girl 8) accuracy of death 9) journey to the centre of the earth 10) the dark knight ... thats abt it for now.. =) shall getta slp soon.. SUPER TIRED.. soooooooo long nv wear contacts.. suddenly wear.. eyes gonna dry up and wither soon. *eeewww* okie. peeps. u shall see me in contacts more often now... unless i used them up. =X FYI.. i look like a HUGE pancake with small eyes in contacts.. buddennnnnnnn...... no choice.. later due date jiu.... wasted. AAHHHH!!! DILEMMA. too. duno to continue wearing that 1yr de contact lens.. (other den my normal ones) its the kind where it MAXIMIZE ur pupil tt type. hmmmmmmm... =/ dun waste the money. wear occasionally ba. hurrr.. okie dokie.. FAT FAT FAT FAT ME.... OFF TO SLP. chaos! corey. sweet. jiro. slurp. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Tuesday, June 17, 2008 @ 5:18 PM bye bye maggie mee... hello spagetti.... bye bye maggie mee hello spagetti =D linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Saturday, June 14, 2008 @ 9:20 PM be determined to save, save, SAVE!!! YAP YAN LIN.. BE DETERMINEEEEEE!!! BE DETERMINEEEEEE!!! BE VERY DETERMINEEEEE.. TO S-A-V-E... S A V E ... SAVE!!!! for the future.. for rainy days.. for your wedding.. for your kids.. for wadsoever.. jus SAVE! up for God's sake.. dun ever forget how much u've wasted & spent innocent $ on rubbish/useless things.. things that you DUN NEED.. DUN BUY.. things that you want and not wad you need.. DUN BUY.. once in a while (mayb once in 3mths/6mths).. buy a "BIG" thingy is STILLLLLL... ok. not every now and then. CUT DOWN on ur expenses on VCDs & DVDs.. you can RENT / BORROW / WATCH FROM YOUTUBE even doh loading damn freakingggg slow.. budden still.. you can SAVE!!! SO FOR GOD'S SAKE.. TRY TO SAVE UP AND BE DETERMINEDDDDDDDDDDD TO SAVE UP. DO NOT! DO NOT! BE TEMPTED. DO NOT! BE WAVERED. DO NOT! GIVE EXCEPTIONS EVERY NOW & THEN. bcoz once you give an exception jus for ONCE.. you will tend to give more "exceptions" twice.. and den thrice.. and den there goes.. YOU WUN BE ABLE TO KICK OFF THAT HABIT!!! and before you noe that.. ALL YOUR HARDEARN MONEY AND SAVINGS ARE ALL GONE!! G O N E ... GONE!!! SO NO NO NO!!! NO EXCEPTIONS!! p.s : dear friends.. please help me with it.. if you see me spending ALOT of giving myself LAME exceptions.. PLEASEEEEE.. STOP ME. i noe sometimes i super dl-mood or have this very BLACK face.. BUDDEN DUN 心软 to me.. the aftermath.. i'll noe you do that for my own good.. (even doh it will be tough but.... PLEASE HELP! ) =X THANKSS!! 燕霖。。 加油！加油！加油！ 你行的！ GO! GO! GO! wwwooooooooo~ =D till then. JA!~ linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Wednesday, June 11, 2008 @ 12:45 PM first time someone call me xiao jie zhao~ it’s the first time sumone called me “xiao jie zhao”.. its like so royal can? lol. the aunty that helps to vaccum the floor and such.. only says "zhao an" to our bosses only.. was so super shocked when she came in to the sorting room and said... "xiao jie zhao.." and smile summore lor.. oh man.. summore its those formal kind.. kaos. it was like so super shuang.. hehe.. =x coz so far i never hear her lidat acknowledge anyone yet. hehe. lalala. okie lar. im currently still working. =X jus post for fun nia. lalala. JA~! linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Friday, June 06, 2008 @ 1:31 AM linn is happy! <3 够爱 - 东城卫 & a-chord & other songs linn is happy with the new blog song. ".... 爱你的我" bcoz she finally found it. & many other nice melodies she've yearn to find.. mayb u think she's stupid to take sucha long time to find a few songs.. but to her.. it is a 成就感.. lalala.. LINN IS A HAPPY GIRL TODAE!! I LOVE EVERYONE!! MUACKS!! x3 WHEEE~ 保护色 - 亚轮 (loves!) linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Thursday, June 05, 2008 @ 11:34 PM DD.. =) okie. i've decided. august 24th. hair-do. both of my best friend say ok, go for it. so i should. JIA YOU~ and yes yes yes.. 趁年轻的时间快点作些疯狂的事吧！ =D nice one girl. i will rmb it always. hehe. =) till then! JA!~ <3 DD x3 DD XOXO DD DD forever!! =D linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Wednesday, June 04, 2008 @ 12:21 AM phrases for thought. too many things are happening in life. so i jus summarized them and put it into phrases of wise words. phrases for thought is the main objective of this post. give it a read and some thought. it might enlighten you.. it might bring you back to reality.. it might make you feel *snap!* a wake-up call.. it might be just WORDS to you.. if this post does helps you in anyway.. i thank God for it. bcoz by my strength.. i can do nth. bcoz truely.. there is jus too many things happening in my life.. no matter issit family.. friends.. r/s.. wadsoever.. too much for me to handle. i can only do wad i can. i can only try my best to help. the rest is up to individual.. and its up to them.. whether to help themselves.. to trust God (for those who are Christians).. or to jus give up and slum into sulkness.. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny. When one door of happiness closes, another opens.. but often we look so long at the closed door.. that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it.. but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch.. swing with, never say a word, and then.. walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had. Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably does hurt the person, too. The real art of conversation is not only to say the right thing in the right place.. but also to leave unsaid the wrong thing at the tempting moment. Actions speaks louder than words.. For words are only words. When things doesn't seems to go your way. Turn and look back. Are YOU the problem or whats the matter? Don't blame on others for things that aren't going your way. Because most of the time.. YOU are the cause of the problem. For every action, there is an equal and opposite criticism. Prevention is better than cure. Once bitten, twice shy. You want people to respect you.. First you have to learn to respect others. Same goes for care, love, serve, etc.. Age doesn't always bring wisdom. Sometimes age comes alone. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- not every single one is to each individual.. mayb one outta these few handfuls are TO you.. and mayb to you.. none are even meaningful to you.. but.. i do hope it helps.. bcoz of my absence in msn for a few days. and bcoz of my sudden presence in msn.. suddenly.. so many things happened without me knowing. and suddenly.. i noe about so many things.. and yes.. suddenly.. im worried & burden yet again. no worries my friends.. esp those who recently chat with me. no worries. do not blame urself for burdening me. do not say sorry or wadso. bcoz im glad that at least u shared ur problems with me. and im glad i have a God whom i can share ur problems to. so that my burden is lifted. my friends.. my dear friends.. esp the few dearest to me.. suddenly todae.. i felt so worried. suddenly i realised.. i have neglected my friends quite often here n there.. meeting ups and talking.. movies and meals.. are nothing but jus leisure.. but where are those moments of heart to heart talks? calls of concern? visits of love? and not talks of slackness.. calls of boredom.. and visits of pleasures? sigh. ... ... ... i shall end here. its 2am.. hafta work tml noon. off i go. thanks Y.E aka icy for those great talks. they are reali professional and inspiring. thanks for everything dude. i believe u'll succeed in life in the future. dun mind those downhills n deep valleys u are having now.. for they are onli stepping stones to your successful future. i thank God for you, my friend. & i pray that God will bless you in every single day. JA!~ p.s : shan.. this one counted as update ba? =P i shall.. buck up on my attitude. & of coz.. on my tolerance & magnitude. for all happiness & joy.. i praise God. in times of weakness & downhills.. i trust God. in moments of struggles.. i seek God. for all bad things & bad points in my life.. i will rely on God for strength to work on them to be a better me. for all good things & good points in my life.. i thank God. all in all.. i love my God. bcoz of Him.. i can be the me i am todae. THANK GOD! linnLOVEyou♥ |