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Sunday, July 27, 2008 @ 11:16 PM quick updates. quick updates for reference. erm. ONE. friday after OT; went to pasir ris and tamp to shop for ong's bday present. got him a 小小意思 thingy. den went to coffeebean to chiong his bday card. we cut n paste n wadsoever.. we = sebas kl n me. den suppose to suprise ong at 12 midnight sharp. in the end we late.. abt 11.55pm den leave coffeebean. so we chiong n rush like siao... ended up ong sleeping liaos.. =.= budden heng next day he saw the card and he like it. we actuali bought a small slice of tiramisu for him. budden since he sleeping.. so we ate it at the library busstop instead. den coz no bus back for kl. so she stayed overnight at my house. long time since she stayed overnight. feels damn shiok. even best. she got her FEDEX of lingerie from LaSenza.. tsk tsk tsk. ex stuff sia.. $250 for erm... rather ALOT lar.. so.. quite alright. (and nv spend on so much branded stuffs before) so. ok la. so she wore her LaSenza pyjamas to slp. we watched the SUPER OLD SHOW.. since 1999 de. that... 魔女的条件.. first love is the theme song.. that one. anyway.. its kl rent de. den since in my house and nth much to do so we watch it overnight till 4am++.. =.=" poor kl.. cold den nv say. in the end she "woke" up at 7am and went home.. =/ should have told me she's cold so i can off the aircon. zzz. anyway. still love te overnight feeling. we spend time looking at pics in com, developed, and etc. and she even told me her personal blog. LOL. nice. =P TWO. sat. company's sports day. quite sian. im like the mini camera person la. got soccer n badminton.. and im interested in neither. =X so.. ya. jus that i getta witness C...... when he sweat... KAOS~ can faint. jus that he kinda skinny... and.......... is married. LOL. wadever. THREE. blurr. miscalculate the time. from earli become late. took cab down to e!hub instead. picked sebas up. kl overslept. when me n sebas reached, kei n ong reach le. heng i take cab sia. if not................. aniwae. klunch. 2 martell (750ml, 40% each). 2 jug of tiger. 4 titbits cup. 8 mixer. 1 cake. 8 pkt of party thingy. 8 ppl. attendees are.. 1) bday boy - ong 2) bday boy's platoon mate - kei 3) bday boy buddy - sebas 4) bday boy's sotong - linn 5) bday boy's admirer - kengling 6) kengling's lil bro - kengpeng 7) kengling's 2nd bro - kengbeng 8) kengling's big bro - kengteck suppose to have alex, tian and colin. budden alex lazy. tian dun like kbox. colin NS. so... ya lor. i drink less den half a martell; with mixers and alot of water. and i can get tipsy. its the first time i feel lidat.. heard from kb coz martell kicks in slower.. so we like drink n drink normally and den suddenly... BOOM! everyone went floatish.. i guess ong was first. coz he n kei went "干" twice.. (i wonder how was kei, coz he went off first) den i became floatish.. like.. i noe wad i am doing.. and wad im talking.. but i started giggling outta the slightest thing and i kept walking sideways.. BUT. i noe where im walking and i can walk semi-straight. firstly, mayb its because the martell kicks in slowly.. so when im thirsty i jus drink the martell + mixer. so mayb thats why.. secondly, we YAM-SENG for ong's 21st bday... so one shot drink so much cause me to be a lil...... thirdly, i nv drink 40% thingy before. STILL. i NOE wad im DOING and i CAN WALK rather STRAIGHTLY. and...... I DID NOT VOMIT. in the end all tipsy and drunk and headache. other den kt (coz he cant drink liquor).. kb can take liquor. kp din drink much. but face red. ong. sebas. me n kl are like CMI. we are realli headache etc lor. ong start to bend over. sebas lying down. i lie down n giggle. kl walk slanted. bcoz ong sebas n me seldom drink beer.. the 2 jug of beer is drank by kl. 1 jug by her. 1/5 of the jug by kb. and the rest are "ta bao" by me into a water bottle. BUT... the water bottle of beer was thrown away... coz i hafta use it to fill plain water instead. poor kl. as the martell kicks in slowly.. she jus drink as normal lidat. and den she even drink beer.... and its kinda known that liquor n beer cannot mix.. so....... yah. she was feeling so terrible and stuffed up inside. vomit and head pain like mad. slummed in the toilet for 1hr. poor girl. even cried. and even when she is feeling so terrible n crying n etc.. she's still worried if the rest have reached home safely.. and if they will be able to wake up on time for work n NS.. but i noe that she's happy. coz.................................................................... (i shall keep it as a memo) OLOHS. =) she look so blissed and happy when that happen.. lol. send her home before going to meet my parents and grandma.. went to old airport road to eat "chomp chomp" style.. eat till quite long. talk alot and celebrate grandma bday.. (one day eat 2 cakes. kaos) den after the meal.. kp called.. asked if im home. i say im not and asked why. he say that kl jus asked to check. silly girl. feeling so CMI liaos still ask abt others.. zzz. aniwae. it was a nice day. jus that time dun allow me to meet up with vesire. =( sigh. if not it will be tremendous. =/ worst still. these few days so busy until no time to join the presentation thingy. bloody shit. i think my peer evaluation form from the rest is gonna be SHIT. zzz. sorry girls. esp tamm. u n angel chiong like mad. budden... i like cant do much. even doh yes. u say i did my part. budden stilllll............................ SIGH. shall see u n selin tml at ur place. will take leave. coz no choice. i wana help out la. earn lesser money hack care la. feel damn guilty. terribily sorry. =( i will update pics asap when i have the chance. im still feeling giddy. tml hafta be at tamm's house earli. =/ and i hafta re-print the head title for the poster presentation. SIGH. fish sia. =/ thank God my parents dino im "semi" drunk. and thank God for my bro whom prepared 600ml of water for me to wash my liquor breathe.. and..... thank God for my bro whom wun sabo me and tell my parents i drink or im dead. till then. hope ong love his gifts n celebrations. =) time to chiong studies n work again. todae... i feel so floatish that im actuali enjoying it. the feeling is like... i noe im suppose to walk straight but im not. i noe wad im talking but i tend to talk silly stuffs. i noe im moving but i feel like im floating. i noe i shouldnt drink so much but im INNOCENT n i DIDNT NOE. now... i noe. geez. FREAKING GIDDY. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Wednesday, July 23, 2008 @ 10:53 PM let me rant jus let me rant alright? if u hate hearing me rant (always) den jus click the top righthand red button. because i jus feel like ranting. reali. when im so tired after working and then studying.. and finally get back home to rest. everytime the first thing that come out from my parents mouth are either shit or shit. goddammit. dun they have any nicer things to say to me? ya la. i fat fat la. so what? fat den not ur child issit? damn u. already have fcuked up things on hand. and still so damn fcuking noisy & irritating. dun even noe how to care for ur daughter. fat DOESNT mean she is STRONG. damn u both. LOUSY PARENTS! to think i wana work hard n get more pay so to treat u all on National's Day. fcuk the idea. fcuk! fcuk! fcuk! i reali HATE going HOME !!! linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 12:56 AM when u wana rest after a long day, your mum... when u can finally rest for the day after a super long & tiring day.. like u came home like abt midnight? not out playing or slacking or loitering? but rushing month's end workload and doing stupid OTs? headaches about presentations, essay reports and money matters.. and yet ur mum starts to nag at you and compare her friend's child with you? how does that feels? sucks? sian 1/2? sad? irritated? sour? ha! too many mixed emotions. words can never describe them. and den that same person as usual.. always makes things worst. i think he/she just dun have a good timing to talk to me.. or jus that he/she jus loves to "say" ppl and so suay he/she kena i tired mood todae. im frustrated enough that: 1) i've to do OTs despite being a part-timer and not having OT rates. 2) GECC presentation i did NUTS and monday is the goddamn due. (not to worry abt the peer evaluation thingy.. wonder wad would THEY think abt ME.) 3) having to handle studies as well.. 4) being able to be a GOOD DOGGY.. opps. i mean.. GOOD GIRL at home.. 5) not having enough sleep. 6) not enough time as exams is like 1mth 3weeks time? 7) events are mass clashing each other. (FARK!) 8) i started binge-ing alot again. 9) going broke. 10) breaking down soon. i dun wan to give up. i dun wan to seem so weak. i dun wan... yet... its reali wearing me out. 好辛苦 好痛苦 好难过 不知谁会了解 了解我的痛 till then. selin tamm & girls. sorry. i reali couldnt leave work todae. =( im reali sorry.. *sigh* joce. yet again. i cant confirm the timing with u. its damn suckish huh? with this kinda timetables and killer school. so very sorry. feel so bad can? =( thurs.. an earli lunch is all i can.. =( hais. that would be a warm up for us den? after tat we den meet up more often for more tea and chats? reali sorry girl. =( vesire & liang. about sunday. i'll think of sth. do go ahead without me still. since shan suggest steamboat den dessert.. mayb u all can ask liang to lead the way to steamboat.. and dessert u can have ice cream (jus a suggestion) at shaw tower there.. there's this homemade icecreams.. not bad. u all can share a tub ($8 i think; 3 flavours).. and dig and share tgt (if u all dare la).. it'l be nice.. =) 我真的真的好想你们哦。 ='( 了过哭; 在水一方。。。 linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 8:10 AM zzz. cant slp. zzz. too long nv go for work. afraid couldnt wake up.. ended up not being able to slp.. =.=" lie on bed since 2am and till 6am im still wide awake.. despite me doing silly actions like jumping up n down like a frog.. or running fast pace on the spot.. doing star jump.. nothing helps.. zzz. and here i am.. 8.17am in the morning.. still wide awake.. onli that my brain is a lil dead. hurr.. made soupbased breakfast for me n my bro.. he jus ate and left for school.. den i watched they kissed again aka 恶作剧2吻 de interview n short clip.. *ahem* abt the bed scene.. its sizzling. lol. nice. hope kl watch finish le later can lend me liao.. =X currently chatting with Joanna jie jie whom is in Aldelaide.. slacking in the room alone and listening to music.. with MGBD1 coursebook opened up at the workshop 2 section.. reading onli half way thru yst night.. thinking about wad time to bath and prepare to leave house. messaged kl at 6am jus now saying that i will meet her for lunch.. which is her lunch time and before i go for work.. so... probably i will bath around 10am.. and den prepare and leave house at 10.45am - 11am.. coz i might pop by at PC Habour to get my mouse.. and den go for work.. or if im too bored at home.. mayb i'll leave house even earlier.. to do my UOB bank account which i've always SAY yet no action.. =X kinda cant wait for sunday's bball.. coz last sunday's bball was a lil..... *ahem* so... ya. =) thinking whether to cut my fringe. sigh. onli like less den $10? budden dunno will nice anot. scarly make my fat face look even fatter i can go long pia~ * long pia means bang wall in hokkien.. when i was wide awake trying to slp.. i thot of many many many things.. too many to remember. but a few i remember was that... 1) 2 more mths & 1 day to first paper of exam. 2) should i cut my fringe? 3) rmb to bring 恶作剧之吻 for kl later. 4) ask mummy to check if tml got slot for facial appt if not see if free to go for badminton with jiao they all. 5) transfer pictures and new videos into PSP. 6) change my parting to centre parting from todae onwards. 7) design my new shoe 8) some stuffs abt life...... (which i prefer to keep it personal) =) 9) REMEMBER TO FIND INFO ON THE HAEMOPHILIA A. 10) most impt of all. email Dr. Lau abt my presentation topic. (i kept forgetting) =.=" ... ... ... now i forget to post. =.=" its 9.20am already.. zzz. chaos~ linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 12:57 AM Be kinder than necessary.. something to remind myself.. if possible.. everyday.. =) Thank God. for working in miraculous ways.. never once failed to amaze me. =) Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle. Amen? Amen. xD linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Thursday, July 17, 2008 @ 11:44 PM quiescence.. quiescence.. ... ... ... hmm.. jus a short update. these few days no work. budden from tml onwards there will be.. and it will last for 2 whole weeks. the worst part is.. in those 2 whole weeks.. there is MGBD1 workshop 2 essay to hand in (4th aug).. (not to include discussion meet ups). GECC poster presentation on 28th July. and the MGBD1 individual poster thingy.. not including GECC upcoming 3 workshops that are poster based too. geez. im going crazy. =S have been trying to accomodate vesire + liang free weekends for this week.. currently its not bad jus that we duno where to eat n chill.. and dat a couple of us de timing either can make it by den or hafta go by then.. so a lil headache. however.. im sure we can accomodate each others timing as long as we work it out tgt. =) am aso kinda "headache" abt ong's 21st bday pressie / event.. due to he's still in NS.. onli the day before his bday (sat) would he noe if he hafta go back to camp. so its like.. omg. how to plan? and.... someone is very very VERY enthu about it.. LOL. shall not name names.. xD these few days have been slackish "at home".. budden i guess luxury of sleeping more than 10hrs is coming to an end VERY SOON! =/ have yet to buy my mouse.. even doh not reali in need of one.. neither issit a want.. budden occasionally.. its better to have one bcoz im still more "ripe" with using mouse.. if this sunday vesire is meeting up. den bball would hafta push earlier.. either that or i go earlier to play n warm up first.. den after that all play tgt for awhile n etc. before me going to change and meet vesire. and kl would den bring home the bball or sth. it would be good if bball can be pushed to sat but........ *Sigh* owell.. sunday is our routine. and saturday most of the time always CMI. so.. fine den.. sth totali outta the topic or wadso.. dun even noe why am i thinking abt these.. budden.. here goes. =X current cravings: 1) bubble tea 2) portuguese egg tart 3) pizza haha. weird. budden owell.. im a weirdo. xD off the record. maple PS i have 15b.. 48 ilbi.. 129 10% claw for att.. 73 60% glove for att.. 53 60% 2h sword for att.. and etc.. (forget liaos) muahahaa.. jus bored lar. thinking about how busy i will get soon..... jus feel so nua. LOL. selin.. tamm.. GANBATTE NEH? jia you lohh... >< changingggg.. to semi-centre parting soon. coz im having receding leftside hairline.. scared that side of my hair later no hair.. better move the parting first.. before i become balder.. =X going to be able to watch 恶作剧2吻 soon.. hehe. budden might not have time to watch everyday.. sigh. owell.. it would be a sizzling n funny show.. might help me relax.. xD joe. ariel. dong. aaron. sweet. x3 till then! will blog when im free. xD linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Friday, July 11, 2008 @ 5:09 PM cant stand ppl who imitate others. cant stand it when some people wana ACT like other bloggers. total turn-off. makes me wana puke. i pray i wun be asked to see ur blog ever again. bcoz its totally a turn-off. im glad im not a regular reader of urs. ... ... ... not reali in a GOOODDD mood todae. mayb coz i cant get much outta that stupid p53. *SIGH* somehow im tempted to go chill n slack with kl n company.. budden kbox till 2am. u mus be kidding. as if my dad allows. hais. hope for a better tml. God bless me. and bless my sundays. they are the most impt days of my life RIGHT NOW. i miss my babes. =( one for all. all for one. all except..... linnLOVEyou♥ |
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@ 11:54 AM din go to work.. din go to work todae.. even doh i manage to wake up on time. totalli exhausted. told kl i might not be going to work yst night. thankfully she has helped me tell the manager le. *phew* everytime trouble her regarding such matters.. sigh. feel bad aso. mayb treat her next time la. she'll love it. =) these few times.. i've been having weird dreams. all about him. which is totali weird. wad does my heart reali desire Lord? please guide me in this path.. and not let me walk astray. i do not want to be lost again. nv again. i pray that even as i do my research on the essay topic later.. You would guide me and let me stay focus. multiple my time and capacity so i would do better. and let me not feel weary, for You are here to let me rely on Your strength. Thank You Father. selin tamm.. we all JIA YOU tgt k? ganbatte neh? =D thank God for friends. they make me a better me. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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Thursday, July 10, 2008 @ 11:45 PM feeling crappy. feeling crappy. no idea why. mayb its the weather. mayb its the workshop essay due SO near. mayb its the thoughts in my mind. mayb its just me. mayb its just an excuse. mayb.. mayb.. mayb.. jus wana rent a lil. duno for wad and about wad. wad comes in my mind and i'll jus rent it out. so if i offend anyone. im sorry. lecturer is killing us ba? year 3 reali speaks of terror n no-life. there's a saying.. people whom are not in a r/s can forget abt getting one.. people whom are in a r/s can prepare to forgo it.. lol. sad bo.. this stupid essay better not ruin my sunday bball/kbox. or i sure damn black face n DL during lesson one. actuali.. why am i even renting? this is year 3. i OUGHT to be PREPARED for this kinda shit. sigh. linn.. no more gaming.. no more videos.. no more leisure.. get pumped up and prepare to revise every now n then.. before u start to panick when exams are near again.. geez. suckish. damn. ... ... ... sometimes.. i hate to talk to certain ppl. either they are so damn lame n spouting nonsense everytime.. or they are talking total rubbish & so goddamn different frequency. for goodness sake. i do wad i wana do. with whom. at where. wad time. etc.. and not asking u along.. my fault? are u saying that u do wad. go where. with ur friends, etc.. u ask me along n etc? please la. how old liao. grow up la. kaos. damn pissed off with this kinda lame thingy. bloody nonsense. i not free means i not free la. i've always have my weekends occupied. bball is a for-sure thing. movies and leisure are not so often.. or occasionally outings with vesire etc. and we DO plan AHEAD. unlike YOURS. and PUH-LEASE.. not that i dun wan to ask u along or wad so.. can u even SEE the circumstances? not that u wana join den u join.. its not that u jus nice by-pass or sth.. u WANT to come. and u say i nv invite u to come. PLEASE LA. u want to come can ask wad. say until like my fault. wtf? damn. freaking. pissed. its not the first time already. esp when i say im not free etc. u say that im like this n that n wadsoever. and den u will "whine" n bla bla bla. kaos. u heng when u call or ask or wadso im in a rather ok mood. if not.... God bless u. (that aside. wad for spoiling my mood when im already feeling like shit.) ong asked if sunday wana sing Kbox with his friends. duno wana go not. pull factor is of coz can sing with ong sebas n kl. push is coz is the friendsss.. and it'd be awkward singing WITH them.. so.. hais. sian la. so far kl is ok with it la. budden sebas like kinda reluctant. so..... =/ see how lor. anyway.. the other push factor is aso.. they are singing in the aftnn.. aso duno sing how long and at where.. sundays are for bball / sports / occasionally outings.. so.... =/ HAIS. anyway. shall stop here. chaos! still thinking if i should go to work tml. feeling reali sian 1/2 thinking of the ESSAY. zzz. linnLOVEyou♥ |
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